i did nothing today~?!

tel u wat i did today..den u ll find it---boring..
k wake up at bout 12.30pm in d morning(aftnoon ade la),den cos it was rainin,so i don fel like wake up..aft tat brush teeth,get somthin to eat,read newspaper,watch tv until my parents cam home,den i eat again(cos dey da pao for me,i dono how many meals i eat a day),den watch tv til dono wat time,lie on bed do nothing,listenin to linkin park's songs,play maple til i lvl up,den take bath,go out makan wif parents,den com bac watch tv..(u c,i hav to watch tv how many times a day?>cant count le..)..


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so tat s my weekend seh~ so damn boring.. (c,wen i hav somthin to blog,i cant,wen i hav nothin to do n blog for fun,my com was jus being damn obedient seh..wat the .. man..) it s like tat la,things arent goin in ur way,den u ll get frustrated..

count down days to mmu: 11days.. (how come stil so long one? 'i hate waiting!'--quoted frm ahbeh..)

how hard to say no?or 'no,thx'

i jus don understand..i am confused...
how hard to say no? it s hard..cos i dono wat he wud fel wen i jus keep turn him down,n do i sounds like "sorry i cant,cos i hav somthing on,m bz.." or "hey i don fel like goin out wif u,it s weird.." ??wat m tryin to say is i don wan any misunderstandin happen again.. n somtimes i reli der s nothin more den frenship..i hope he won get d wrong idea..n so i promised him ll ask him out nex week,which s d las weekend i hav in jb..

count down days to go to mmu:12 days..it s like i left one more week at home.. n i m suppose to go out met som frens b4 i go..but til now i stil haven meet mos of em..i ll miss em in melaka for sure..

wen ppl is unemployed n got nothing to do,ll get fed up ezly rite? yea i damn agree man..it s not onli me..i found tat my dad s d same kind of person.. i don like him nagging here n der,esp he s tryin to scream at u,talk to u loudly..hey cmon,this s ur home,not ur office,don scream at ppl can anot?n i don like him being too..xiao3 ti2 da4 zuo4..i don like d way he tok.. i admit i m being rude to him,yea mum said so..s in,i jus don like to tok to him,but i tel everythin to mum.din look at him or ignore him wen he s tokin to me (n i dono he s tokin to me?!)..cos HE JUS DON UNDERSTAND..hey i noe u hav ur plan,n i hav mine too,y m i suppose to go by ur way? i min ders nothing wrong wif my plan??man's ego..

to d photo dat i promis to update.. nex time wen m free ba.. (u r not free?!)..erm..

today = update day??!

i find som thing interesting~ new updates for every1 today? except for edwin tsien (lazy bone!)..
GOOD la, frens bloggin,den i like to go view em..at least i noe wat s goin on wif em..

dad lost his job.. again.. i min dis time more serious d la, cos he act leave d company..dono wat he wana do oso..dono how i m gonna pay my education fees oso.. quite he seems like no worry bout tat.. yea yea.. his character n mine,quite alike.. he reli bo rasa over d money matter..but my mum not slepin well lately..so how?? i oso dono la..pray tat he can find job soon,but not enjoying his life playing golf ( wat the??)..

good luck to me,m goin to study soon..yay yay...reli lookin forward to it..n can go church liao of cos..

goin to study soon yea yea~

hahha..finally made up my mind..since i cant go to petronas,der r other places tat i can go mah~ so i go mmu lo~wen to melaka yesterday..to c the apartment..well,i onli c one onli--ixora..dey said bukit beruang cant stay human being d..n since the major said we stay in ixora,so let it be lo..ixora s new,clean,secured..but hav nothing..so mafan..but thank god i ll be staying wif wingee,jessica,vivian(she perm a super cute hair le~),huifang n pris's cousin.. i think it ll be fun ba.. having huifang around..if very bored can ask wingee to sing oso..though tat ll b quite suffering la..

