emptiness~

dono how many times i hav dis feelin~felt so empty,like nothin can satisfy me..to be more spesific,it s like u haven done any thing in ur life..or mayb jes like wen u wake up earli in the morning,n u find out tat u don hav to do anything,no nid to do oso,not even doin chores~tat s how i fel..it s not tat i no nid to do chores la,i stil hav THINGS to do,but it s jes tat..the FEELING~
was lyin on my couch,watching "just like heaven',n aft tat d feelin came,dono wat to do liao~ dis s been hauntin me few weeks ade~ since i ve sick of workin,i fel tat everytime m not doin anything~
nah,stop sayin bout dis~~!~!
yea,wen for movie today,"fearless"..it s reli good,luckily i wen to watch it in cinema,jet li's last film~sigh~~..den wen to find wg,she s been tellin me bout her n ch~sigh,den i think der s nothin tat can help her,al i can do s jes listen..dono since when,i hv lost my "talent" in giving advices(mayb i shud not put it in tat way,or mayb i din even good in giving advices,esp in these kind of things,but well..),i dono wat to do to help her,noe she s upset bout tat,but i reli~..sigh
den aft tat i wen to play vb..xueli,tony,kev,joel,yan,jason,n few fellows tat i don reli noe them,it s quite boring in a way, n it s quite fun..it wasnt s fun s las time i can sure~..i reli enjoy playin vb~
fel so lonely some times,n i can fel it frm his eyes oso,i dono y,but i fel like m lost..m not sure tat s dis d life tat i reli want? i used to spend much time in church,tryin to figure out wat's life? n wat m i here for? but u noe,it s "knowledge" in my brain,but i jes can reli understand it~..or mayb der s nothing i can do YET,tat s y~..
n tat's y i ll spend my time bloggin here,wish to get som attention out der,but i don hope tat every1 ll read dis..mayb m jes lonely,aft losin contact wif so many frens (skul frens,church frens,gd frens),n i reli started to fel tat mayb i dono dem tat well,we were jes studied in same skul,spend 5 years together in a borin skul,dat s y we call each other "friend"..hahah,y m i sayin dis?i oso dono le~~~~..