las days..

although today s ONLY fri,which we al left no much time together wif frens,5 yeas of frens,nwe all reli don bear to leave any1..so we al hav lots of fun,n so sad oso..saw joanna n wg cried,made me fel so touched+sad oso..n i hav the honour to take foto wif bryan n aruna..wah..aruna s goin to UK le..i think i ll mis him ba,he s the most gentleman in ssi..i think la..bryan was so paiseh wen takin foto wif me,aiya,made him so embarassed..kesian ni..
den aft tat i go meet "jolin" yeeling at cs..reli hav a very long time nv go c her ade..she s stil the very gd fren to me,n we ve tok alot n alot..n i owas fel comfortable tokin to her..n i met kaichuan oso,n peilu..hahha..so happy to meet my frens..kaichuan n i go bac perling together.n we chat on the way home..he's quite gd person to tok wif..hahah..now onli i noe,i ve been a suaku for halfyear liao since i move to perling,wah,he said so many places got nice food to eat..n i din wen even one of them..hahah..k la,nex time ask him out to makan..
my family s goin to cameron nex week,3 days le,.but without me..so i ll be left alone at home,3 days le~~~...nvm,ask pris n ed to my house.."study together" mah..but i thinkdey cant come la,every1 stay at home study..~~.. :(
n now dey al wen to makan supper liao..left me again..sigh,nvm,i go study my bio lo~~..kk take care!!bye bye
k la,gtg ade..

las days in skul..sob sob..

wah,e very las week go to skul..mayb dis cud b d very las week i wear uniform to skul(wel,spm doesnt count lar..~~)..yuan ben i reli don fel like goin to skul d..tired+bored to death..but hor,my las days in skullor..mus go c frens,mayb won able to c aft graduate..but i was tooo tired liao..so i nearly slep in clas,though no teahcer..n den wen dey al laughin laughin i can onli sit der n listen to themm...sad seh..
den aft tat wen to cs,go starbux wif bao li..bot mocha..wahhh..nice le~~ i like starbux's mocha..it s d bes..hahha..long time nv tok to her liao..so i hav many stories to tel her..hahah..38 lar~~
den send email to ada lo,type in a very very sleepy state..hahha..nid to go study liao..nites nites

nv provoke gals..

hahah,ya,rujuk to my title..don u even dare to provok gal..hmm..don blilf??go ask jeremy lar..who ask him to provok me,den in d end ask for forgivness som more..hahah..tat guy ar,think tat i reli tat gd to bully,owas suan me,laugh at me,i oso din revenge,now gd lor,make him suffer fer the pass 2 hours in yip's tui..beligood ar u!!hahhaa...n hor~~m not in gd mood hor,u knew,n u dare to do tat to me~~,..kakaka,u deserve it~~hhahah..
n hor..i found out one thing le~~!i fel like xuanhao s so alike to som1,but i stil cant figure it out..but now,i noe liao..he n jiancao very alike le!~not their face look same lar~,but i found tat dey hav common characteristic,very serious wen doin somthing,tok very farni somtimes but nv smile one,very cool n somtimes reli sabai one,very responsible...now i yue4 xiang3 yue xiang4..reli lor..n i hav the chance to sit jiancao's car,s he promise,n "send" me home (acc it s few meters away to my house lar..)..but den sure very excited,although his drivin skil memang -.- //..hahha..
k la,i wana play maple liao..den onli i go fin my kimia..kakka,,take care!!

hmmm..

so many things happen to me,n i reli dono wat to do..so i started to run away,awy to the reality..she s rite,i cant hide forever,at least i must think a way out,n shud not stay in depression any more..things owas won go as i expected..so i might fel depressed,defeated by destiny,but i noe m not alone..at least i still hav my god,n frens who are owas encourage me..i reli dono what shud i do now..thx for those frens who owas sms me n encourage me..i reli appreciated,but i hope i ll win this battle,n in the end,im not the one who i am now..a brand new life..

"No, that trauma you faced was not easy,

And God wept that it hurt you so;

But it was allowed to shape your heart,

So that into his likeness you'd grow.

