.. have u ever doubt tat?..

good que sebas, lolx,
do i ever doubt tat i won be marry to any one,
won hav children, won havin life like fairy tales "happily ever after"..

erm.. actually i neva think of tat b4,
cos it s like u knew tat god prepares everything..

but now come to think of it,
mayb it won be like the way how i want it to be,
mayb it full of misery, sadness, or even loneliness,
mayb it s full of suprises,
we never know rite?

i always dreamt tat i will be having my own career,
livin in a beautiful big house,
driving my fav volkswagen new beetle,
imagining myself wearing smart suit walking into a big building..
lolx.


Take no thought for your life,
what ye shall eat; neither for the body, what ye shall put on.
The life is more than meat,
and the body is more than raiment.
Consider the ravens:
for they neither sow nor reap;
which neither have storehouse nor barn;
and God feedeth them:
how much more are ye better than the fowls?
And which of you with taking thought can add to his stature one cubit?
If ye then be not able to do that thing which is least,
why take ye thought for the rest?
Consider the lilies how they grow:
they toil not, they spin not; and yet I say unto you,
that Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these.
If then God so clothe the grass, which is to day in the field,
and to morrow is cast into the oven;
how much more will he clothe you, O ye of little faith?
And seek not ye what ye shall eat,
or what ye shall drink,
neither be ye of doubtful mind.
For all these things do the nations of the world seek after:
and your Father knoweth that ye have need of these things.

yea n i believe He knows wat i need,
so though sometimes i am in need,
worry bout my future,
but i know God prepares.
rite? lolx.
so i can continue enjoy my life now. lolx