counting down days to mmu--16 days..quite long la..but ders stil lots of things for me to do..yest lao2 called n invite me to his concert in his jc..but too bad,i don hav passport..goin to get it soon..but d concert s on 24th..is it sempat to get my passport? i don think so.. but i reli wanted to go le.~ shun bian c c my long-time-nv-see gd fren edwin n jas ng..reli hav a long time nv c em..aiya,even he com bac oso won tel me or won call me d la..fren til today d la~heerrmmmppphh~

reli worry ada foo~ aft i read her bloggie,wah,seems like damn stressed seh~ who s forgotten u? who make u so sad? wat s wrong.. poor her,hav hundreds of tests, so many things to fan about~take care le,jia you jia you..cheer up k? u stil rmb tat i rmb u n treat u s my bestest fren k?

WAT THE ****...

jus now i ve typed one post,den dono y cant post..~wat the***..

call petronas dono how many times n no one picks up.. make it clear,i call at office time,call the correct numbers,but no one picks up..so s der any1 der in d office? so i tot mayb by sending email ll get their attention,noe wat their reply? [ pls call the following numbers to our registry office] duh,i called so damn many times n no one picks up tat s y i sent email!! i m gonna tel em there are other ways to reject me OKAY~ btw, tat makes me wana go mmu more..actually both oso subject tat i dono,n dis 2 seems pretty good for my future (nanotech s more risky,but anyway i bliv it ll bcom popular in dis region..compare to petroleum engineering,the range is wider i think??)..so..goin mmu for d accommondation thingy dis sunday..

wen to jason's bday party yest, saw alot familiar n not-familiar faces.. luckily tat i hav huiting n koliuk wif me..so i won b dat bored out..koliuk teach me play pool..hahah..nid to practise more nex time..hahah..n noe wat? yest, jason was d happiest man on d earth.. wow, his presents -- air gun by james(dono wer he got it),a lighter wif his potrait on it, a necklace wif his tatoo image on it, his fav mizuno hat,a lot n alot..wow.. i was like "wow"..big wow..n dats onli part of his prezz..n we hav fun der...play uno n dono scream like wat.. chitchatting.. saw alex but din tok much to him..but to my suprise he com tok to me first.. as in,i tot he don even noe how to say hi las time..
oya,i ll update pictures soon..

ada,i wish tat i ll b in oz oso..i reli started to hate this place..dono..but m getting more n more ez-frustrated now..i reli don like being locked up at home n do nothing..dat s one of d reason i wana go mmu so i no nid to wait til petronas july intake. fel damn sien here.. how i wish to turn on the damn-loud-noisy-techno-or-heavymetal music,so i can scream n no one can giv a damn.. SIEN AR~.. hate do nothing,cos tat makes me think wild,i cant decide on wat i hav to do..even wen m watchin real madrid vs serilla,din even scream out wen Real Madrid got the 4th goal in~ wabiang..

too bored at home la!

i was thinking--y human ll get frustrated when they hav nothing to do? im not referring anyone la,im sayin myself..i hate being at home all the time but do nothing.. wel,i did something today--ironing clothes,one basket of it.. most of em are my clothes..hehe

i m supposed to be in aeon jusco tebrau rite now, shopping n walk walk to choose a present for him..WAT SHUD I BUY FOR HIM? i reli hav no ideas..WAT SHUD I BUY? WAT SHUD I BUY? i saw a Tough Tshirt,thinking to buy for him,but,he said he don wan clothes..that s hard la..i reli dono wat to buy liao la..can i jus simply buy somthing for him? since he doesnt care about tat so much ade..n Y SHUD I CARE?

called UTP office so many times,----voicemail box..wat the XXXX .. no one picks up man..or m i MEANT to be in MMU? speakin of MMU, my mum said she s goin to c mmu apartment dis weekend.. donwan donwan,it s hard for me to imagine me with those e&e text book, i don like em, u noe der s "elektonik" bab for my form 5 fizik, n i hate it.. why those seramic things so complicated one.. n if u ask me wat i know about MY petroleum engineering, n i ll giv a big i-don-know face to u.. n i also don know wat to study about the COMPLICATED hidrocarbon thingy..SO WER M I GOIN?? n now,i ll giv u a big i-don-know face..

