..havin fun..

thx to blogger newer version,
dey reli improve alot..
las time wen i post photo hav to wait for A YEAR one,
sommo everytime i upload photo ll be disconnected..
can don so ZAP!
now i can upload as many s i can! yay yay!!

kk,i ve lots TONS of things to upload here.
hahah,like the lights so much until i wen to portugese settlement for d 2nd time!
lolz.. i jus like the atmosphere der!
took lots pics wif kiat's camera!
[me n shinmei.. she's cute rite?]
[me n weekiat]

[me n hai with the BIGGIE XMAS TREE]

[me n shinmei .. real nice decorated xmas tree!]

[ken n his gf shinmei wif mr santa claus - he s d GRANDPA!!lolz]

CAROLING!

i like it,although my church owas nv do tat one,

cos got other performance mah..

but MMU CF got do CAROLING!

u noe,wen they are singing "Joy to the world, the Lord is come.."

wow, nice..

[mmu cf caroling at ixora entrance! ben n kelvin n aaron was der..!!]

[me n ben ben,cant blif he can sing oso.. lolz..]



so happy ed,jer,saywei,evelyn, siaohuan,weisern, n jas they all come to melaka visit us!!
but cos of the flood, we cant bring em go portugese settlement,
hahha.. but still we got talk alot, laugh like nobody cares,
n siao till XIAO! lolz..
so happy we are bac together now..
i reli miss secondary school time,
laughters non stop..
ed came witf suprise,
he made himself bcom a ER RUAN SHI.. (erm,goose stone(!!??)
but nice haircut lah.. i like it..

[e ruan shi.. with e ruan face..]

[ me n one-year-nv-see weisern aka bro, he s slimmer now rite? ]

[me n 6-years-goodfren- mimi.. ]

n that nite,we go n support wingee singing in witchery ider,

till 1am, we still dono wer to go, and we reli don wan to waste our time sleping,

so we go MITC mamak stall limteh..

do lots of stupid stuff der..

cos we laugh so loud, till uncles n abangs n fellas all looking at us,

they jus cant understand y we can laugh so loud..lolz..

actually dey were playing games, da she tou..

n gaolao reli kena frm tat..

lolz..

the next day they all reli hav to go bac liao..

n luckily i manage to see em at central, [thx to hai again.. i belanja u makan k?]

[niu,ed,evelyn,ee,saywei, n me at central.]

[acting cute niu, b4 they get on the bus.] [wingee saywei n me..wer m i looking dat time huh?

[wingee evelyn n ee..]
[can don wan?lolz]

[AGAIN,niu niu acting cute.. saywei asked for it one..lolz..]


get to spend my xmas in church,

this year dey hav dancing,singing,drama n exchange xmas gifts..

so long time nv c em ade.. mis em so muchie!!

[kids dancing..too blur.. opps.]

[me n good friend elaine.]

jeremy misses us too much,

n stay here wif us til TODAY! yayay..

so long time nv c him, so hav lots of things to talk with..

hard to find such good friend..

[lolz,he s giving me a flower! a FLOWER!.. yea wg,ur daddy n mummy is patchin up again..lolz]

[here no toilet meh? y mimi pissing at ixora swimming pool??!!lolz]

thx to niu n mi, they pei me finish my calculus assignment,

although they are not helping me DOING it,

cos we were in ixora study area, den i was doing assignment,

they were playin dota with laptops..

n of cos, wen ppl get tired dey ll do farni things one..

like ahmi n ken.. taking mtv.. -_-"

bubbles n blanket = mtv?

well. dis is their equation..

..happy weekend..

it's been a week since i last update my blog..
actually i got write one,
but due to connection it cannot be uploaded..
so bo bian loh~

frens coming all d way frm jb..
ed,jer,eve,jas yeo,siaohuan,weisern,saywei,jeff..
miss all of em..
although we jus spend a day together,
but we al havin lots of fun!!
i was damn happy on d day,
cos i noe dey al are coming..

took lots of pics
ll be uploaded soon..


*jus finish my physics test, not feelin very happy wif tat..* sobx

..PICS...

i HAVE to post this..
this is funny..
i neva see any gal being so daring to NIU NIU!!
hahah~
well, i think niu sure scared of her very much..
n she s none other than MABEL..
lolz..

[x]

[tat day wingee brought niu niu "tang yuan"..n mabel insist to follow wingee..see his expression then u ll noe how he feels..lolz]

[x]

[hahah.. mabel so funny..]

