Saturday, October 07, 2006

18 chapters to be finished before monday 9AM~!
but i was so damn no mood to study leh..
for the whole morning,i onli study 1 chapter (and not yet finished yet)..
den was chatting, lying on the bed, listening to songs..
sighz` i really dont feel like studying now leh..
although i have to..
okie, be determine! i ll try to force myself study abit after i finish this blog..

i read some1's bulletin..it s a survey on her ex..
and i knew her ex..
i dont really know what's happening between them,
but recently i ve read alot of her saying bout her ex..
is it so hard to forget some1 that u loved before?
(duhhh~ of course lah!)
how hard is that? can time heal the wound?
from my experience, NO..
but face it, try to talk things out, and you'll feel better..
but i still don't understand why i don dare to face it..
does it mean that i still have feelings to him?
nah,i dont want to, cause my life will be miserable if i still do..
but my life is good.. i know it s over..
and i am trying to move on now..

and i read another gal's blog..
writing her ex..
and i know her ex..
he was so sad without her..
what's hurt the most? to him, losing her is like losing his heart..
he s a nice guy.. but everytime when i see him laughing,
that s reminding of the time when he was down..
like no one knows him..
well,i just wish that he will be happy..

yea i remember la i remember la..
i need to revise liao, so i ll have to end this post..
though i really don feel like ending it,
cos if i end it, i ll have to revise..
this is what we called..mao dun..
"_"

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