wah..my beloved blog..

hehe..long time nv blog ade..thanks to e maple story game..farni hor,..e trials nv stop me bloggin,but e online game did..hmm..tat mins tat i was more addicted to e game la..~~..acc tat game s quite childish..jes tat alot ppl playin..so all e frens can play together..n wen i was a beginner,dey al help me alot..n tat makes me more shu2 wif em..hahaha..
well,dis few days i was fine..my exam jes pass---..n tat make me lagi no mood to study..although SPM s DAMN near man..thx to maple game again~~..n,my maid s goin bac home,so i gona learn cookin b4 my mum ask me to b her guinea pig..(cant blif tat she din cook fer 10 years man..!!)..e skul s ok..super duper good -- al e teachers not teachin..like s if we hv graduate wif super flyin colours..
well,i was chattin wif kim jes now..hmm..she s convent gal fer ur info..i was known as "anti-convent" las time..cos i think i reli haav bias to em..but,honestly speakin,not all convent gals are irritated..noe some of em are very good n frenly...
kk gtg..MAPLE MAPLE lor~~..take care chaoz/

yozz..yea yea,,.so free to change e skin AGAIN!!..haha..enjoyin doin tat..hope can change eery week gua..haha
s usuall..e fz s .....although i got e tips,but i din reli take a lok,so...e paper 2 part2,u noe wat>?i done 2 question./which we r oni suppose to do one ONLY..but..i reli don think my ans can get marks,so at e very las min i go do another one..hope my fz won fail la..
i m suppose to b in tuition class now..don ask me y m stil here..reli don hav moods to go la..som more e kimia class al cancel,no one pei me stay bac,ah mi wen kingsurf,ben din go..so i rather go tomolo's one..o mayb i ll jes skip e clas la..sighs..
k tired ade..wana slep,baru study my sej,,kaka..k chaoz..

damn tired..

wen fer church meetin dis aftnon,so i din hav enuf time to prepare my fz..die ade.sobsob,.but i nv regret..i think i stil hav time tomolo..

long time nv play vb,jes view a player's bloggie.tat makes me think of the time i play vb wif em..mis playin vb wif yening,jiayie,cheaushuang,mei qiang..o ya hor..long time nv c him liao,dono how s he nw?cud b very bz over e competiton ba..think shud go find him aft my exam..but hav to play vb first la..

damn tired..din hav mood to study fz le..keelektromagnetan left a bit onli..elektronit i don understand at all..gelombang s boring..the pengenalan to fz lagi worse..do i hav enuf time to fin tomolo mornin/?cos i think if i carry on,i ll jes read through onli..nv masuk brain le..

e mm s ez..thank god..finally got subjext tat i might get A..e rest..go die la.sigh..

tired lo..yea,go check out wif my msn space..dono wat e hell s tat..but i ade contented wif my blogspot..so tat one s extra one la..din wrote anything..let it be la..

k chaozz

rainin outside..

yoz..yea,it s rainin out side..ppl said rainin mus b heaven's cryin..wel,som times i blif tat

wingee's bday today..well,we CELEBRATED her bday in HUTAN BANDAR>>acc we al noe tat every1 s bz over e exam,n som of em cant go lunch together..so we were sayin tat let's do it aft e exam..so l b more ppl can com,n not so stressed of cos..n we take lunch in hutan bandar,sit seperately,n it s jus seems like a lunch but not a celebration..wel,we cant do anything bout it..s we all are agree that we ll go out aft exam fer her bday..but../.....

so HAPPY BDAY TO U! wingee!! soli tat we cant celebrate on ur bday,but i think e mos important thing s tat al our frens r here to wish u happy burfday..

las but not least..the bi s sucks..i nv hav e mood to write a gd esei..guess which esei i wrote?? is it good to b rich>? of cos i agree!!money won drive a man to greed,but ur mind ll..tat s wat i blif..hahha..anyway,i hope adila s kind enuf to gimme A..

kk take care..n thx fer viewin,dennis!!mis u lots!!haha..take care..chaoz..!!

life s priceless..

wel,im gona do fas,so i can go hav my lunch..

yea,s usual,every day's exam sucks!!.so no nid to hurai on tat any more..i dono how to do hundred of ques,half slept wen i was doin essei,wake up-write,den slep bac..don doubt me,it s true..

