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hav read hiyawu's book again..cong kai shi dao xian zai..i hav to say it s a very good book.. cos everytime i read it,it makes me feel so sad..e stories al so sad one..sobsob..read a story bout a taiwanese gal,who owas "blog" like we are s well..but she s waiting fer somthing, som thing tat she dono s well.until she met a "manchester sun rise" in her bbs,dey finally get in touched..sigh,it s a long story,but in e end, i found tat i m waitin fer somthing too..mayb i hv blog fer so many times,but none of em reli "blog" out my minds,tat can tels out my thoughts..it s true..i think i nv did a blog like tat..nobody noes wat im waiting..mayb a chance,mayb a person..i oso dono..waiting some one to tel me..feel depress yest..all of sudden, i fel i was nothing..don ask me y..i think everyone ll think like tat..den i sms wingee..tellin her im not feelin good..she s gd fren,but i jes cant help myself feelin like tat..LOST in everything i do,lost in everything..tat made me decided to go watch e junior's vb com..kind of trying to escape..to avoid the reality..i myself oso dono wat im doin..jes avoiding everyone..everything..mayb u ll think tat i looked happy every time,smile & laugh..seems like im enjoying every moment in my life..i do hav my own problems..al i need to do s lay al e probs before GOD..He gave me peace..
sounds so depressed rite?? i dono who s reading this blog..but wish me luck,..wish me happy,pls...hope i ll noe wat im waiting..
saw him today,hurt my heart everytime i see him..i noe we both are over..but i reli wana noe,is he try to hurt me?tat s his purpose? well he did tat..congratulations..!!....................
k gtg..bye,..

sick sick..

have fal sick this week..fel terrible n everything looks so unattractive to me..hav fever on tue,wed,thu...til 39 C!!u noe,i hardly hav fever..not tat high la..but after rest at home, now fel beta la..later stil got tuition..siens..yest wen fer vb,trainin e juniors..dey goin com next week,wish em luck..mis my trainin days oso.,but i think it wud b las year i hav trainin..unless nex year i masuk form 6 n dey postpone mssd u18 lo..hahhaha..quite imp lo..fer e postpone thing..but mayb onli lo..
dadafoo!i din noe u wan my add URGENTLY, i din read ur blog recently..din online mah..til u call..ada!!how can u do this to me!!wat did u ask him?u noe who im sayin..tel u bout e details wen i c u..he might erm..sigh..forget it..k.gtg..bye

holiday s ending sooooonnn...

yea holiday s endin soon..gonna mis this hol...cos after this hol,mus get myself bac to the books..study fer spm..

7/6(tue)

wen to watch madagascar,gess i go wif who?? my younger bro!! hehe.cos i think many ppl has watch e show,so drag my bro go wif me..heheh..so funny..esp sittin nex to my bro..he kep laughin, made me laugh oso..hheheh..e show was so cartoon..though i think it s not s good s i expected..but ok la..hehe..

8/6 (wed)

wen tuition in e mornin..add math..trigo s real hard..but i think it s fun too..heard that it s a real hard topic in form5 sylabus,so hav to pay attention..aft tat wen skul play vb wif u15 boys..i think dey cud get a medal bac la..but jes tat i don like them owas being so hottempered..play wif sherli dey al,but aft meiqiang came n den we cant play anymore..wen hutan kacau st john campin,saw sebas,yap dey all..so mny mosquitoes..wabiang..go der fed em onli..hehe..wen limteh..in secret recipe til very late..sigh..

9/6(thu)

wen tuition..fz..3 hours sial..so tired seh.. after\ tat wen to cs,ben ask out to watch mr n mrs smith..din reli wana watch in e end,dono y..but den stil agreed to watch..no seat sial..onli left the front rows.don wan!!later i sprained my neck..heheh..wen wok around..window shoppin..ed bot a pants,not bad..but 50..okla..wen OP,saw pretty pants..real pretty..but don hav my size..amdui a me..

10/6(fri)

wen to church in e mornin..dey nv expected my comin..hehe..hav tok wif pst boon..but stil no enuf time to tok la..cos my dad was waitin fer me downstairs..den in e after noon wen to cut hair..tat person so weird,ask him to cut it short but then he insist me keep long..it MY HAIR k?den in e end..he din cut much..n i don c my hair any diff..but i hav to pay 15 sommor!! .........

k gtg..time fin..update nex time seh..k bye

hey ya..

ya rite..im in kingsurf again..later goin to play vb..so stil hav time..mus update abit..heheh..these few days was at home.do nothing,but onli sleepin..wat a pig life!!so sien man..i reli wanted to study a bit fer my bio..but..wen i open e book, "hey,stil hav lots of time to study after e hol,so y r u rushing??"..yayay,.,tat s made me close e book again..now my mind s blank..dono wat to type..ada!!i wan2 write u email soon..acc it s nothing..(like wat u said,..som thing happen,n it s nothing one..same wif u again man..we r twins!!)..hahha..
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hol sux!!

now holiday sial..very sien..nothin to do..but i stil wen out everyday..til i reli scared..hav planned to study my bio..(i got 27 in my paper 3 le..which i tot i can get higher..sob sob...)..but den til now i din even open my book,pencilbox...don worry,i owas tel myself to study..but..who noe??!! who cares??!! hahaha..(m i too playful??i think so..)..

wen to skul play vb,al fang fei ji la..made me go alone..im e onli form 5 gals..cos peixin sick mah..pooor thing..her b day le..happy bday to her.,happy bday to her..!~~..e trainin s ok..to e player s ok la..but i go time waste time onli la..donno wat im doin...aft tat wen leisure mall..play bowlin..hahhahha..din noe i can play tat well..over hundred le..hahhah..i think e las time i play is las year..hehe..nex time sure wana go wif sis..hahha

den tue wen watch e house of wax wif frens..wahbiang..acc dis was e second time i watch this movie..but stil very scary..made me screamed..so sia swei..so disgustin!!ish..den tat day i din hav appetite to eat dinner sial..eEeEEEEEE!!!..i stil can remember how e stupid guy cut e gal's finger...ish....so disgustin...nex time i wana watch e madagasdar..(dono e spellin la..)hhaha..dey said very fei..sure wana go watch la...hahhaa

y m i on9 so early?? cos later m goin to tui..but stil so early..so com play a bit lo..hehe..heheh..later goin neway wif shihui..2 of us..sure can sing til shiok..to frens who i din invited..soli la..me n shi hui jes wana sing..2 of us onli..hehhe..soli lo..

i think i gtg..dey said e tui ll full of ppl today..wabiang..hol stil hav tuition..3 hours som more..siens..k la..gtg..buhbye..