aft waitin for ed shihui n viv for an hour, finally they show up.
we meet up at city square n makan at wang kok, wer we gonna crawl out from, accordin to edwin onli la. [wang kok--in chinese sounds like forget leg. tat s y we nid to crawl. swt rite?]

we hav lunch together, nice food, but we spend most of our time talkin n updating each other bout our life --backstabber, selfcentered freak.. i reali heard alot bout tat. n our conclusion is -- secondary school fren are more trustable n better. i totally agree with tat. mayb i onli observe n nv reli commit into a gang in new environment, but tat s d way m tryin to protect myself. -_-''

[oopps, wer's shihui? viv's skill]

[finally can see her head, but half onli. T_T]

[ed is the super star? shiok hor him.]

n ed gonna rush bac to sg to WORK. beligood, who ask him so free find himself a job?
say wei show up, n aft tat siao huan oso show up. den we go season makan. erm. onli she eats la, cos we al ade eaten. heard alot XXX stories frm em. OOWW. shihui reli scared me somtimes. haha


drag shihui shop around with me. went in shops n tried clothes, but i reli very hard to find clothes tat i reli like. found one in seed, but too bad don hav my size. T_T


went to sinma, cos my sis ask me to buy her somthing. den siao huan found somthin cute, n wear it on her head. yea she s cute rite? lolx.


went bac home n tasted mum's seafood spaghetti.wwoow, do u noe y i like FOOD? cos my mum s a great chief. if she s goin to open a restaurant, she ll hav alllll my support man. n aft few hours, aunt call n ask us to makan satay. wow. u know wat? i reli wana slim dooWWNN!!

mm.. ve been surfing net for dono hw long..
suddenly saw a pic of jumeirah palm island, in dubai.
n den i start thinkin wer i wana go, travelling, IF i hav enough money la.

of cos one the i-want-to-go-the-most place is
the palm island in jumeirah, dubai!
wow. it s so amazing u noe.!


rite??

at first i din reli noe bout dis place, i jus know der s richy-super-rich prince, who s soooo dammmn rich, build dis island. n i dono he s sssooooo rich until i watched a documentary show bout dis island. this island is man-made island, [duh, wer got island was natural look like dis?].. a super duper rich prince, as i said, build dis. imagine hw difficult dis project cud be? u hav to consider the marine situation, accurate calculation so it won bcom thinner n thinner due to the sea waves, n the shape is totally amazing!!
n if m not wrong der s another 2 more palm tree-shape island bside dis palm tree. n the prince who s soo damn super duper rich is goin to make another islands group which shapes like the country, or u can say it ll be look like a small global map. wow. !

another place i wana go is.. ISRAEL..


lolx. no doubt, due to my religion background, i do wish to visit this place wer jesus born, jerusalem. though dis place is full of jewish who don accept christianity in their land, but der s alot of places which are worth to visit! n if i cud, i reli wana imigrate to this place. don ask me why, it s jus like y u like to eat apple, der s no particular reason.

ATHENS!! GREECCEE!!

no influence frm the '300', although the setting in the movie is in sparta greece, n it looks so awesome, but dono since when, i ade like this place, i mean, dis place is full of myths, n legends, ancient buiding. u noe wat? wen i was like pri skul, i was so interested in these myths, n owas dreamt to be in dis wonderland. cmon, u can see so many awesome buildings, imagining tat these place is full of wisdom ppl, they are so "advanced" which s totally diff with the 'ancient ppl' tat i tot they might be. they fight for wisom, truth n freedom. if u notice, the bible said bout these ppl onli interested in new things, [in ACTS] - curiosity bout new things.. n due to its geographic location, the beach s gonna be damnn pretty!!

of cos der s many other places tat i wana go, but, pls, now pull me bac to reality life. i mean der s stil long way to go rite? i believe i can go these places, yea yea yea rite. =(

just realise this the 188TH post!!
suddenly think of 188. hope he s doin fine!!