SSI skul reopen today.. heard tat eric wen for f6,hahah..hey,gals in ssi,u are blessed,he is damn handsome man..n he IS NOT A PLAYBOY too..when i noe bout this, haha,i was actually wanted to go for f6,first time in my life!.. n i told him tat ssi is not strict one,but i forgot to tel him--SSI SUCKS! well,i ll remind him next time,or mayb he ll noe it one day?!

update update lo~

wel,der s alot to update today~
quite many things happen mah i think~
n i reli hav gd times recently~
(excluded d time i get bored at home + i hav to iron d whole basket of clothes...)

5-5-2006 (friday)
yea,wen out wif wg,jer,pris n suprisedly sebastian too~
to buy prezz for BEH, n bot clothes,
cost me alot of money seh~wabiang,
i reli a spendthrift lo~
i WANA SAVE MONEY~
incase i ll broke wen m goin to study~
den hav to eat meehoon soup everyday~walao
I DON WAN
(but acc can keep fit le like dat~hahah,
wel,i prefer sports k????)
wen out wif sebas,go drink starbucks,go bookstore,
n he started wearin contact lens~
tat s SOOO~.erm, u judge ~~

n den aft tat,we (aft say gdbye to sebas--me,wg,pris n jer)wen to FOS,GUGO,PADINI,MILK,SUMMIT (y not VINCCI???)...wabiang~ waste money ar me~ sad seh~n we wok til 9.30pm,can u imagine?til me n pris were damn tired in d bus,n din said anythign~ tired la~

4-5-2006 (thursday)

today bored~ doin nothing but watch tv~n watch tv n watch tv~n ironin lO~ BORING DAY~

3-5-2006 (wednesday)

supposed to be in d swimmin pool wif nicole,jason n weixian in d aftnoon..but ......rainin la,so din wen out acc~ sad seh~ but den wen out lim teh wif han yap,ahtan n wenxi~ (guess who r they? hanyap s a fren i noe in padini~quite nice wif him,n he s kind of 38 d la,n ahtan--i dono him acc,but he s banana frm st joseph who s one of d member of "hongniao",zadao rite? --he cant even read but so active in chinese society..wenxi--first time met him,but he look so familiar to me~erm~~)n we lim teh at d long-time-nv-go anjung warisan,tat s wat we cal on-the-tree~ a very gd place to limteh~here s d pic of hanyap~(he s quite nice lookin d la~hahah)

2-5-2006 (Tuesday)

SSI CHOIR TEAM ROX~!!!

wel,i reli like their second song--when the lions slep ( i think la_~~) reli great~ wow,i was so impressed..wen i first listen to them singin dis song i was like..WOW~CHUN MAN~OMG~! but they lost to convent~ which i tot it was quit pity~ acc convent did a great job dis time,choosing phantom of the opera s one of the medley song~ not bad seh~ their voice s quite solid,but i ll stil prefer ssi team,cos they reli good at it, looked enjoyin,confident n u actually can feel the happiness wen u listen to them,.BUT WHY STIL LOST? erm, i personally think tat both team are reli great jus tat the judge prefer convent's style,n i bliv tat they hav arguement bout who ll b d champion (accordin to one of d judges la).. but they are reli great~ EDWIN,y u nv come? wasted seh~

here''s some of the photo on dat day~

mc president cheehoe n handsome geng yao~

convent vs ssi..

yiwen,handsome geng yao,cai yong,n wen ting

da vinci code? true or false?

honestly i like da vinci code,
it s a good book i can say,
n i acc waiting for the screening of the movie on 18th may,
nice to read,but cannot blif the content~
it s all FALSE~
i ve did some research bout the book,
wat s priory of sion? opus dei?
is jesus married or even hav children?
Did Constantine erase the so called "gospel" when compiling the Bible?
(i min the gospel of mary magdalene n the gospel of philip)