receiv a msg from fren,tellin me her 2 frens met accident,died..so dey ll nv com to skul anymore..tat s sad..read ada's blog jes now,another of her fren was sick,i dono how sick,but it s serious..so she was told tat fren of her s not doin well..so pray fer her.....

we r growin,o we can say we r getttin nearer to death,if u r lucky,u can jes leave e world wen u r old..if u unlucky,sickness,accidentss...so who s e one can noe ur future??who can control??i hope if e nex moment i die,i hope my passed life s ful of gd memory,n i tel my self,"u ve done well.."

so cheer up man..life stil goes one..hope my 2 frens rest in peace.

another sunday..

wel,m not sayin tat i hate sunday..but sunday cud b my most meaninful day in a week,seein e kids,takin care of e church kids,n worship in e church..i nv tot it ll waste me times..

but this sunday,made me do som thinkin..m i doin this (church-ing) in a very "routine" way?o m i reli goin jes to learn more n get closer wif god?hmmm..well..i reli hav to get dis rite,otherwise i ll be wastin my time doin som thing i don reli noe..

yea,s usual,i ve been very bz in church..nothin much happen acc..jes fel glad tat vanessa s tryin hard to get into the big family..well,mayb we dono her very well,but since las times had lunch wif her,i found tat we have som similiarities..so hav a nice chat wif her..

tomolo havin bm..not yet TOUCHED..but..ll do it alter..rite aft i fin dis blog..n i wana thx e person view n tag me here..but i dono who r u..so if u don mind,cantel me who u r? haha..

k,bm time now..chaoz..

yozz

jes droppin by..hmm..dono wat to say,..cos i was jes DROPPIN BY././n din even think wat to say oso..seems like i ll b e onli person on this earth readin this bloggie..exp ada la..i noe som times she ll read..wen she can open mine la..haha..but who cares..i wrote myself so it s wrote to my self..haha..

ll hav tuition later..stil hav 1.5hour to stay at here..but i was freakin lazy to go take bus..how i wish i hav drivin license n a CAR..hjmmm..dream on la..but i think i reli shud stop dreamin la..

yapp[,dono s it im too sensitive o wat..hmm,recently got ppl ask me:y m i stil single.? s in i ve been very playful,but y don i find a bf??noe who ask?? u ll nv noe..but tat made me do som thinkin n get few conclusions..1st:NO ONE wants me in the 1st place..2nd:fer time being,i don nid a relationship..(s in i need LOVE but not a relationship)..3rd:m tired of that..4th:well,no reason..jes like y r u not in rich house o a milionare..it s whether ur fate or u jes hav to wait fer the oppotunity to fight for it..tat's it..i prefer the last one..haha

sigh..dis shud b e last year we spend time together so y r we fightin over som tiny matter??if u noe dis,den u noe wat m tokin bout..m jes waitin "god's will" to let me decide whether to "help" o "interfere" this matter..jes hope tat everything ll be fine..haha..

k take care..chaoz.

i was SO CARELESS!!

yea,las exam day in this week..but fel so happi//e bziest week s over..nex imp subject is fz..
I WAS SO DAMN CARELESS MAN>>!! any one who took e exam ll noe bout tat..n there s a BIG difference btwin "RANGKA SATU EKSPERIMEN" and "RANGKA SATU EKSPERIMEN LAIN"!!!!!!!/(don laugh at me o,e ppl who do the jelaga thing ll get it wrong oso o..i think la..hehe)//wel,que is lik tat..we hav to rangka an experiment yang LAIN to bezakan sifat kimia among alkana n alkena..well..n i tot it was based on the experiment given..n i REWROTE it..i sweared to god tat i RE-READ it quite lots of times,but i dinc the word "LAGI"..so...e whole experiment i got it wrong..n..som more i din read e BACAAN of the termometer,i got it wrong at that part,the calculation part,the haba peneutralan part,n the que whic related to the haba AGAIN..opps,lagi one more..the penjadualn data part..so mayb i wll onli get 10 marks or less fer this paper..

so damn down today..i ve done so badly in the previous paper..n yet..well shi hui said i shud b grateful tat i din do wel in paper 1 n 2,otherwise i ll cry..it s like e paper 3 pull the marks..so it ll make u fel lagi worst../she s damn rite..