so fast hor, i rmb las time i talk bout my 100th post.. now 188th!!
fas fas!!

well, jus a random post..
feel good being at home, comforatble sofa, n livin room, n cosy room..
u noe wat? when i was in melaka, my bed is jus bsid d window,
so i ll be d one who noes when s time raining or d sun s blardy hot,
n everytime i wake up, it is bcos i cant tahan the panas-ness of d morning sunshine!!
but now in jb, i din even noe it s middle of the day n i was stil lyin lazily on bed..

n unlimited streamyx!! haha. brought my lappie bac jus to download some shows
grey anatomy season2, n few movies tat i missed.
n disturbia!! ada said it s nice!
hope i can watch em wen i go bac melaka, to kill my free time,
n wish tat hai can pei me watch together. =p

speakin of him, i ade started missing him though today is d first day m havin my holiday,
nex time mus bring him bac here let him taste nice food *yummy yummy*..

looking forward for sat!! goin to meet up with EDWIN!! yay yay,
n SHUN BIAN can go do some shoppin aft he leave for work rite?
brillian idea! yay yay!

n one more thing,
keep ur eyes OPEN!!


[guess whose eye is dis? u noe who u are..]


p/s: soli for the blur image, photobucket undergo maintainance now. swt.

http://www.myheritage.com

OMG! i looked like mischa borton???!!
i mean, my head is not big enough for this hat!!
she s soooo pretty, i like her, i like her face, her sense of style,
i watched OC, n fel tat she s reli gorgeous!

but.. i lloookkkeeed lliiikkkee her????
i think ppl out der sure very bu shuang me one,
[don insult her okie??!!]

anyway, dis post s gonna make u laugh,
but i reli DON THINK i look like her.
n i DON look like her AT ALL..

counting down -- bac to my home sweet home -- ONE DAY!!
yay yay, i ll be at home at dis moment TOMOLO!! yay yay..!

check dis out

this super-duper-cute-n-pandai-3-years-old child talks like grown-up,
believe me, u won believe wat words com out frm his mouth,
he is onli 3 years old!!

n he s super cute u noe,
he gav me tat pose wen i told him m gonna take his photo..



n his name is AMOS.. aka big head.. lolx.

he s cute rite?

I AM SOOOO BOOORREEEDD!!

OMG. wat kind of world is it when u hav nothin to do until u NEED to slep to kill the time?
i mean ppl slep when they nid to recharge rite?
yea i did recharged dis evening, n now, i feel like i NEED to slep.. yea. cos m too free..

i think d rest who are workin hard for their essay [yea, m sayin u eejie], ll definitely say me very zhuai one.
i noe u are rushing for ur essay, n i reli don think i can help ya on it.
but tests are over, no homework, nothin for me to do,
i don hav meetings, any discussion.

m so BOOORREED!!

wow. another wow here..

finish my applied math test dis morning, finally able to catch a breath, u noe wat? since dono wen ar, every week oso got one test.. it s ade bcom a habit to prepare for the test every week. but i tel u honestly, i reli din do well in dis test.. que seems so easy n yet i fel so lost..

hai's mum invite me to go makan dinner with em, i wass SOOOO damn nervous u noe.. cos u noe la, dono whether his mum ll like me anot, dono la. den sekali dey were treatin me soOOO nice.. lolx. dad n mum call me n keep laffin at me loh. =p

fel tat these few days din spend much time at home oso.. viv kep complain dat i was owas outside ar. yea true la, few days ago was so busy over the academic writing n d applied math test. now shud be very free gua. one month to go in melaka, mus spend more time with housemates, with my dear jb frens. n oh yar, jess s goin to cyber.. yay yay! haha. though she might not stayin with me, but fel more "secure" to hav jb frens in cyber, sufferin with me.. lolx

haha. tat s al for today la. u noe,somtimes wana write out my thoughts one, but din get the chance, n wen i got the chance to blog, im writing crap again.. sighx.

