Thursday, October 12, 2006

finally finish my exam liao~ hooorrrayyy!
but a little bit emptyness..
it s like normally u will have to study,do revision,
but once it s over, u dont even need the book anymore..
then u ll dont know what to do.. very sien one leh~
and i am going back to jb today..

supposely my dad is going to come and fetch me,
but he still hav business to do,
so he can only drop by and bring back some of my things back to jb tomolo..
then i ll hav to go back alone..
and i was thinking will i able to meet him today?
dont know bout his scedule for today,
i think i will just call him when i reach..

yesterday night i cant slep, do alot of thinking,
for what i ve been through, n the conversation i had with yeap..
it s really hard, to me..
and i was thinking about me, not him,
maybe being like this is really not a good idea,
i felt being cheated for last one,
and i dont want it to repeat again,
though i trust him alot,
but i just cant do it.. and i think we re better off alone..
when it s at the right time, and we are ready,
it s not too late for each other right?
but it's just hard to let him go,
like he will be gone for long..
he's a nice guy i can say..
and i will thank him for the good memories he gave..

i dont know.. i need to talk to him..
i dont know how things go now..

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