wah..my beloved blog..

hehe..long time nv blog ade..thanks to e maple story game..farni hor,..e trials nv stop me bloggin,but e online game did..hmm..tat mins tat i was more addicted to e game la..~~..acc tat game s quite childish..jes tat alot ppl playin..so all e frens can play together..n wen i was a beginner,dey al help me alot..n tat makes me more shu2 wif em..hahaha..
well,dis few days i was fine..my exam jes pass---..n tat make me lagi no mood to study..although SPM s DAMN near man..thx to maple game again~~..n,my maid s goin bac home,so i gona learn cookin b4 my mum ask me to b her guinea pig..(cant blif tat she din cook fer 10 years man..!!)..e skul s ok..super duper good -- al e teachers not teachin..like s if we hv graduate wif super flyin colours..
well,i was chattin wif kim jes now..hmm..she s convent gal fer ur info..i was known as "anti-convent" las time..cos i think i reli haav bias to em..but,honestly speakin,not all convent gals are irritated..noe some of em are very good n frenly...
kk gtg..MAPLE MAPLE lor~~..take care chaoz/

yozz..yea yea,,.so free to change e skin AGAIN!!..haha..enjoyin doin tat..hope can change eery week gua..haha
s usuall..e fz s .....although i got e tips,but i din reli take a lok,so...e paper 2 part2,u noe wat>?i done 2 question./which we r oni suppose to do one ONLY..but..i reli don think my ans can get marks,so at e very las min i go do another one..hope my fz won fail la..
i m suppose to b in tuition class now..don ask me y m stil here..reli don hav moods to go la..som more e kimia class al cancel,no one pei me stay bac,ah mi wen kingsurf,ben din go..so i rather go tomolo's one..o mayb i ll jes skip e clas la..sighs..
k tired ade..wana slep,baru study my sej,,kaka..k chaoz..

damn tired..

wen fer church meetin dis aftnon,so i din hav enuf time to prepare my fz..die ade.sobsob,.but i nv regret..i think i stil hav time tomolo..

long time nv play vb,jes view a player's bloggie.tat makes me think of the time i play vb wif em..mis playin vb wif yening,jiayie,cheaushuang,mei qiang..o ya hor..long time nv c him liao,dono how s he nw?cud b very bz over e competiton ba..think shud go find him aft my exam..but hav to play vb first la..

damn tired..din hav mood to study fz le..keelektromagnetan left a bit onli..elektronit i don understand at all..gelombang s boring..the pengenalan to fz lagi worse..do i hav enuf time to fin tomolo mornin/?cos i think if i carry on,i ll jes read through onli..nv masuk brain le..

e mm s ez..thank god..finally got subjext tat i might get A..e rest..go die la.sigh..

tired lo..yea,go check out wif my msn space..dono wat e hell s tat..but i ade contented wif my blogspot..so tat one s extra one la..din wrote anything..let it be la..

k chaozz

rainin outside..

yoz..yea,it s rainin out side..ppl said rainin mus b heaven's cryin..wel,som times i blif tat

wingee's bday today..well,we CELEBRATED her bday in HUTAN BANDAR>>acc we al noe tat every1 s bz over e exam,n som of em cant go lunch together..so we were sayin tat let's do it aft e exam..so l b more ppl can com,n not so stressed of cos..n we take lunch in hutan bandar,sit seperately,n it s jus seems like a lunch but not a celebration..wel,we cant do anything bout it..s we all are agree that we ll go out aft exam fer her bday..but../.....

so HAPPY BDAY TO U! wingee!! soli tat we cant celebrate on ur bday,but i think e mos important thing s tat al our frens r here to wish u happy burfday..

las but not least..the bi s sucks..i nv hav e mood to write a gd esei..guess which esei i wrote?? is it good to b rich>? of cos i agree!!money won drive a man to greed,but ur mind ll..tat s wat i blif..hahha..anyway,i hope adila s kind enuf to gimme A..

kk take care..n thx fer viewin,dennis!!mis u lots!!haha..take care..chaoz..!!

life s priceless..

wel,im gona do fas,so i can go hav my lunch..

yea,s usual,every day's exam sucks!!.so no nid to hurai on tat any more..i dono how to do hundred of ques,half slept wen i was doin essei,wake up-write,den slep bac..don doubt me,it s true..

receiv a msg from fren,tellin me her 2 frens met accident,died..so dey ll nv com to skul anymore..tat s sad..read ada's blog jes now,another of her fren was sick,i dono how sick,but it s serious..so she was told tat fren of her s not doin well..so pray fer her.....

we r growin,o we can say we r getttin nearer to death,if u r lucky,u can jes leave e world wen u r old..if u unlucky,sickness,accidentss...so who s e one can noe ur future??who can control??i hope if e nex moment i die,i hope my passed life s ful of gd memory,n i tel my self,"u ve done well.."

so cheer up man..life stil goes one..hope my 2 frens rest in peace.

another sunday..