n wg's story s diff..she said compare to her las unlucky experience,i was so lucky..at least i got som marks there..she said las time she dono how to do e que,10 que..but she tot she can get it rite,mayb one o two..mayb tat may earn her som marks..but MIRACLELY,she got it allll wrong..if u noe how to calculate the possibility to get it all wrong in 10 que..take out calculator,press "0.75 power 10"..so e ans was 0.056313514..tat mins among 100 time u do the 10 que,u one able to get it ALL wrong fer 5 times..n tat s farni..fel tat im luckier than her..but thanx man!!i reli fel beta..hahah

tat s al i wana say.,.bac from tui n i realise tat i noe nothin bout optic!!n mayb the "tekanan" bab..well..gona catch up myself...

i promise to my self..NEVA EVA MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE AGAIN!!

chaoz..

wat the...~~..kimia..s.u.c.k.s.

well,m not here to criticise the jabatan pendidikan here..it s not s hard s las time..but i stil dono how to do!! i admit i din "cover" all the babs,tat s y i say it s hard..quite detailed..som more i was freakin scared tat i cant fin in time..so i was lyk tremblin wen i was doin tat..

"Apakan bahan komposit?".."berikan bahan ujin dan keadaan yang diperlukan untuk menghasilkan etil butanoat daripada asid karboksilik?".."berikan 3 han pengawet asli dan huraikan"..well dis s jes AMONG the que i dono how to ans..wat the~~~///..
no one perfect..n i believe tat it s suitable fer me to take my SPM result fer the intake thingy..

SOB SOB SOB..

tomolo havin add math..well d day aft tat is sej..which i haven even touch yet..n it s paper 2..i dono how m i goin to do it man..n how m i goin to fin readin it in A DAY??!! tat s quite imposible..sorry,mr maryjane..i fail u..

dono wat to say..buyt recently al my blog s bout e exam..can write som thing new?? i don hav here..no gd thing happen to me..n exam reli made me fel depressed..

ada foo..i change my skin..i think u haven view my blog..tat s y u dono i ve change ade..thanks to vampire prince..tag me la..if u r free..reply me onli wen u free..hehe..i noe u la bz gal..al the best to u!!

kk take care..chaoz...

jes droppin by..

sigh..jes droppin by..books r bside e com..n e books r bside e com..so tempted me to post here..sigh..kimia a kimia..y so hard..stil hav lots n lots to memorise..

antidepresen-1.barbiturat,2.transkuilizer..alkena+penghidrogenan=alkana,alkohol+asid karbosilik=ester(asid karboksilat)...dalam larutan NaOH,mendakan putih yang terlarut dalam larutan jika berlebihan is Al,Zn,Pb, but in NH3,hanya zink yang terlarut dalam larutan berlebihan..

M I CRAZY??!! type al dis in my blog..k well.hav to go eat som thin den onli i continue..slep so much..(i tot i said i won slep today..but i did this afternon..)..so no nid to slepla..man man read my kimia..wana get an A fer my chemistry..wah..ada foo got 83 le..hehe..i wana get A oso..to prove tat im workin hard here oso..but it s ezier to say here.. get an A in kimia?? DREAM ON!!
k chaoz...STUDY!

yes!finally can c my blog!! al credits to "vampire prince" who did dis to me..thanks!! ^_^!!i like this skin so much tat s y i insisted to use dis..hehe..nice le..penguin..
hav my bio paper 1 & 3, sial man..so hard..it sucks la..n i nearly cant finish le..wabiang..n "thanks" to al the tips la..nv com out..made me go study so hard..so y is it cal tips? which ll nv accurate one?? do spread rumuors to scared me out la.>!!
n today i nearly say bad words n spoilt my mood to exam..my stupid fon lo..set e alarm but nv rang..wake up at 6.07am,n my bus uncle came at 6.10am..wat the~~..but thank god he s the nicest person on e earth..wait me at e gate fer 10 mins n gimme a smile wen i came out..thanks le!!!
so i ll hav my kimia tomolo..wat e..since i slep 11 hours yest//i think i ll b panda today..NO SLEEPIN..(like s if i can..)hahah..so reli wana bia fer dis subject..my fav among e 3 science subjects..n i reli like faridah..(my kimia teacher..)
so gd luck to al e studdents who havin exam now..al the best..
kk chaoz..take care..bye//

yea yea..new skin,.new me..