You are who you are for a reason,

You've been formed by the Master's rod,

You are who you are, beloved,

Because there is a God!"

Quoted frm Russell Kelfer

yea,i blif in tat..so jes let Him do wateva He wana do..i won show my sadness in front of anyone,i noe im the onli one in the battle..so i must be brave,full of wisdom to face the storm..and i blif the hands of the Almighty will owas b there for me..thanks..

like this song very mucchh.

yea,like this song,though it s quite sad lar..but i reli can understand e feelinn..nicee..

So here we are We are alone

There's weight on your mind

I wanna know

The truth If this is how you feel

Say it to me If this was ever real

[Chorus:]I want the truth From you

Give me the truth

Even if it hurts me

I want the truth from you

Give me the truth

Even if it hurts me

I want the truth

So this is you You talking to me

You found a million ways to let me down

So I'm not hurt when you're not around

I was blind

But now I see This is how you feel

Say it to me If this was ever real

I know that this will break me

I know that this might make me cry

You gotta say what's on your mind, on your mind

I know that this will hurt me

And break my heart and soul inside

But I don't wanna live this life

I don't care no more, no Just give me the truth

Give me the truth Cuz I don't care no more

din go to skul,AGAIN..

i was bout to go to skul de,den received a msg frm wingee tellin me she s not goin,den i cal shi hui..aft discuss wif her,we 2 oso don wan to go to skul liao..so boring seh..n i acc forgot tat i promis peixin to go jail wif her today!! so soli!!i reli forgot!!..

n den hor,yalo,dono wat m doin at home..wake up at recess time,n play maple,listen soongs.yaya,i noe i ve said i ll stop playin maple d..but hor..reli don fel like studyin yet..i reli haven touched e books yet,..all i can s--die lor..aiseh..den slep awhile,wake up,go down read som books,n comics..sienzzz...i was wonderin,if i wen to skul today,ll it be e same??!!i ll nv noe e ans..sigh..

received ada's mail today,tellin me she reached oz ade..n she mis us very much..2 years ade,she studied in oz,n yet she stil don like der..hmm..mayb tat skul reli tat irritatin gua..i wish i ll leave dis skul s soon s possible,but no sayin bye bye to all my frens,no spm..i jes don like tat SSI..som times make me fel tat it s reli getting wuliao ade..but som times i like der bcos al my frens were der..hhehe..

kla,gtg ade.study study n study..tat s a NORMAL spm student ll do..so ed ar,don keep playin maple ar,lvl 30 onli stop??!!haha,c 1st lar~~who noes u ll RELI stop it anot?/hahah..take care..

din wen to skul..

yaya,i din go to skul today..i woke up,n fel very tired,den i sms my bus uncle,ask him not o fetch me,den sms shi hui ask her help me take notes..hmm..wel,som times i reli dono y MUS i go to skul..but fel very bad la~cos i din go to skul..hmm..n another reason s bcos i dreamt a very very good dream..so i don wan2 wake up,.jes hope tat i won awake n stay in e dream..hahah..but e reality s owas reality lar..one pengajaran,tat was jes a DREAM..so face e reality ba!!/hahha/so wen ada sms me to tel me shes goin bac to oz,i was stil in my bed..n i din noe wat's e content of the sms wen i was reading it..haha../reili hope later i ll study bit lar..spm s comin!spm s comin!but i fel so lazy to study le~~ play play play..sad seh..

another thing..dono shud i celebrate o wat la..i got B fer my bk..tat s gd lar~~n bad oso..i shud hav get A fer my BK..but..lazy me..din finish studyin luke lar..beligood..hahha..good thing s--wen i fin my bk paper,i tot i ll fail..but i got a B..nvm,kambateh,nex time mus b well prepared lo..n hor n hor..hahha..i win kevin,by ONE mark..tat s shiok mah~~hahha..1 mark i lagi shiok a..den i sms to LAUGH him..i tot his bk s OWAS beat me one..but..hahhahha//

kla kla..don crap here liao..NO MORE MAPLIN !! mus control myself liao.one day mus uninstall it..like eejie,although she install it bac..hahahhhaha..mus STOP!!..hahah..take care..chaoz.