wel,m not sayin tat i hate sunday..but sunday cud b my most meaninful day in a week,seein e kids,takin care of e church kids,n worship in e church..i nv tot it ll waste me times..

but this sunday,made me do som thinkin..m i doin this (church-ing) in a very "routine" way?o m i reli goin jes to learn more n get closer wif god?hmmm..well..i reli hav to get dis rite,otherwise i ll be wastin my time doin som thing i don reli noe..

yea,s usual,i ve been very bz in church..nothin much happen acc..jes fel glad tat vanessa s tryin hard to get into the big family..well,mayb we dono her very well,but since las times had lunch wif her,i found tat we have som similiarities..so hav a nice chat wif her..

tomolo havin bm..not yet TOUCHED..but..ll do it alter..rite aft i fin dis blog..n i wana thx e person view n tag me here..but i dono who r u..so if u don mind,cantel me who u r? haha..

k,bm time now..chaoz..

yozz

jes droppin by..hmm..dono wat to say,..cos i was jes DROPPIN BY././n din even think wat to say oso..seems like i ll b e onli person on this earth readin this bloggie..exp ada la..i noe som times she ll read..wen she can open mine la..haha..but who cares..i wrote myself so it s wrote to my self..haha..

ll hav tuition later..stil hav 1.5hour to stay at here..but i was freakin lazy to go take bus..how i wish i hav drivin license n a CAR..hjmmm..dream on la..but i think i reli shud stop dreamin la..

yapp[,dono s it im too sensitive o wat..hmm,recently got ppl ask me:y m i stil single.? s in i ve been very playful,but y don i find a bf??noe who ask?? u ll nv noe..but tat made me do som thinkin n get few conclusions..1st:NO ONE wants me in the 1st place..2nd:fer time being,i don nid a relationship..(s in i need LOVE but not a relationship)..3rd:m tired of that..4th:well,no reason..jes like y r u not in rich house o a milionare..it s whether ur fate or u jes hav to wait fer the oppotunity to fight for it..tat's it..i prefer the last one..haha

sigh..dis shud b e last year we spend time together so y r we fightin over som tiny matter??if u noe dis,den u noe wat m tokin bout..m jes waitin "god's will" to let me decide whether to "help" o "interfere" this matter..jes hope tat everything ll be fine..haha..

k take care..chaoz.

i was SO CARELESS!!

yea,las exam day in this week..but fel so happi//e bziest week s over..nex imp subject is fz..
I WAS SO DAMN CARELESS MAN>>!! any one who took e exam ll noe bout tat..n there s a BIG difference btwin "RANGKA SATU EKSPERIMEN" and "RANGKA SATU EKSPERIMEN LAIN"!!!!!!!/(don laugh at me o,e ppl who do the jelaga thing ll get it wrong oso o..i think la..hehe)//wel,que is lik tat..we hav to rangka an experiment yang LAIN to bezakan sifat kimia among alkana n alkena..well..n i tot it was based on the experiment given..n i REWROTE it..i sweared to god tat i RE-READ it quite lots of times,but i dinc the word "LAGI"..so...e whole experiment i got it wrong..n..som more i din read e BACAAN of the termometer,i got it wrong at that part,the calculation part,the haba peneutralan part,n the que whic related to the haba AGAIN..opps,lagi one more..the penjadualn data part..so mayb i wll onli get 10 marks or less fer this paper..

so damn down today..i ve done so badly in the previous paper..n yet..well shi hui said i shud b grateful tat i din do wel in paper 1 n 2,otherwise i ll cry..it s like e paper 3 pull the marks..so it ll make u fel lagi worst../she s damn rite..

n wg's story s diff..she said compare to her las unlucky experience,i was so lucky..at least i got som marks there..she said las time she dono how to do e que,10 que..but she tot she can get it rite,mayb one o two..mayb tat may earn her som marks..but MIRACLELY,she got it allll wrong..if u noe how to calculate the possibility to get it all wrong in 10 que..take out calculator,press "0.75 power 10"..so e ans was 0.056313514..tat mins among 100 time u do the 10 que,u one able to get it ALL wrong fer 5 times..n tat s farni..fel tat im luckier than her..but thanx man!!i reli fel beta..hahah

tat s al i wana say.,.bac from tui n i realise tat i noe nothin bout optic!!n mayb the "tekanan" bab..well..gona catch up myself...

i promise to my self..NEVA EVA MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE AGAIN!!

chaoz..

wat the...~~..kimia..s.u.c.k.s.

well,m not here to criticise the jabatan pendidikan here..it s not s hard s las time..but i stil dono how to do!! i admit i din "cover" all the babs,tat s y i say it s hard..quite detailed..som more i was freakin scared tat i cant fin in time..so i was lyk tremblin wen i was doin tat..

"Apakan bahan komposit?".."berikan bahan ujin dan keadaan yang diperlukan untuk menghasilkan etil butanoat daripada asid karboksilik?".."berikan 3 han pengawet asli dan huraikan"..well dis s jes AMONG the que i dono how to ans..wat the~~~///..
no one perfect..n i believe tat it s suitable fer me to take my SPM result fer the intake thingy..