noe wat?i ll be havin my bio exam on mon..
n yet, i hav so much time to do my skin at dis critical time..
who cares?! who all knew tat rathi won giv us mark so ezly,
so even how well prepared i m,oso useless one...
so..i continue lo..
hehehe..ya, finally i can on9!! tat s a very gd news to me..as in i won be tat bored at home la..
n so tat i can chat wid ada when we bof on9!!yeah MAN!!
stil dono wer to go aft spm..it has to depend on my result first..2 more months le!!
i wish i can get in taylors,wif scholarship,cos im not tat rich la..
if can la..i noe it s quite impossible la..i wan get in mlc..in aust..m i dreamin>?/
(hey,ur trial s tomolo!!)
ooopppsss..k la,be pratical abit..i reli hav to get myself bac n force my self to study la..
so chiaoz la..tk

wah..super long time nv blog..

c,my dad las time don wan to let me online,now can online liao finally..n my bloggie shud said "welcome backkk!!", i reli hardly online n take care my cutie blog..sad sad..c las time i blog s june..wow..
so bad la..can die now..1st day exam - bc..it sucks man..m i made my choice right ta continue takin bc?? i love it..las time la..but now..thanks to the teacher man,i reli wat e X he tok bout..n i reli hav no feelin to e exam le..s u can c,i hav lots time to blog here..
welcom bac my bloggie..heheh..think i ll owas blog liao..esp aft spm lo..
n i swear to myself,change my blog skin..so sick of black..made me fel lagi worse..like s if my life is in darkness...but it s not!!...y did i chose that i oso dono..but i ll change la..mayb tonite.cant do it now cos my stomach s beggin me to eat some thng..dono y so hungry..hahh..mayb las time i chose this s bcos i wasnt tat happy la..now i rather put some bright color..com on,we shud c some bright things,can make u fel beta..
to al form 5 student,reli hope u al done well in spm, n trials la..though it s reli hard..hahah..k gtg..chaoz...
ps://lijie s goin bac to UK,ll mis him very much..heheh..

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hav read hiyawu's book again..cong kai shi dao xian zai..i hav to say it s a very good book.. cos everytime i read it,it makes me feel so sad..e stories al so sad one..sobsob..read a story bout a taiwanese gal,who owas "blog" like we are s well..but she s waiting fer somthing, som thing tat she dono s well.until she met a "manchester sun rise" in her bbs,dey finally get in touched..sigh,it s a long story,but in e end, i found tat i m waitin fer somthing too..mayb i hv blog fer so many times,but none of em reli "blog" out my minds,tat can tels out my thoughts..it s true..i think i nv did a blog like tat..nobody noes wat im waiting..mayb a chance,mayb a person..i oso dono..waiting some one to tel me..feel depress yest..all of sudden, i fel i was nothing..don ask me y..i think everyone ll think like tat..den i sms wingee..tellin her im not feelin good..she s gd fren,but i jes cant help myself feelin like tat..LOST in everything i do,lost in everything..tat made me decided to go watch e junior's vb com..kind of trying to escape..to avoid the reality..i myself oso dono wat im doin..jes avoiding everyone..everything..mayb u ll think tat i looked happy every time,smile & laugh..seems like im enjoying every moment in my life..i do hav my own problems..al i need to do s lay al e probs before GOD..He gave me peace..
sounds so depressed rite?? i dono who s reading this blog..but wish me luck,..wish me happy,pls...hope i ll noe wat im waiting..
saw him today,hurt my heart everytime i see him..i noe we both are over..but i reli wana noe,is he try to hurt me?tat s his purpose? well he did tat..congratulations..!!....................
k gtg..bye,..

sick sick..

have fal sick this week..fel terrible n everything looks so unattractive to me..hav fever on tue,wed,thu...til 39 C!!u noe,i hardly hav fever..not tat high la..but after rest at home, now fel beta la..later stil got tuition..siens..yest wen fer vb,trainin e juniors..dey goin com next week,wish em luck..mis my trainin days oso.,but i think it wud b las year i hav trainin..unless nex year i masuk form 6 n dey postpone mssd u18 lo..hahhaha..quite imp lo..fer e postpone thing..but mayb onli lo..
dadafoo!i din noe u wan my add URGENTLY, i din read ur blog recently..din online mah..til u call..ada!!how can u do this to me!!wat did u ask him?u noe who im sayin..tel u bout e details wen i c u..he might erm..sigh..forget it..k.gtg..bye

holiday s ending sooooonnn...

yea holiday s endin soon..gonna mis this hol...cos after this hol,mus get myself bac to the books..study fer spm..

