..couple.. (@^#!)

The girlfriend was picking sunglasses at vincci today,
with her boyfriend..

gf: Miss, can i see the purple one? (miss-->of cos is me la..)
gf:what do u think of it? (talking to her bf)
bf:erm.. okloh..
gf:erm..how bout the brown one?
bf:okLOH..
gf:Do i look nice with it?
bf:okLOH...
gf:or the purple one? nice anot?
bf:... erm...
gf:hey,i'm asking for ur opinion k?
bf:erm..that one better..
gf:....
gf:....
gf:...
gf:okie,i ll take that one,miss.. (miss-->me)

well, i'm not saying that this bf is a little bit.. weird.. but memang very weird le..
i assume that
1. they quarreled yesterday night OR
2. the bf doesnt like shopping AT ALL OR
3.the bf is quiet type (he doesnt look like okie?)

erm.. being a lil bit kepo.. but will u bring ur bf along
when der's carnival sale and everything is at 1/2 price?
u want him be there to pay for u?
or to ask him to choose pretty dress for u?

erm,but i wont bring him when got "stock clearance sales" of cos..
and i ll choose to go with my "shopping kaki" (like shi hui n wg) to go with me..
u know, girls will be honest to u when the dress looked horrible on u..
although they arent profession in fashion, but they ll give opinions..
and of couse girls know how to get the pretty clothes with lowest price..

i ll bring my bf along with me when i go shopping, when:
1. there's nothing i NEED to buy at that time
2. he asks me to go with him

BUT, if my bf loves to go shopping with me,
it ll be GREAT..
n i ll be enjoying every moment we spend together..
it ll be FUN rite?
i dont know.. i never try b4, dont have boyfriend now..

stef's last day in vincci today..
though i just know her for 3 weeks (or less?)
but she s a very sweet girl,
wish her all the best for her taekwando training!

NEW BEETLE!

几天前，坐在老妈的车上，

在回家的路上，经过卖车场，

一辆黑色的Volkswagen New Beetle停放在那里。。

“待售”

我当场喊了一声，

我老妈骂我神经。。

这比我看到贝克还兴奋！

我好爱哦..

半球形，可爱的外表..

我真的真的好爱哦..

电脑的墙纸，都是New Beetle..

这样说起来，我爱的程度远甚于爱贝克的程度咧~

连续几天，“待售”的它还在那里，

每每经过那里，我都满怀期待。。

直到今天，当我再次经过那里，

却不在了。。

失落。。

原来看着他的离去，会那么伤感

一直等待着他

原来不能拥有它，也只有希望他幸福，

看着他离去，除了伤感，也只有祝福他，

希望他幸福，希望他快乐

等待的滋味不好受..

我知道..

I LOVE ED..'s dog..tiffany

i dropped by ed's house yesterday..
n the first living thing i ve seen is..
ed's doggie--- tiffany..
haha.. i love the dog man..
so damn cute.. like it knows how to make its master happy..

so C U T E>..
i just cant stop praising it..
(but it just unlike its owner.ed.)
this is d dog..

n this is edwin tsien..

u know what is tian1 rang3 zhi1 bie2?

hahha~

i dont think ed ll view my blog,

SSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHH...

dont tell him hor.. hahha~

his mum ask me bring him go shopping

cause she said he never buy clothes one..??!%#&@*

erm....is that true?................

but very funny leh his mum..

saturday~`..

just woke up, suddenly feel like blogging..
check back my recent posts,
wow,seems like m the onli one blogs so often..

i always very looking forward to the coming of weekend..

next saturday,at this time,
i might be preparing and packing to go back to melaka..

what'll happen after i leave jb?

p/s:read jasminnx blog yest,very nice..i like it, bout frens one.. ;)

sickk..
didnt go to work today..
spend most of my time lying on my bed..
sleeping, doing nothing..

it's hard to predict the future right?
yeap,no one can predict the future,
u won even know what ll happen the next moment..
i was on the phone with jerermy just now,
talking crap most of the time,
talking bout the future, what will happen when i go back to melaka..
hahhah~ quite lame la..
but what i can do now is-- W A I T..
waiting things to happen,
waiting chances to come,
things that might not even happen..

p/s: can anyone teach me how to change this bloggie setting so i can type in chinese?

went shoppin wif jeremy yesterday,
bought alot of things..
der's a long time i never hang out wif jeremy liao,
he always got his way to cheer me up..
though we didnt talk much bout my problem..

things getting complicated..
sometimes i really wish that i never say that to him,
sometimes i just wana go back to melaka,
go back to my life..
school life and will never think bout this anymore,
sometimes i just cant help myself missing him..

i dint go to work today..
not feeling well..headache.. and i was totally like "lan ni" like lao niu..
lying on my bed,on the sofa watching tv,
don feel like eating, don feel like moving..