hahah..

yea yea,long time nv blog..alots of stories to write..hmm..which first?okok,let s tok bout ada's comin bac to jb..u noe wat?a miracle happen!!her aunt let her to com to my house,although onli fer 3 hours,but finally she came!!..ed came oso,but he bz playin maple in my house,n listen to us chattin..kaka..n den hor,my mum was sick mah,so she cant fetch her bac,but she gav me money to treat ada a dinner,go to YEW's cafe man!!wow,tat cafe reli nice..n tat s my 1st time eatin der since i move to perling..n my mum NEVER buy me dinner in a such nice place..so,no one can deny tat my mum loves ada so much>>den we wen kerry's lo,den fetc her bac home,den onli ed n i go bac..happy tat she s here wif us..n so lucky d jeremy,ada bac here from aust to celebrate his bday man..

yayya..wana wish jeremy happy bday!!although it s on 8th oct..yuan ben we wanted to go a cafe near PO to makan d,his bday mah..treat him lunch lor..but ky cal,n den in e end i hav to OWE him a lunch seh..tat day so unlucky man,..rainin+omega no electric..hmm..i NV said jeremy dai sai arrr..i NEVER SAID TAT..hahahhah

k la,gtg,9.30pm ade..wana do som hw b4 sleep..don wan to b so pathetic again...hahhaha...chaoz..

holiday~~

yaya,today s holiday again..acc holiday n skul day no diff one..in e skul play like hell,din listen to teacher oso,den go kaikai aft skul..holiday oso play like hell..aiya,m i reli goin to sit fer SPM??well,i don look like m ready..n im not oso..so i mux tel myself tat : study la,lazybone!!"..

sigh,tomolo so sien,if tomolo got bio wif sawa,i tel u,i sure ponteng one..hate tat stupid teacher,blac blac heart she has..n m goin to JAIL,wif peixin,don ask me wat crime i ve done,but..hahahah..not farni lar~~..tomolo tuition sommore..lagi sien,all teacher start giv us revision..wah,so much hw to do man~~..

i ve promise myself tat i MUST write bout tat day..i tricked ada..kaka..tat day,wg came my house,so i let her chat wif adda through msn,den i cal her,n tel her m not online,din sign in,wg not in my house,but mayb sombody else s USIN my account..at 1st,she don blif,i--the super actress wif oscar award,made her blif..wen i reveal e truth..wat e ..i think der s no other foul language she can use liao..cos she use them all,n keep screamin..hahahaahaha..so damn farni..it s a very big suprise wg n i gav her..SUPRISE!!hahha..

k gtg ade,wana do som revision man..hahha..tata

Sunday..

ya,today s another sunday to me..sunday..sunday..i kena alot today,but i stil fel happy to c e children runnin around..dey r reli cute man!!..

yeah,tomolo goin to wg's house,den we go swimmin..ask her to spend overnight at my house..hehe..so can chat alot..n we reli hav long time nv chat long long wif her liao..u noe,som times she can b quite 38 de lor~~..

n y m i stil stayin up so late?haha..thanks to the tv..(seems like i ve been "thankin" a lot of thingy-maple,tv..anything can caused me trouble..)hahah..reli happy to let her com my house//

n hor~~e spm s reli gettin near..but yet i stil sittin here postin bloggie..haiya,postin bloggie nothin wrong wif tat..jes tat..how long i ve been sittin here??~~!! =.= //haha..okok,i ll start tomolo la..but i reli hope i can fin pn tan's revision 1st..owe her..i ll stop playin maple la..n hor~ reli hope can get in group A,cos zaleha ll teachin us bm,pn ling-mm,kimia-noreha/faridah,fz-adnan (but NOT HALIMAH,yeah!!)..but my result,sux..so i can onli pray lo..

k la,10.30pm ade..gtg go clean my table.so luan man..~~..chaoz.