7/6(tue)

wen to watch madagascar,gess i go wif who?? my younger bro!! hehe.cos i think many ppl has watch e show,so drag my bro go wif me..heheh..so funny..esp sittin nex to my bro..he kep laughin, made me laugh oso..hheheh..e show was so cartoon..though i think it s not s good s i expected..but ok la..hehe..

8/6 (wed)

wen tuition in e mornin..add math..trigo s real hard..but i think it s fun too..heard that it s a real hard topic in form5 sylabus,so hav to pay attention..aft tat wen skul play vb wif u15 boys..i think dey cud get a medal bac la..but jes tat i don like them owas being so hottempered..play wif sherli dey al,but aft meiqiang came n den we cant play anymore..wen hutan kacau st john campin,saw sebas,yap dey all..so mny mosquitoes..wabiang..go der fed em onli..hehe..wen limteh..in secret recipe til very late..sigh..

9/6(thu)

wen tuition..fz..3 hours sial..so tired seh.. after\ tat wen to cs,ben ask out to watch mr n mrs smith..din reli wana watch in e end,dono y..but den stil agreed to watch..no seat sial..onli left the front rows.don wan!!later i sprained my neck..heheh..wen wok around..window shoppin..ed bot a pants,not bad..but 50..okla..wen OP,saw pretty pants..real pretty..but don hav my size..amdui a me..

10/6(fri)

wen to church in e mornin..dey nv expected my comin..hehe..hav tok wif pst boon..but stil no enuf time to tok la..cos my dad was waitin fer me downstairs..den in e after noon wen to cut hair..tat person so weird,ask him to cut it short but then he insist me keep long..it MY HAIR k?den in e end..he din cut much..n i don c my hair any diff..but i hav to pay 15 sommor!! .........

k gtg..time fin..update nex time seh..k bye

hey ya..

ya rite..im in kingsurf again..later goin to play vb..so stil hav time..mus update abit..heheh..these few days was at home.do nothing,but onli sleepin..wat a pig life!!so sien man..i reli wanted to study a bit fer my bio..but..wen i open e book, "hey,stil hav lots of time to study after e hol,so y r u rushing??"..yayay,.,tat s made me close e book again..now my mind s blank..dono wat to type..ada!!i wan2 write u email soon..acc it s nothing..(like wat u said,..som thing happen,n it s nothing one..same wif u again man..we r twins!!)..hahha..
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hol sux!!

now holiday sial..very sien..nothin to do..but i stil wen out everyday..til i reli scared..hav planned to study my bio..(i got 27 in my paper 3 le..which i tot i can get higher..sob sob...)..but den til now i din even open my book,pencilbox...don worry,i owas tel myself to study..but..who noe??!! who cares??!! hahaha..(m i too playful??i think so..)..

wen to skul play vb,al fang fei ji la..made me go alone..im e onli form 5 gals..cos peixin sick mah..pooor thing..her b day le..happy bday to her.,happy bday to her..!~~..e trainin s ok..to e player s ok la..but i go time waste time onli la..donno wat im doin...aft tat wen leisure mall..play bowlin..hahhahha..din noe i can play tat well..over hundred le..hahhah..i think e las time i play is las year..hehe..nex time sure wana go wif sis..hahha

den tue wen watch e house of wax wif frens..wahbiang..acc dis was e second time i watch this movie..but stil very scary..made me screamed..so sia swei..so disgustin!!ish..den tat day i din hav appetite to eat dinner sial..eEeEEEEEE!!!..i stil can remember how e stupid guy cut e gal's finger...ish....so disgustin...nex time i wana watch e madagasdar..(dono e spellin la..)hhaha..dey said very fei..sure wana go watch la...hahhaa

y m i on9 so early?? cos later m goin to tui..but stil so early..so com play a bit lo..hehe..heheh..later goin neway wif shihui..2 of us..sure can sing til shiok..to frens who i din invited..soli la..me n shi hui jes wana sing..2 of us onli..hehhe..soli lo..