[x]

[what lies beneath..lolz..]




that day huahrong msged me
telling me that she saw a VW NEW BEETLE..
hahha.. u noe i m so CRAZY over NEW BEETLE!!
she said it s parked outside ixora..
SILVER colour.. [though i prefer yellow]
u noe i jus cant help being so excited.. lolz



[i LOVE it SOOO MUCH u noe.. muakx!]



it was fri tat i missed english class..
class is actually at 8am..
but i woke up at 8.30am,
cos nissa sent me msg asking me if m goin to class..
lolz.. den aft tat i slep bac..
thinking to attend 10am clas onli..
ppl la noe me so slow.. 10.15am onli reach class..
cos tat time is tutorial clas, we al hav to do quiz..
den who ever finish quiz den can chaoz..
so 1025am class dismissed..
i wen to skul for like 10 MINS onli..
lolz.. aft tat they al very semangat wana play dota..
so hai, aaron n me wen to benjamin's place..
[i din go for dota of cos..]
u noe ben LOVES pets..
PETSSSS...
n those pets arent normal pets like puppy rabbits or cats..
it s like.. eewww...

[ i dono what it called.. it just a ... erm.. lizard..]

[ this is spider.. i dono d scientific name lah..but it stil very disgusting rite?]

he got LOTS of other pets lah..

but i don reli feel like taking d pics anymore.. eeww..

he s crazy rite? i dono..

went to huiqing's place..

cos she had a barbecue at her place..

well.. al of our cg ppl go.. n special guest huahrong n eyvonne..

[eejie,lisa,carmen.. al of em bday fall on december..]

[she looks like my sis rite? d eyes n hair.. anyway,her name is sandra..lolz,kexing,c got ppl replace u ade..]

[this gal pulak looks like eejie.. abit lah..peiwen always mix up both of em..her name is miyaa..n she s not eejie..lolz.]

[huahrong n me..she s special guest that nite..lolz..]

..new skin(??!)..

change my skin again..
y do i like to change skin more than posting?
i dono..

but i wasnt reli happy wif my penguin skin,
n this one is simple enuf..
so i choose this..

trust me..i'll change it soon...

i hardly get myself so FREE...
luckily today i got onli 3 hours class,
n no jaga-booth shift, no nid to met teacher,
no nid to do anything..
n so i m so semangat to study!

yep.. u din hear it wrong..
i want to STUDY!
view back to my uni life..n RESULTS..
indeed i din arrange time properly,
get myself too occupied..
and i reali wana study well..
reli wana do well in my exam..
i don wan to fail myself again..
YEP.. i fail my english listening test..
if u ask me Y the hell did i fail my ENGLISH LISTENING TEST?
den i ll tel ya,
erm mayb bcos dat day i was sittin near my handsome prince..
LAME..
i dono either.. my mdm oso dono n ask me d same thing..

but also good la..
i mean getting F for my listening test..
so dat i ll FORCE myself to study,to do well in exam..
too slack..
cos if i don do well in my final exam,
im going to fail myself n stay in melaka for another trimester,
then d time i go cyberjaya for my degree course,
ill be like one trimester late..
T_T..

anyway, holidays coming.,
well actually it s holiday to other college/school students,
onli mmu students still hav to work hard for d final exam..
frens wen bac to hometown..
joel called me yest.. quite suprise..
seems like every1 bac in jb ade..
cos sherli oso call me out for vb..
kokyaow dey all coming to melaka soon..
soon = as in SOON n i dono when..
so excited..

promised ada to go kl find her..
but till now i still cant find the time to go kl..
hmm..well.. i ll go i promise..
hope she ll be free that time...

kla,i reli nid to study liao~
been sitting in front of com for like 1hour (!!)..
sighz.. study hard!!

..earli morning..

since me n viv late for class for the last few days,
[u noe,our class is actually at 10am,
then we onli wake up at 9.50am..
wat the h..
then d time we enter class is like
10.20am..
lolz..
den aft sitting in d lec room for 25min,
we will hv our 10min break time..
clever rite?]

so today i was so determine to wake up at 9.20am,
so i can enter clas at 10am sharp,
while viv has clas at 8am..
BUT,
she wake up at 8am sharp..
so she DETERMINE to slep bac..
lolz..

then she wake me up..
den i no nid to fix d alarm ade..

kie,now it s 9.56am ade..
m goin to late for d clas again..
chaoz

..xmas coming!..

yay yay,xmas coming..

as a christian, I AM SO excited..

i still rmb the time my church

doing all those dramas,gospel songs,

carolling (my church didnt do dis, edna's did)..

u know wat?

melaka government ROCKX!

they actually give money to the residents livin in

PORTUGESE SETTLEMENT,

to decorate their house for the xmas..

den during the xmas period,

they ll hav like open house to let every1

to view the decorations..

wow.. damn nice i tell u..

i went there las saturday night..

with weekiat n hai,

it was damn pretty the lights..

d time i went was like 11++pm,

so they have closed the door ade..

too bad.. but we still can see all the lights from outside..