Storm is over, tears had been shed..
And i know there's no turning back,
i determined not to turn back oso..
felt relieved.. reeallyy..

had lotsa fun on HARI DEEPAVALI..
well, we arent celebrating depavali,
but the fellow frens come back from kl n sg,
so we got to hang out together..
go sing k,shoppin,eat KIM GARY,watch movie..
shiok man..
and dis time i think i get to post the pictures..yay yay..

can u see the ppl in d photo?
jeremy,yeap,vivian,wingee,siao huan,shi hui,jeff,ben, and ed..
(wer m i? m takin d photo la..while beh was too busying choosing songs..)

SHIT without T..

me n 5.9 gd fren jeremy..

me n shen qi bao bei prestige edwin tsien..hahha

d three of us..again.. me jer n ben.. (i reli mis d time we had fun..)

tryin to gao3 ai4 mei4.. hahah~

all of us lim teh-in in kim gary cs.. (i like d french toast, n it remind me of d time we all go makan breakfas wif ada n her dad..)

n d last but not least, the family portrait .. hahah~ wingee me n jeremy..

felt so sad when i listen to the song again,
"crawling back to you",

it was time to move on,
and i really didnt mean to break ur heart..

it breaks mine too..

i still need time, though i don really believe that time heals everything..

ada called yesterday,
so happy that she called,
cause i think my sent messages to her were all received by other user,
(las time i call her oz number, an indian woman pick up,
so i assume i ve called to india.. i guess..)
and i know she didnt received my msg..
when i told her that she s still the bestest friend of mine,
i think she doubted, and she thought that i ve forget my
bestest friend?..
how can i forget my best friend?
i mean, there are times that i cant be there for her,
for we are hundred miles away from each other,
but i still treat her as my bestest friend..
feel abit hurt when she said maybe she doesnt even exist in our world..
sighz~ friend, u are constantly and greatly missed by me okie?

today is baoli's bday.. ve called her and wish her happy bday,
i really missed the gangs..
all of us was having so much fun last time..
my 5.9 friends.. always miss them, but hardly get contact with them..
but i really miss them leh~...

i have so many things to blog,
but when i really come to the computer and wana type something out,
my mind is BLANK..
....

finally finish my exam liao~ hooorrrayyy!
but a little bit emptyness..
it s like normally u will have to study,do revision,
but once it s over, u dont even need the book anymore..
then u ll dont know what to do.. very sien one leh~
and i am going back to jb today..

supposely my dad is going to come and fetch me,
but he still hav business to do,
so he can only drop by and bring back some of my things back to jb tomolo..
then i ll hav to go back alone..
and i was thinking will i able to meet him today?
dont know bout his scedule for today,
i think i will just call him when i reach..

yesterday night i cant slep, do alot of thinking,
for what i ve been through, n the conversation i had with yeap..
it s really hard, to me..
and i was thinking about me, not him,
maybe being like this is really not a good idea,
i felt being cheated for last one,
and i dont want it to repeat again,
though i trust him alot,
but i just cant do it.. and i think we re better off alone..
when it s at the right time, and we are ready,
it s not too late for each other right?
but it's just hard to let him go,
like he will be gone for long..
he's a nice guy i can say..
and i will thank him for the good memories he gave..

i dont know.. i need to talk to him..
i dont know how things go now..

when i scroll down my contact list in msn,
i realised that many of my frens put this kind of personal message
-->
"tomolo,i ll be dead!FZ!!"
"walau, y so many to memorize"
"fizzziiikkkk, i llooovveee uuuu!"
"tomolo is the most scary day of my life.."

well, there's no the war of harmagedon (symbol of the coming of end time!) tomorrow,
and there's no tsunami tomorrow,
but we ll be having our physics paper tomorrow..
why are we so scared the coming of this day?
physics, the most important subject for foundation engineering students,
and this is the easiest subject to get "F" in ur achievement record..
well, i believe that there are few factors influence our physics result,
1- lecturer
2-sendiri
our class is so fortunate to have mr kang kang - kang chi keng as our lecturer,
though he got pronounciation prob,
but he s a very good lecturer,
to him,every single physicz question is easy..
when u go to his office to ask him physics que,
he will just read the que, pick up his pencil,
telling u "since u ve got XX, and XX, so u can just replace in the formula,
then it will be XXX.. easy right?"
yea, EASY RIGHT?
let me score A in my paper then i ll say it s EASY k?

the end of examination, means that i ll start working in padini AGAIN,
3 weeks holiday, i have no where to go,
and i dont think other employer ll hire me for 3 weeks or less..
so im going back to my padini again...
and i ask kenny (my supervisor) what shift i will be working on friday,
k: " morning shift.."
yl:"good, i never know u treat me that well."
k:"no, after friday u will have 7 days noon shift continouously.."
.......
he is trying to treat me well right? trying damn hard.....
......
......

goodbye to langkawi, goodbye to my dears, goodbye to kl shopping centre,
i am going to work again..

just come back from exam hall,
finish my 3rd subject - computer app.,
well, i submit earlier AGAIN,
it is due to my sleepyness,
it's not that hard, but it is not easy also,
i use my 6th sense to do most of the question,
and pandai pandai fully use the option it gives in MCQ que..

i didnt sleep well last night yesterday,
erm,i should say i didnt sleep much..
3 hours, to me, memang tak cukup lah..
then it reminds me of ada saying : don't study until tak cukup sleeping~!"
well, but see who's saying this?
not convincing at all..

in my mind now --> PHYSICS, PHYSICS,SLEEPING,
as in i cant think properly now,
i m really looking forward the day when we finish our final exam,
yay yay, so damn happy~!
but when i think of i ll be working for my 3 weeks holidays,
SIENZ~..
u know what is mao dun?
it s a mixture of 2 oppostite feelings..

and, i hate haze.. hrgh! made me kena flu..
sobsobz..