PRIORY OF SION
It is the most influential secret society in western history. It was used by a guy called Pierre Plantard,claim to being a legitimate pretender to the throne of France.So,Pierre Plantard,Philippe de Cherisey and Gerard de Sede were engaging in an out-and-out confidence trick, describing schemes on how to combat criticisms of their various allegations and how they would make-up new allegations to try and keep the whole thing going.They made out documents--Secret Dossiers,to prove that it s related to the Priory of Sion. After a few attemps, finally they admitted that it s all hoax and they 'created' all forged documents.
(for more info go check http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Priory_of_sion)

IS JESUS MARRIED?
No. Mary Magdalene was certainly close to Jesus. She wept at Jesus' tomb (John 20). Jesus even entrusted her to return and tell the disciples about his resurrection. But we have no reason to believe they were married. Brown says that Leonardo da Vinci's Last Supper reveals the secret. He writes that the figure to Jesus' right, traditionally known as the apostle John, is actually Mary. Not true. Artists often gave characters feminine features to portray youth. John was the youngest of the disciples.
Brown correctly observes that few Jewish men of Jesus' day did not marry. But why, then, did the apostle Paul, himself celibate, not mention Jesus and Mary when he argued that apostles could marry (1 Cor. 9:5--Don't we have the right to take a believing wife along with us, as do the other apostles and the Lord's brothers and Cephas)?


WHAT ABOUT THESE ALTERNATIVE GOSPELS THAT AREN'T IN THE NEW TESTAMENT?
The New Testament canon in its current form was first formally attested in 367. And The New Testament we read now,is actually being authorised by the Church in Synod of Carhtage in 397, which is after 72 years after Constantine died. Nevertheless, church leaders applied important standards when compiling the Bible. Authors of accepted writings needed to have walked and talked with Jesus, or at least with his leading disciples. Their teaching could not contradict what other apostles had written, and their documents must have been accepted by the entire church, from Jerusalem to Rome. Church leaders considered earlier letters and reports more credible than later documents. Finally, they prayed and trusted the Holy Spirit to guide their decisions.
The so-called Gnostic gospels, many discovered just last century, did not meet these criteria. Many appeared much later than the Bible and were dubiously attributed to major Christian leaders. Their teachings contrasted with what apostles like Paul had written. For example, many Gnostic writings argued that Jesus did not appear in the flesh, because flesh is evil, or they rejected the Old Testament.
(for more info pls go check on http://www.christianitytoday.com/biblestudies/areas/biblestudies/articles/060426b.html)

U noe wat? i reli think tat it s a big joke to all the readers when we noe the "truth" bout the 'da vinci code'. it acc mislead many christians.i dono wat s Brown's purpose to write this book, fame? money? but "We did not follow cleverly invented stories when we told you about the power and coming of our Lord Jesus Christ, but we were eyewitnesses of his majesty. (2 Pet 1:16)"

i am lucky gal~

i counted myself to b a very lucky gal..
y??
i ve been very active in posting my bloggie recently,
n i found one interesting news~
EVERY1 s been influenced by mr EDWIN TSIEN's boom xia dao..
acc i noe dis s his kou tou chan since dono how long b4,
but now d disease ar,spread rapidly among
--- jasmine yoyo,weisern kia,n eejie..n wingee (she used it for quite a long time liao)
n i oso lucky tat i wasnt influenced by wingee's
--- " I CANT IMAGINE"
hahhahah~ tak tahan her saying tat la..
tak tahan wif ed n wingee's BOOM XIA DAO~
n ed has bcom the owner of d copyright of this word
"BOOM XIA DAO"..
(ed,c,i authorised u liao le~)
dono dis trend/disease ll until when le~
every1 s booming to each other~