[BIG santa claus..]

[nice rite? d house?]

[hai (half face), me n weekiat]

[nice xmas tree..!]

[santa claus standing on my shoulder!]

[cute santa claus..with long legs.]

[REAL BIG xmas tree.]

then after that we went to the seashore..
[very near to portugese settlement one..]
den sit there watch the sea n stars..
u noe,i cant differentiate btwin real stars n
AEROPLANES..
lolz.. anyway.. both of em twinkling wad..

bac to reality life..
my test sux..
for every subject,i din get d result that i wish..
quite sad over that..
but also encourage me to work harder nex time..


din get to go bac jb dis few weeks..
my sis kep calling me asking me go back..
to accompany her since she got nothing to do at home..
i miss home..
n dong1zhi4 is coming..
i lagi miss home n tang1yuan2 dat my mum makes..
*yummy*..

..aft calculus exam..

yep, jus finish my calculus exam..
SHITE>...
damn hard..
we got 3 que, 1 que for each chap,
3 chapters - matrix, limit and derivative..
well.. matrix s hard..
limit is also hard..
no doubt derivative ll be damn hard..
so i screwed up my test again.. SHIT..

well.. n den i m so free now to let "it" out..
cos u noe.. aft exam sure abit siao..

n i decided to post d gaolao's video..
no matter wad.. i hav to post..hahah



sampat rite?

..still not sleping..

yea it's 12.44am,
normally at this time
i ll be lying on bed waiting myself to fall aslep.
but guess what am i doing now?

i m doing C A L C U L U S..

wow.. rajin nye..
neva tot that i'll be that rajin for calculus..
compare to my las physics paper..
i ade "killed" my physics test 1,
i don wan my calculus die too..
sommore i am ambitious..
to get another dean's list cert dis sem..
nah,cos i reli don feel confidence when doin calculus que..
i had that feeling..
so mayb do more exercise u ll feel more secure (??)..

aft being "dependent" for around 6 months,
away from family n frens,
i ve get to know more frens here..
diff ppl..
as in u ll see more diff people around u..
selfishness, self-centered, bossy, arrogant..
u can never judge the book by its cover one..
and u ll neve know what's in ppl's mind..
i can onli accept them as who they are,
cos u noe, no one is perfect..

something happen recently..
there's a fren of mine,
he s done something that s not good..
which u cannot blif he did that one..
it s like "wow,cannot be him..",
"there must be a misunderstanding"
u noe,i was thinking how to face dis fren,
shud i stil be fren with him pretending i dono anything bout it?
or shud i stay away frm him like any1 else?
who knows i ll be d nex victim?
u noe,u cud be d nex victim..

but.. i stil choose to pretend i dono anything..
mayb he got his own reason..
n he do not wan anyone else noe..
n he reli cant find anyway out..
i dono..
i'll stil call him "brother" when i see him..

i rmb some1 told me this,
[people judge u by what you have and what you've done,
but GOD knows who you really are]
you have no possesions but u are generous..
you are successful but u are greedy to ask for more..
when u are too attached to what's around us,
you ll find that all it contains will pass away.
sooner or later..

..boring..

so busy over exams,
church cell group,
volleyball events,
meetings,
limtehz..
actually exp when sleping,
i din spend much time at home..
and so i din get to online..
din get the time to blog as well..

i wanted to post the video
bout gao lao raising yaya up,
and vivian's funny face..
and lots more on viv's bday..
but i lazy la..
pics n videos are stil in my camera..

time passed so fast..
this trimester is going to finish soon..
and aft tat is 3 weeks holiday..
n i ade plan to go kl,sg, and langkawi (if possible)..
n den aft that is my 3rd trimester..
i tel u, 14 weeks can be real fast..
cos i noe aft 14 weeks in mmu melaka,
i ll be in mmucyber jaya for the next 4years..

when i think of this,
sad la.. cant bear to leave this place actually..
my housemate n esp my roommate,
they are already part of my life..
closest to them since i leave home..
we have alot of fun here..
n when i go cyberjaya to study,
i will be staying with ken n hai dey all..
they al so funny..
hope my next 4 years won be in misery..