dadafoo! miss u!!

i rmb i said tat uni life is damn enjoyin one rite?
well, im gonna tell u now, it s not happened everyday..

i got clas at 830am today, clas breaks n we go makan,
den continue our class.. till 3pm..
den we go to som quiet place to do our academic writing,
until 7pm den go makan dinner,
den go to replacement clas, den clas ended at 10pm..
cos haven finish doin the draft, den me n hai go ixora foodcourt continue,
til 11.45pm onli stop our work, go bac to our home sweet home..

sighx. i was soooo exhausted wen i get bac home..
but i noe once i finish my bath, i cudnt slep again.
den i ve lyin on bed till dono-wat time onli ll fall aslep..
no wonder ppl said my pimples are poppin out ade..
sighx.

god, take it frm me, cos i cannot do dis on my own.
thx u!

late for lab again today.. n wen i got der, i can even feel the "gossips" around me..
wow. u noe, somtimes ppl ll be so irratatin n dey cudnt tahan ppl who cannot tahan their irritating-ness.. u get wat i mean ? nvm..

i dono wat s ur response wen u heard of som1 sayin bad things bout u,
but mine is sure.. "omg, did i reli do tat to him/her? oh, den i ll clarify to em if i din do, if i reli do it n i think der s no prob to me, definitely i ll jus ignore ppl sayin things which is not true rite?"
it s normal if u get furious if dey do tat to u..
but ppl jus wana make it so complicated.
swt. u noe wat? for dis kind of ppl, i even fel tat m wastin my breath talkin bout em..

wat a tired day. full packed but not very gd mood.
sighx. ppl change like weather rite?

just went to watch "Hannibal Rising" with hai n jeremy..
well, it s not MY movie,i don giv a high rank for dis movie, though,
but i still wana blog it out cos i reli got nothin to do now..
hmm.. m i being too zhuai as i started to behave like this sem is OVER and actually i jus finish physics test?



After World War II, young Hannibal Lecter (GASPARD ULLIEL) was orphaned by the war and mute from the horrors he has endured, finds himself incarcerated in a Soviet orphanage. He escapes from the iron curtain and journeys to the outskirts of Paris, where his only surviving relative, an uncle, lives.

Arriving at Lecter Castle, Hannibal discovers his uncle has died but the man leaves a mysterious and beautiful Japanese widow, the noble descendant of the Tale of Genji�s author Lady Murasaki Shibuku (GONG LI). Lady Murasaki�s kind and wise attentions ignite lifelong passions in Hannibal for fine food, music, and painting. She leads Hannibal to recover his voice, but she cannot help him banish the repressed memories that haunt his nightmares, or shield him from the prosaic evil that lives in even the most genteel of places.

Commencing his illustrious medical career, Hannibal obsessively tries to plumb the depths of his own subconscious. Hannibal�s ghosts prove to be real people � vicious, predatory war criminals � from whom he needs the answers to his past, and ultimately, revenge. This quest, however, will endanger everyone and everything he cares about, and nurture dark desires that will forever demand feeding.

well, for some part of dis movie is reli too disgusting..
he kills like as if he s borned to be a killer..
blardy disgusting..
for me, i would jus describe this movie is just about the life of Hannibal Lecter,
n nothing more..
:(

Artist: Carrie Underwood
Title: Jesus Take The Wheel

She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It would been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
She was going way to fast
Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was sooo scared
She threw her hands up in the air

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this all on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock
And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on

Oh, Jesus take the wheel
Oh, I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
From this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
Oh, take it, take it from me
Oh, why, oh

i like this song.. d lyrics is so meaningful.. i like her voice.. carrie underwood. =p

so pathetic~

how to end a relationship?

nah, m not sayin bout myself.. at least for time being i still don wana leave my bf..
i mean, if u are the one who wana end it, how u wana do it?
'hey i think we are not suitable, let s break up n hope u find a better one.." ?
'get out of my life n don ever come bac to me!"?
or jus leave without sayin any words?