EDWIN TSIEN:-- u stil owe me somthing..u got anything to tel me? wen's ur sis wedding?
PENG YOU ZUO DAO JIN TIAN LA.. (even ur HELP-psycologystudent-giordana-lynn oso noe bout it~ peng you zuo dao jin tian la~)

i wana enter utp le~

quite many ppl ask me bout how s d interview? wen ll i go to utp?
well~~~
I DIN EVEN HAV CONFIDNET TO GET IT~
sadsad d la..
i ve explain many times to many frens liao
i RELI DON THINK I CAN ENTER LA~!
sad d la~ my drem to b P.E.(petroleum engineer)
sad d la~
sad d la~
wel,stil hav to wait for d outcome first
anyway i ve paid for mmu~
n i m ready to go mmu..
but wat shud i do in d next month le?
i don wan to qiao ka at home le~
GO WORK LA DUH~
but wer??
donola

bac frm edu camp~

well,i reli hav to post liao dis time,
cos u cant imagine how excited i was wen i baru reach der~
here's som of d pic taken in utp~

dis s d chancellor hall,damn big,i tel u,der s 6 storeys library inside,resource centre~ the inside view of chansellor hall.. very big la,n for ur info,we (the students of edu camp) are not allowed to enter the-very-big-n-high-tech academic buildings (i think der r 23/24 buildings der) damn nice lor i tel u~

n den hor,dis s d mosque in utp,damn big n pretty lo~ hahah

dis s d new building of hostel,very clean,very colourful..

so far i onli took dis few buidings of pic onli..

wel,now m goin to tel u how s d life in d camp~

1st day--wel,we spend more time on ice-breaking activities,but it oso prepared the students for the coming interview (on 3rd day)..but my speaker s very lo so,so we bac to hostel bout 11pm~sial la..n den hor,der r 12000++ ppl applied for dis edu cam,2500++ got into dis edu camp,n den dey onli choose 500 students to enter d UTP~ hahha..damn farni~ im so damn lucky man~!

2nd day,we hav English Test in d morning,den we hav career talk..of cos i ll choose petroleum engineering lo~der s a interesting fact--in middle east countries,the average salaray of petroleum engineer is 100,000 USD~ dat s alot k..another interesting fact is--most of d engineers are gals..n another interesting fact is--the engineers don spend lots of time on off shore works,mostly in office one..hahah..n den aft tat is IQ test lo..okla,i admit my iq is not tat high,quite low oso..but hor...40 que to b finished in 20 min..i tel u,i reli cant finished lo,las few que tikam onli~

3rd day,interview..i was damn LUCKY to got the group D..it s supposed to hav 5 groups,group E shud b d las group..n i tot i was lucky tat i wasnt in d las group..but u noe wat? aft tat onli i noe tat der s NO GROUP E in dis batch..so i tot--wow,las group..cham~..n den i found tat i wasnt tat LUCKY lo..i was in d las group D,las person in individual interview,n d LAS group interview..d panel was like so tired to hear our discussion..if i reli get into UTP,congrats me..it s beyond my expectation~

to lynn:-- take care in HELP KL..hahha,hope u ll find ur mr."director's son" wen u r bac frm jogging..hahha..

to ed :--update more bout ur tammy-kiasu-lousymathteacher-NYP life der le~ u noe i wen to ipoh n ade bac here mah? dono le~ wat kind of fren? peng you zuo dao jin tian liao la~

to ada:-- few more days u ll hav to fly bac to perth liao..m not reminding u but..i am~ hahahha..enjoy ur life here~spend more time wif ur darling justin la~hahhah

to wg:--take good care of ur self ar,sore throat til now haven recover..take care a~don end up in hospital like kevin hor~hahhah

yea sleppy liao~chaoz

2nd attempt~

i swear i tried to update my blog several times,
but stupid com lo~
owas liddat to me~ heerrmph~

X X X X X

wel,first day being so damn free at home,
watch "a date wif a vampire 2"
(chinese = wo he jiang shi you ge yue hui 2)
frm episode 7 to 20~
lihai le,impressed le~hahha
quite proud~
but aft non stop watchin tv,
at d moment i turn off tv,
i felt so ........................
SHIT~
cos m reli bored~
dono do wat le~
n i begin to admire shihui liao
tat gal can stay at home
PLAYIN GAMES n do nothin else le
for 3 whole months
me 1 day oso cannt tahan
den i called wg~tellin her how bored i m~
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wel,i think tomolo i ll go danga bay find job
dats a gd place le,got sea to watch,
memories~~~
i owas complain tat workin s too tiring,
but ~............................
no workin = sien~