xmas is coming.. yay yay..
too bad my parents going to genting..
n dey are goin to china nex week till 'dono-when'th..
mum ask me go bac jb one..
but.. erm.. don think i ll go bac..
n aft that i mean til end of this month,
i ll be in melaka..
until nex year aft exam (or aft the trip)
then onli i ll go bac jb..
do i miss jb home?
of cos i do.. sometimes i jus wish that i were there for d nex moment..

god is faithfull, and of cos he listens to our prayers..
i can "amen" that..
haha.. he realli gives what i pray..
thank u..

plan to go to kl one,
i mean around middle of this month la..
but hor.. aiyo.. so many things have to be done..
so might not able to go kl find ada dis year..
too bad din get to see her when she came to melaka las time..
lots of things to catch up with her..
i also promised my mum to go shopping with her one..
but..

anyway.. i reali enjoy my life here..
(''p)

..happy bday VIV~!..

happy bday to my baobrr viv!!
finally she s 18th now..
poor her fall sick d day b4 her bday..
kesian rite?
but nvm,cos got gao lao accompany her..

yea no doubt we ll celebrate wif her..
cos her bday owas fall on holiday..
kesien her..
now got all of us singing bday song at 12am..
nice leh~>..

anyway, m goin to post gaolao's video clip..
singing "u raise me up" while "raising "yaya" up..
[yaya--a doll he gave viv as bday present..]
hahha~ damn farni lah he..
me wg n viv kep laffing..
but aiyo.. nex time la.. i ll post it..

..hospital..

yepp,m sick again..

AGAIN!@@!

sighz.. dono y m i so weak recently..

fall sick nearly every month..

it happen 2 days ago la..

thrown out everything i eat..

even drink water oso cannot..

cos aft tat i ll vomit it out..

so kesian rite?

den d nex day i go to mmu clinic to check up,

den d doctor said it s my intestine prob,

like tied up together..

that s y everything tat goes into my stomach

will come out..

sighz~ den bo bian loh..

he gave me injection den ask me not to drink or eat anything..

to prevent it enters my lung if i vomit it out again..

den aft 6 hours i ll still feel like vomiting..

den i go to hospital.. dripping..

to rehydrate myself b4 i went dry..

lolz.. den my parents cam all d way frm jb

to c how m i doin in hospital..

n actually my beloved sis oso wana come one,

but she sendiri oso sick..

but i understand lah.. so touched..

n sommor got my bao brr vivian pei me..

frm 9pm++ till 12am..

neva leave me, accompany me, talking to me..

reli touched seh~..

thanks alot huh bao brr..

n to all frens who care for me..

thx alot.. reli touched when i received ur smses..

i HAVE to get well by tonight..

cause PHYSICS test later..

i don wan to fail leh..

but i ll do my best lah.. d rest leave to god lah..

hope i reli won fail my exam..

[kesian me rite? but dis remind me of kevin leh~haha..shudnt hav laff at him in d first place]

n hor, my housemate lim ee jie change hairstyle liao..

n we call it lion hair..

but nice leh.. nice hairstyle..

FRESH~...

[cute rite? she said it s for wei sern wor? haha..nice leh]

..weekends..

heard the testimonial from weishan,
bout how her life in penang uni..
n how she gave all her weekends to God..
although i know her onli 2 days,
but suprisingly we can get along very well,
share our experiences, and stories..

and i wana thank sebas here,
[yea,i know u might be reading dis]
although i cudnt keep contact u all d times,
feel abit far frm u ade,
but a lil bit by lil bit u influenced me,
bout how u being faithful to god,
ur encouragements when i was drifting away frm God,
i really appreciate u being my gd fren..
and i still rmb u signing in d 'covenant' page in 'Purpose Driven Life'..
(''p)

[Do only that which matters most--focus it]
i found that i always live in self centred world,
but i neva realli look out wat's around me outside,
focusing on own too much cudnt solve the problems..
i always complain
"why my family like dat?"
"why d relationship cant work out?"
"why is it happening to me but not others?"
"why m i doing this?'
and so, complainin cant solve the probs..
but now it doesnt matter anymore..
[Forgetting the past and looking forward to what lies ahead.]

G O O D N E W S!!
ada came back ade~!
yeay yay.. finally she came back..
ll go to kl to find her soon..
but heard that she's goin jb n MELAKA (??) (??!!)
n i din know it at all..
anyway,since she ll be stayin here til feb nex year..
hope to spare more time with her..
(''p)

..shiok man..

shiok man..

first of "shiok-man" story..

i went to physics tutorial class today,

my BELOVED (nah!) lecturer - MR RAMLEE,

ask us whether got any problem for d tut que,

Ramlee: "so do u have any que?guys?"

students: "que no.15"

Ramlee: "erm.."