dis guy came to find his gf from miles away,
but this gf is so determined to break up with him,
she left the house, left him alone in d house..
the guy cried n spend his time doin nothin at her house,
n he left.. with his broken heart..

so pathetic rite?

although i dono wat went wrong in their relationship,
n i don reli wana know it, cos i fel tat i m nobody to judge it,
or even comment.. n i don reli know dis guy,
hav no position for me to console him.. not as his fren..
but he s reli pathetic.. he cant even talk properly when i try to tell him it s gonna be fine..
n he told us tat he s goin bac his own place, all alone der..

so kesian, i mean u are ade fall down frm a high cliff n now u hav to embrace another storm?
d loneliness s gonna kill me if i were him..
cos it ll be all on ur own, u n urself,
ur imagination run wild, think of the memories, think of d possibility of getting her back,
think of the things done together..
it s like putting salt on ur wound.. it hurts u the most..

sighx. kesian.
no offence here, but i reli think tat der s better way to end it..
hope he ll be fine soon..

nissa: see who s talking.. ask me update pulak~
i update more often den u leh~
hahah~

yaya~ finally.. physics test is over..
though it s blardy hell hard..
thum ann bluff me, he said it s easier den d sample test que..
lolx. cmon la.. d sample-test-type-que onli worth one mark in dis test okie..
i noe i got wrong ade.. walao.. if he s merciless, i cud hav lost 10marks kie~

finally~~
sat sun n mon --> no SKUL!! hooRAYYY!!
fel so relaxing.. even at d time i wake up dis morning,
i fel sooo.. erm.. empty?
hahha~ cos it s like u noe u don hav test anymore,
d storm is over.. so earli wake up for wad?

din do much today.. slepin al d time..
luckily jeremy comin today to melaka again~!
yay yay!
but i din get to meet him till now.. thx to my stupid phone!!

busy week busy week..
although i am counted as the most not-busy person in my house,
but i stil fel tat 24 hours is not enough for me..

read eejie's blog, saw alot meeting appointments scedule,
wana ask her to makan together one,
but she s SO busy she din even hav much time to eat..
sighx.

test is on fri.. PHYSICS..
i stil dono which stupid suggested to spilt the midterm test into 2 tests..
double our work.. sighx.
2days to d physics test..
n now m so not in d mood to study..
n i can say i barely can open my eyes.. +headache..
asked viv to wait me ixora downstairs den fly her aeroplane pulak..
-_-''

so down now till i cant even think bout anything good..
sighx. somtimes thing jus happen beyond our expectation rite?
n it ll be always too late to remend or regret of the action.

to ed: hope ya recover soon! soli now onli noe u are sick.. til so serious!!
take care kie~!

PEOPLE! sorry for the late update!!
OMGOSHH~ixora connection sux to the core!!

THX FOR THE BDAY WISHES!!
i reali appreciate it~

guess wat i got for my bday present?
CHRISTIAN DIOR ADDICT 2!!


if u noe me long enough, u ll noe hw much i long for dis parfum!
THX!! i lov it so much..

we hav our dinner at delifrance,

[wingee mabel n baobrr.. opps,wer's eejie?--jb]

[me n wingee.. the 8years good fren!]

[weekiat, niu, ken n hai.]

[thx niu for stayin in melaka to celebrate my bday, n THX to bluff me SO MANY TIMESS!!]

we plan to reach der at 730pm,
but d time we order our meal is like 93opm [?? damn late rite?]
den we went to wings' cafe for second round..
hav fun der.. met hai's sec skul frens..

again, GUYS! THX FOR EVERYTHING..

n, dis year bday is so special tat i SAME BDAY WITH HAI!!

[me n hai ]

hahaha.. it s quite hard for chaukian [or other ppl] to believe tat we both reli same bday..
THX for the stars,hai!! lov ya!!

actually i din expect so much one,
cos i expect to spend wif my jb frens,
i m reli grateful tat i stil hav wingee viv niu n beh these jb frens here..
but it s great to hav dis mmu gang to celebrate with me..
THX!!