X X X X X

my las day workin in padini is fun
mayb onli i ll think so,
n aft 6pm (my OUT time)
den i started to bid farewell to every1
n kok s leavin too~ sobsobs
n aft tat wen makan cake wif jason
n ivy bot me starbucks~hahha~

X X X X X

C~!
tat s my life now,
missing the passed days~
n oya~! i found tat i ve a new kou tou chan of me
tat s------------
sigh~
jason said i owas sighin on d phone,
though m not tat sad/unhappy/upset.
is tat gd or bad>?

X X X X X

lao2 cal jus now,
we were chattin bout his life in jc
he sounds so singaporean liao
wat CCA la~
(we used to call it --koko)
mayb m too wat liao la,
but his chinese improved~!
at least his pronouciation c more zhun
like a singaporean la
sobsobs
every1 s leavin soon
missin skul life liao lO~
(wat? not again gua~.......)

don wan to lose to ed~!

hahah,how can lose to edwin tsien~!
his "dead" bloggie finally revived,
den i swear to myself,
i mus revived my bloggie too~
i reli forgot wen s d las time i update my blog,
but--it s pretty too long isnt>?
fine~i mus update my bloggie too~
thanks ar ed~haha
d day since i start working,
den i noe der s nothin for me
to write in my bloggie~
it s TOOOO boring~
wel,but~ i ll try to squeeze som out~
since d day d result is out,
i v been so damn nervous
whether i can enter PETRONAS anot,
any1 who noe me,
ll noe how i LOVE & INSIST
to study Petroleum eng..,
don ask me y i love it so much~
i oso dono~ i jus cant help myself
i don even noe it s not belong to
chem engineerin.,sigh~
n so i go on9 at 2++AM,
to apply petronas~sigh~
pray for me tat i can enter~
if not,i think ll b goin to MMU,
noein tat som of my frens
oso der~
2nd,i M CONFUSED~
if der s a guy/gal,
who u quite fancy him/her,
n he/her s very nice to u,
ask u to giv him/her a chance
to be together,
while u re goin far away to study,
n u don reli prepare for it
(s in gettin into a realtionship),
n u don wish to regret in d future time,
ll u accept him/her>?
frens out der, giv opinion
in my taggie pls~
jus treat it s a poll,
i ll appreciate ur ans~thx

emptiness~

dono how many times i hav dis feelin~felt so empty,like nothin can satisfy me..to be more spesific,it s like u haven done any thing in ur life..or mayb jes like wen u wake up earli in the morning,n u find out tat u don hav to do anything,no nid to do oso,not even doin chores~tat s how i fel..it s not tat i no nid to do chores la,i stil hav THINGS to do,but it s jes tat..the FEELING~
was lyin on my couch,watching "just like heaven',n aft tat d feelin came,dono wat to do liao~ dis s been hauntin me few weeks ade~ since i ve sick of workin,i fel tat everytime m not doin anything~
nah,stop sayin bout dis~~!~!
yea,wen for movie today,"fearless"..it s reli good,luckily i wen to watch it in cinema,jet li's last film~sigh~~..den wen to find wg,she s been tellin me bout her n ch~sigh,den i think der s nothin tat can help her,al i can do s jes listen..dono since when,i hv lost my "talent" in giving advices(mayb i shud not put it in tat way,or mayb i din even good in giving advices,esp in these kind of things,but well..),i dono wat to do to help her,noe she s upset bout tat,but i reli~..sigh
den aft tat i wen to play vb..xueli,tony,kev,joel,yan,jason,n few fellows tat i don reli noe them,it s quite boring in a way, n it s quite fun..it wasnt s fun s las time i can sure~..i reli enjoy playin vb~
fel so lonely some times,n i can fel it frm his eyes oso,i dono y,but i fel like m lost..m not sure tat s dis d life tat i reli want? i used to spend much time in church,tryin to figure out wat's life? n wat m i here for? but u noe,it s "knowledge" in my brain,but i jes can reli understand it~..or mayb der s nothing i can do YET,tat s y~..
n tat's y i ll spend my time bloggin here,wish to get som attention out der,but i don hope tat every1 ll read dis..mayb m jes lonely,aft losin contact wif so many frens (skul frens,church frens,gd frens),n i reli started to fel tat mayb i dono dem tat well,we were jes studied in same skul,spend 5 years together in a borin skul,dat s y we call each other "friend"..hahah,y m i sayin dis?i oso dono le~~~~..