i think i gtg..dey said e tui ll full of ppl today..wabiang..hol stil hav tuition..3 hours som more..siens..k la..gtg..buhbye..

exams R OVER!!

hahahah..finally it s over..but after e exam,after one month of study,sudden felt lost..cos i reli donno wat to do after e exam..hhahha..i change my hobby..now my hobby s sleepin n shoppin..sleepin is to cure my pimple,cos b4 exam i slep 4 hours a day onli!! n tat caused my pimples pops out..n shoppin is bcos i found tat i don hav pretty clothes..wel,i noe m not pretty..but it s not harmful to do window shoppin mah..hahhaha

holiday is comin..well..at this moment..many ppl are in skul..camping..but me??my mum said i m not allowed to go anywer,anycamp..siens...even e kuantan church camp n e city harvest youth conference i cant go..siens!!! ppl askin me.wen did i bcom so obedient??i dono,but i reli cant go..thanks alot to mum..but i ve plan fer my hol..play vb ( if i can go,cos meiqiang don wan to train me anymore,he said m not in ssi anymore,wats e point of trainin me?? FINE!!! i ll go la,i think..if i m reli dat thick face la..hahah..), i asked a teik to teach me tennis..hahha..wana learn tennis sial..go swimming(slim down mah..)..n jogging..hhahhahah..wah,al i noe is day dreaming.i don think i ll go joggin la..hahhahah...i oso hope tat i ll study a bit in hol la..atleast a bit la..hahaha...

exam fin yest..but din go anywer after tat..played vb.but a bit sien la..donno y..don ask me..den wen to lavender eat sial.long time nv go liao..tot ll c jer's father..but i think he s not der..i was supposed to go bc skul,ve promised ed ll go bac together..but din c him..so i wait lo..wen i cal den onli i noe he wen bac..siens..hahahha..go home stret lie on my bed..so tired..so wen ada cal,i was jes woke up acc..but after tokin to ada,rayau rayau bit den wen to slep again..pig huh?>

receiv forwarded msg..describ me in a word..i rceive my ans..til now e mos un4getable ans s from shihui.."38"..2 digit ion hol msg..she s tat sure tat im 38??hahaha..den s from ed..suagu..FINE!!..hahahha..dis s funny..reli received lots of comments from frens..hahaha..

k gtg ..times up..c ya next week bye...

hey..im bac..

hahahahh...hav mov into my new house..no phone line so onli update my blog now..another reason s i forget e pssword...hahaha..
lots of thing sto type aacc..dono wer to start..1st,wan to thanks al my fren who wish me vbday in april..although now is may liao..hahha..soli ya..miss ada lots..hahah..
2nd,choir won cham..im supper happy though m not in it..every time say wan2 go watch their live performance..but no chance..c them alot in practise..dey reli improve..i ve say this though im not a pro in choir o music..but dey reli imp..
3rd..to ada..im soli,long time din blog n email..so sorry..but u ll write to u soon./..
4th..exam jes over..m not in kingsurf..cos no fon line at home..so can onli write lil things onli..but m happy enuf..later go redbox with frens..hahha..so shiok..cos exam s over,not acc..i left bk n add math..but study on mon n tue..kev,who say i won study in hol??hahhahah...e exam was super hard..though e tips bocor dao siao..acc i was tempted to go c e tips..but beta not..b true to my self..cos i don hav pressure frm parents..no nid to get tips n so can do super good in exams one..but i did received lots n lots of tips..tempted..got study al..n focus on tips s wel..so...wel..e result was not mine lo..hahhah..but e exam s super hard n long..haih..don tok bout it..
5th,to ada n ed..hehhe..jes now i go view ur blog..jes wanna tel ya tat i got read lee....hahhahahh..tel u this got if got frens view my blog i ll very happi one..hhha...










shiok..exam s over!!..SOON..hol comin..but cant go camp,cant go any wer..cant go sg..sien...hhahhahaha..super high..donno y..





hehheheh..gtg la...later go pel n omega..hahha..take care..buh bye...