SOB SOB SOB..

tomolo havin add math..well d day aft tat is sej..which i haven even touch yet..n it s paper 2..i dono how m i goin to do it man..n how m i goin to fin readin it in A DAY??!! tat s quite imposible..sorry,mr maryjane..i fail u..

dono wat to say..buyt recently al my blog s bout e exam..can write som thing new?? i don hav here..no gd thing happen to me..n exam reli made me fel depressed..

ada foo..i change my skin..i think u haven view my blog..tat s y u dono i ve change ade..thanks to vampire prince..tag me la..if u r free..reply me onli wen u free..hehe..i noe u la bz gal..al the best to u!!

kk take care..chaoz...

jes droppin by..

sigh..jes droppin by..books r bside e com..n e books r bside e com..so tempted me to post here..sigh..kimia a kimia..y so hard..stil hav lots n lots to memorise..

antidepresen-1.barbiturat,2.transkuilizer..alkena+penghidrogenan=alkana,alkohol+asid karbosilik=ester(asid karboksilat)...dalam larutan NaOH,mendakan putih yang terlarut dalam larutan jika berlebihan is Al,Zn,Pb, but in NH3,hanya zink yang terlarut dalam larutan berlebihan..

M I CRAZY??!! type al dis in my blog..k well.hav to go eat som thin den onli i continue..slep so much..(i tot i said i won slep today..but i did this afternon..)..so no nid to slepla..man man read my kimia..wana get an A fer my chemistry..wah..ada foo got 83 le..hehe..i wana get A oso..to prove tat im workin hard here oso..but it s ezier to say here.. get an A in kimia?? DREAM ON!!
k chaoz...STUDY!

yes!finally can c my blog!! al credits to "vampire prince" who did dis to me..thanks!! ^_^!!i like this skin so much tat s y i insisted to use dis..hehe..nice le..penguin..
hav my bio paper 1 & 3, sial man..so hard..it sucks la..n i nearly cant finish le..wabiang..n "thanks" to al the tips la..nv com out..made me go study so hard..so y is it cal tips? which ll nv accurate one?? do spread rumuors to scared me out la.>!!
n today i nearly say bad words n spoilt my mood to exam..my stupid fon lo..set e alarm but nv rang..wake up at 6.07am,n my bus uncle came at 6.10am..wat the~~..but thank god he s the nicest person on e earth..wait me at e gate fer 10 mins n gimme a smile wen i came out..thanks le!!!
so i ll hav my kimia tomolo..wat e..since i slep 11 hours yest//i think i ll b panda today..NO SLEEPIN..(like s if i can..)hahah..so reli wana bia fer dis subject..my fav among e 3 science subjects..n i reli like faridah..(my kimia teacher..)
so gd luck to al e studdents who havin exam now..al the best..
kk chaoz..take care..bye//

yea yea..new skin,.new me..

noe wat?i ll be havin my bio exam on mon..
n yet, i hav so much time to do my skin at dis critical time..
who cares?! who all knew tat rathi won giv us mark so ezly,
so even how well prepared i m,oso useless one...
so..i continue lo..
hehehe..ya, finally i can on9!! tat s a very gd news to me..as in i won be tat bored at home la..
n so tat i can chat wid ada when we bof on9!!yeah MAN!!
stil dono wer to go aft spm..it has to depend on my result first..2 more months le!!
i wish i can get in taylors,wif scholarship,cos im not tat rich la..
if can la..i noe it s quite impossible la..i wan get in mlc..in aust..m i dreamin>?/
(hey,ur trial s tomolo!!)
ooopppsss..k la,be pratical abit..i reli hav to get myself bac n force my self to study la..
so chiaoz la..tk

wah..super long time nv blog..

c,my dad las time don wan to let me online,now can online liao finally..n my bloggie shud said "welcome backkk!!", i reli hardly online n take care my cutie blog..sad sad..c las time i blog s june..wow..
so bad la..can die now..1st day exam - bc..it sucks man..m i made my choice right ta continue takin bc?? i love it..las time la..but now..thanks to the teacher man,i reli wat e X he tok bout..n i reli hav no feelin to e exam le..s u can c,i hav lots time to blog here..
welcom bac my bloggie..heheh..think i ll owas blog liao..esp aft spm lo..
n i swear to myself,change my blog skin..so sick of black..made me fel lagi worse..like s if my life is in darkness...but it s not!!...y did i chose that i oso dono..but i ll change la..mayb tonite.cant do it now cos my stomach s beggin me to eat some thng..dono y so hungry..hahh..mayb las time i chose this s bcos i wasnt tat happy la..now i rather put some bright color..com on,we shud c some bright things,can make u fel beta..
to al form 5 student,reli hope u al done well in spm, n trials la..though it s reli hard..hahah..k gtg..chaoz...
ps://lijie s goin bac to UK,ll mis him very much..heheh..