还是用华文吧~

难得想用华文来blog,其实还蛮难的也，ada不要怪我哦，如果真地看不懂，那就加油吧~
明天就是27号了，sebas也应该回来了吧。好想念他哦，太久没见面，有很多很多的东西想要告诉他，也不知道他在那里的生活怎样~好多朋友都读书了，总觉得我们（工作者）和那些已经去读书的有一段距离了，工作的工作，也很少来往了吧，我也蛮想念和ada聊天呢~。。也很久没有和芝三八了~~~。。。
明天就是27号了。延在vincci的最后一天，想想以后的日子，不知要怎样呢~ 面对那个女人，我真的很乏力。还好祥驯兽般的训练他，最近有进步哦~只是有时受不了他那种小姐样~说好要和延放工一起走走，真希望我和他今天的僵局会打破吧~（我还蛮期待的~！）我还真的不知道他在想什么咧，有时候很喜欢和他讲话，但有时候他又静（严肃吧~）到我不敢接近，很期待他的每一个笑容，却觉得~~也没什么酱咯~今天在vincci的气氛怪怪的，静静的，kwan & auntie都没什么说话，我更加不用说拉~希望以后可以跟他们相处融洽，我不想一直当外人~
难得pastor boon会来cs，看到他，我好高兴哦~知道自己不再是一个人了，也能更刚强吧~！想到以后去读书的日子，好茫然哦~加油吧~我也只能自己鼓励自己吧~

as usual~

aiyo,i swear tat i ll change to a better n nicer skin..although dis is the skin of the day in blogskin.com,but hor.. i don reli like it..wel,cos las skin got some error,terpaksa use another skin first..gona check n repair lo~
well,work mornin shift today..as usual,take shoes n serve customer..din hav any fresh news to say..thx to jason,i was wakened up at midnight..he s quite a farni guy..sigh..n as usual,i n yan not same shift..dono y we owas cant get same shift,n so cant go makan together..u noe,he s reli cute,as in,ermm..how to say,i ll fel happy wen i see him..n he s reli farni lo~hhaha..say wei tied up her hair,n tat makes me think of the "say wei" i used to see in SSI,wah,for one month i ve been workin in padini,n i started to miss skul life liao~..
start missin all the frens,every1 depart for their dreams..wat m i doin here? m i wastin my time?hahhaha..
nothin much to say..honestly,i reli dono wat else to say..jes feel free to blog..n hor,i was thinking,mayb i ll blog in chinese one day~ eng s too far frm me..hahha..k la,chaoz~

back from trip..

well,i think it s the las chance for us,we wen pd,melacca,kl,and genting..n we reli hav lots n lots of fun der,i won b able to forget the time we al laugh so loud in starbucks genting (deb was the loudest k? haha),we play heart attack n bx was the slowest,n kenneth s badluck-er,play beach vb and vivian bcam darker in a very short time,walkin along the beach from 830pm til 2++am~!,hearing jokes n iq question from siau huan (although it s very "COLD" la..haha), chatting under the round n bright moon, dance and sing at the beach, help the handsome guy picked bball (n he smiled to me and said thx!haha),wen for supper aat jalan alor (ikan bakar,chao kuey tiao,hao jian..),kena laugh by deb and ed so badly( so sia swei seh..),wen shoppin and bot many things in sg wang,times square and one u,heard the laughing (ken bot short jackets in petaling street) 2 rooms away from my room (can u imagine how they laugh????~~),ed got lost in genting,joggin and walking in genting,sit cable car together,play space shot n we nearly scared out hearts out,q damn long for the sg rejang thing n in the end we cant play,waitin in the damn cold weather for weedher to come but in d end he said he cant come,sitting along the coridor in genting but kena halau,wen to buy mineral water with my dear dear say wei,hav a great sister,lyn and u noe-she s a great gal~!,watchin bx play "ghost haunter" in genting(he very lihai le~~~),the time we play in water world in afamosa with xueli and the rest,cried in the bus til so teruk wen i hug wg and shi hui..to the frens who are reading this,i ll rmb u owas~..

