12 hours to my computer app. exam.. the subject i scared the most..
i hate to memorize things, especially it s not formed by numbers,
onli words, definition, and definition..
sienz~but i really don't have mood to study leh.. let it fail..
but i cannot do this..

i was really angry about it..
i never know that he will said that..
like as if i asked for it, and so i deserved it..
i dont expect anything from him,
but every single word he said,it hurts me..
yea we arent meant to be together,
and i try to talk to him, but what i ve got back from him,dissappointment..
and i know there s nothing we can talk about ade..
i just feel that i need to talk with him,
cause i dont want it end up like that..
but.. i think we cant even be friends now..
for what he has done to me,
for what he has said..
i dont care if he put all the blame on me,
and i dont care if he thinks that i am being unreasonable or wateva,
and i dont care if he thinks that i am not the "yinling" that he knew,
and i dont care what he thinks anymore,
from now onwards, i ll treat him as stranger..
i didnt know him, i dont know him now, and i will know this fella anymore..

my friend is right, don't let this thing effect ur mood,
learn ur lesson from it,
u ve seen this guy wrongly,
so, u ll never fall for this guy anymore,
and so u can move on without any hestitation..
good what, so i wont be missing him anymore,
and i wont asking myself whether i still have feelings to him..

kiela,i should end here.. really have to go prepare for my exam,
or else i ll die man..
13 chapters more to go..
(wat the biang~)