12 hours to my computer app. exam.. the subject i scared the most..
i hate to memorize things, especially it s not formed by numbers,
onli words, definition, and definition..
sienz~but i really don't have mood to study leh.. let it fail..
but i cannot do this..

i was really angry about it..
i never know that he will said that..
like as if i asked for it, and so i deserved it..
i dont expect anything from him,
but every single word he said,it hurts me..
yea we arent meant to be together,
and i try to talk to him, but what i ve got back from him,dissappointment..
and i know there s nothing we can talk about ade..
i just feel that i need to talk with him,
cause i dont want it end up like that..
but.. i think we cant even be friends now..
for what he has done to me,
for what he has said..
i dont care if he put all the blame on me,
and i dont care if he thinks that i am being unreasonable or wateva,
and i dont care if he thinks that i am not the "yinling" that he knew,
and i dont care what he thinks anymore,
from now onwards, i ll treat him as stranger..
i didnt know him, i dont know him now, and i will know this fella anymore..

my friend is right, don't let this thing effect ur mood,
learn ur lesson from it,
u ve seen this guy wrongly,
so, u ll never fall for this guy anymore,
and so u can move on without any hestitation..
good what, so i wont be missing him anymore,
and i wont asking myself whether i still have feelings to him..

kiela,i should end here.. really have to go prepare for my exam,
or else i ll die man..
13 chapters more to go..
(wat the biang~)

18 chapters to be finished before monday 9AM~!
but i was so damn no mood to study leh..
for the whole morning,i onli study 1 chapter (and not yet finished yet)..
den was chatting, lying on the bed, listening to songs..
sighz` i really dont feel like studying now leh..
although i have to..
okie, be determine! i ll try to force myself study abit after i finish this blog..

i read some1's bulletin..it s a survey on her ex..
and i knew her ex..
i dont really know what's happening between them,
but recently i ve read alot of her saying bout her ex..
is it so hard to forget some1 that u loved before?
(duhhh~ of course lah!)
how hard is that? can time heal the wound?
from my experience, NO..
but face it, try to talk things out, and you'll feel better..
but i still don't understand why i don dare to face it..
does it mean that i still have feelings to him?
nah,i dont want to, cause my life will be miserable if i still do..
but my life is good.. i know it s over..
and i am trying to move on now..

and i read another gal's blog..
writing her ex..
and i know her ex..
he was so sad without her..
what's hurt the most? to him, losing her is like losing his heart..
he s a nice guy.. but everytime when i see him laughing,
that s reminding of the time when he was down..
like no one knows him..
well,i just wish that he will be happy..

yea i remember la i remember la..
i need to revise liao, so i ll have to end this post..
though i really don feel like ending it,
cos if i end it, i ll have to revise..
this is what we called..mao dun..
"_"

i MUST post this~!
yesterday we have alots of fun (*although i missed some parts*!)
to all who are too busy and forgot to celebrate this festival,
yesterday is MID AUTUMN DAY~! (Mooncake day~!)yay yay..
and our siao zapo da bian mei - ms ho wingee,
dont know why so high go buy lantern..
and ask many ppl to go celebrate together near d swimming pool there..
wabiang~really quite alot of people were there la..
fwens and strangers,
but we have a lot of fun there..
chit-chatting, makan mooncake, playin or *burnin* the lantern,
melting all the candles (lao niu did it~!), playin poker (khangjie chaukian n those gamblers),
taking photos (but most of them is with a cheng),playin with the rope..(again.. lao niu started it!)
(*again,lao niu is bi xian~ n his name - lao niu is known in mmu.)
and of cos,we all got wet, (duh,we are so near to the swimmin pool..~!)
i came back my apartment first, cause i was the first got wet.. and it was quite embarassing..
but i ll still let the dry people get wet one..hahha
NO ONE CAN RUN AWAY~! yay yay..
in the end,they all come back WET... hahah.. be li good..hahha

just finish my exam+slep for 2 hours..
felt so empty (mentally n physically)
(physically empty = hungry)..
still have all "conventional","intelligences according to XXX","postconventional morality"
all those Human D phrases in my head..
n now i have to put all "protocol","buses","secondary storage"
all the Computer App. phrases in my head..
so eventually my brain ll say tak boleh tahan den burst~
wow, shiok man~...
sighz~..
exam weeks.. i really hate it..
wana post some photos on my blog, so things ll become more interesting,
but hor.. recently i din take any photo.. jus record some videos..
hahhaa,i promise ed i ll show them to him,
cause it s bout wingee's real self..
wabiang,cant imagine how she do like dat to her self..
if u wana see,come find me lah~hahha~