HAPPY BDAY TO MYSELF!!

n

HAPPY BDAY TO HAI!!

[hope al of ur dreams come true my dear, luv ya!]

yea, it s my 19th bday today..
[to shihui: it s not my 18TH BDAY OKIE?? u LOST UR COUNT!!]
n so happy to get so many bday wishes frm al my dearest fren..
i ade content to hav their blessing..
n so happy to hav a bf who same bday with me sommor..
lolx. =p

time flies,
it s been a month n a day ade..
reali happy to hav him in my life now.
i feel tat i hav more than enough..

well, i wen to see "the reaping" yest with hai,
it s a nice movie i can say.. i like d story line n hilary swank..
it s worth to watch it. =p
neva judge frm it s surface, cos u neva noe wat s beneath it..

lolx. since ed post the visualDNA,
i found tat many ppl oso done tat test oso~
wow, but al i can say is, it s quite accurate if u reli pick wat u reli wan..

suddenly wana blog.
suddenly miss al my jb secondary school frens..
i cudnt agree more when ken said tat secondary school frens are more "ngam",
much better d frenship bond..
cant u feel the difference?
even d way i laugh ar, compare with las time,
i feel tat i was much more happier during secondary school life...

i miss EDWIN TSIEN's laughter..
if u noe him, definitely u heard of his laughter, memang tak boleh tahan to laugh together with him..
can u imagine he n weisern's laugter can be heard even next door?
everytime when dey laugh in d clas ar, in my clas oso can hear, n it s reli very geng u noe..
hahha~ like as if u gonna laugh til ur face muscle goin to cramp..

i miss SIAO HUAN's laughter.. i stil can imagine her playin scissors paper stone at the tangga der rite in front of my clas, n everytime my BM teacher sure ask her to stop being so noisy one..

i mis JEREMY.. i miss him of cos, he s a fun-maker n of cos a very good listener, he can be ssooooo FEI but yet he stil can be a very serious person.. he listens, when ppl nid him to be a listener.. he s caring n understanding..

i miss ADA FOO~! of cos.. she is the top in my must-miss-and-constantly-missed-person list!

i miss SEBASTIAN!!ohman, when is d las time i meet ya? when we go makan dinner together n dat s it? OMG>. it s like hundred years ago k? miss ya!

i miss peixin! onli appear during CNY la?? huh??! other time cannot meet la?

i miss SHAONI!! hw can i forget my dearest laopo... aiya, CNY oso cannot meet. u got lots of exam sommor..

i miss LYNNN!!!! omg.. hw come u owas not here wen we havin fun? cal u so tat u can feel the atmosphere too mah~ u noe, we al miss ya very much.. n though u are frm convent n noe us not very long, but u are my GOOD FREN u noe???!!

i mis lots n lots of ppl too.. i jus cant list out one by one cause it ll let me spend a whole night typin in front my lappie..

[SHIT--shihui, ho wingee, yinling, dadafoo timun.]


[is everyone inside? i hope so.. miss em..]

[in vivo.. oopps, lao lao at d end of e corner der.. lolx.]

came bac frm jb..
aft slacking at home for 4days,
now onli wana prepare my mood for school,
it s like i ve been on vacation for a week
shiok-nye..

jus came bac frm test,
sux hell..
feel like i catch up anymore..
i used to feel tat everything is so easy if u reli did listen in d class,
now i fel tat it s not enough anymore.
shud do more exercises..
dis is my las sem in melaka ade..
i don wan my result end up like dat...
T_T

sighx.
things running wild in my mind.

...

Read my VisualDNA™ Get your own VisualDNA™

i got this from ed, found it quite accurate.. n i like the pix!

sighx. failed..
yea i admit it s reli not so easy like others,
after 2 days time n efforts,
it failed..

erm.. thinkin of wat to do next..
=p