aiyo,forgot wen s d las update..

thx to streamyx for delayin my case,now onli can online..but thx to my com again,dono y sot sot cant scan wireless connection..so now usin my bro's com to online..yea,spm over ade,it sux n i don reli wan to tok bout it,..ll announce the result whether it s gd o bad la..~..but hor,honestly i satisfied lo,even if i got lousy result i oso man yi,cos i ve done my bes,no pressure for me..
m goin trip tomolo,aiya,so ll hav a long time nv update liao..i used to change the skin twice a week..now cant liao la..very hard to get online.. so soli yea..
wen to watch king kong today.. fel so pai seh with him,n tat s not me at all..so soli yea..i noe u won b readin dis tat s y m sayin dis.. n hor,king kong s supre long lor,3 hours seh..n d king kong nv die one,even d dinasourS bite him dono how many times it stil won die..but kena shot jiu injured liao..sigh..so lousy seh,..but the "ann" s reli pretty,go for blonde~~!!hahaha..
k la,i beta slep now b4 i bcom panda tomolo..so wish me luck for the trip..i hop[e everything ll b fine..sob sob..kk chaoz..

my worse days~

wel,first,i jes don wan it happen..i reli don wan to b like dis de~but hor,i reli dono wat s wrong wif me~sigh..first,i slep at 1am,den aft tat is 3am..den getting biasa n biasa,i started slep at 4-5am..den now..i think my time tottally change liao..i slep at 7am..n i even say hi to my bro who s goin to skul in d mornin..wel,i don wan tat d..but my day time = slepin time,but night time i was reli semangat..n normally tat time i ll go study a bit,den go read books abit..but hor,mayb u ll amazed tat i use so much time on study,sure study alot,u are wrong lor..cos mayb bcos com s jes bsid me,n hor,nite time mah~think alot one..so my progress damn slow..normally one day i can finish half subject (wel,i admit las time i can study very fas d.i min las time la.)but hor,for sejarah,i study 2 babs den it s enuf 4 me liao,i was stucked liao.~..sigh,.n hor,i slep late,so normally i ll wake uo at 1-2pm..so i cant c morning sunshine now liao~..sigh>~

i ll hav my bc on thurs,one more day to go..n i decide not to slep today,so mayb tomolo i ll slep earli,den i ll not slep durin exam la..hahah..use my time wisely,study~~study for my petroleum enineerin,for my good result,for me..i jes don wan to regret wen i got tat result.~..jia you add oil to any1 whos takin spm~~kampateh o~

8 requirements to be my bf??

wel,i suddenly rmb xiaoxuan--vp ask me to join aGAME??which doesnt look like a game oso..but..erm,wel,i nv think of it b4..kla,let s start..8 requirements of my bf..let me see...
1.mus noe how to make me laugh lor~~,i prefer cheerful bf..
2.communication btwin each other s very impostant,so he mus b honest to me,n my good good fren..
3.noe how to sayang me wen i nid him the most..(wat's tat??)
4.must hav firm shoulder to let me lean on..
5.i prefer men wif dimples la..look cute?(is tat requirement??no la..).
6.vb player ba..(can play wif me wen my hands itchy mah..),erm,sportsman lo..
7.mus b very understandin lor~~,cos m not understandin enuf lo..
8.wah,finally las liao..outgoin ppl,i don like ppl who owas cope himself at home..mus noe how to PLAY..gahhahah..
kk tat s all..findin one..aft my spm la..hahhah..kk chaoz..