Ramlee: "..."

Ramlee: "erm, can we solve this que?..

..no i dont think so,

SO LET'S CANCEL THE QUE"

shiok rite?-->cancel the que if cant solve..

NICE...

2nd ...

well,cause every wed we'll have fellowship wif d cell group members..

and this time they bring us to air panas in alor gajah..

wow.. it s natural air panas u noe..

damn hot..n damn shiok..

[me n peiwen,onli both of us go IN the pool..]

[kangjian-gor,jolene,lisa,huiqing-jie,n her fren..c,they all onli rendam legs ]

3rd of d "shiok" story..

in d last post, i ve mention bout yingtian's bday dinner rite?

and yea,i HAVE to post this..

we all having fun!! n d food is delicious..(thx to wg n mabel)

sommor got SOUP..yay yay..

[see, got taokey,curry chicken,mushroom,pumpkin,veg, and SOUP..*yummy*]

[eejie,wingee,jess, bdaygal yingtian,n mabel..]

[wingee drinking soup..(she asked me to post this pic, to make it looks delicious)]

[eejie,me,wingee,yingtian and mabel]

i found somethin interesting in skul..

there's an event called "robolution"

cos u noe wat?

i saw a robot in skul..

[cute rite? he waved to me leh~haha]

..tau key..

this post is requested by wingee..

cos tomolo ll be ying tian's 18th bday,

and she came to our place,

so that we can count down her bday later..

SO,wingee decided to cook tonight,

meals and SOUP..(*yummy*!)

TAU KEI..

dono why she bought so much,

n upon yingtian's request,

we have to take out the "heads" as well..

so they looked "white" & " clean"..

(???)..

[looks like lao2 shu2 fen3 right?]

[no doubt, that's wingee's hands..she said i have to post this, we did it specially for yingtian]

[wingee don wan to look at d camera.. she paiseh..nehhh]

..and still..

u know when u are rushing for project,
and u ll find that the time u have is neva enough,
but when u are so free,
got nothing to do,
u ll feel that one hour is like..one year..

i ve refer to many magz,
to forget someone,to get over something,
most efficient things to do..
G E T U R S E L F B U S Y,
then u ll occupy urself with other things..

that's what i do..
get myself busy,
hope that time may pass faster,
so that i ll be TOO busy to think bout
things that i don wan to think about..

but,
i ll still think of him..

yest was chatting wif mung,
he said he recently think of his ex,
"ooww,mayb bcos now is raining season" i said,
erm..
i dono how "raining season" can relate wif "thinking ur ex",
but i think it's related lah..
raining season, feeling blue..(??)

anyway,i'm having physics test next week,
till now i haven start studying..
(''0)

will i still get myself busy since it cant help me to numb myself?
erm..

i like this phrase,found it very meaningful,
yet not many people can do that,
and let their past to control their future..
pathetic right?

[We are products of our past,
but we dont have to be prisoners of it]
-Purpse Driven Life by Rick Warren

..touched..

when u are in a new environment,
surrounded by people that u dont know,
it's very hard to get to know them well,
trust them or even win their trust..

to me,friendship builds on trust..
and it takes time to get to know a person well..
so to me, i dont think the frens i met in melaka
know me well enough..

but today, a friend of mine,
told me she got a blog..
and told me onli her sis and her best friend
know that she got blog..
i was so touched u know,
it s like..wow..
so honoured she told she has one,
it s not that i can go read her blog dats y i touched,
it just that i never know that she trust me so much..

this friend of mine,
i get to know her when i came mmu,
she's cute farni optimistic,
blur sometimes,
but she's reali a good friend,
and i reali trust her alot,
at least i can share my probs with her,
and "siao" with her during class..

[yea u,u know who m sayin rite?
don blush huh~u know that it s u,
just wana say thank u.. (''p) ]

..for NOTHING..

yesterday slep at around 2am,
then today woke up at 7.30am,
just to go for my english class..
sekali when i reached there,
din c my lecturer,
den waiting for about 10 mins,
den onli i know she was sick,
absent, n
"WHY U ALL STILL WAITING FOR HER?"i asked my fren,
"orrh,cos she asked us to finish d hw first.." fren ans..

....

YEA RITE,den we have to finish our hw,quietly in the class,
den onli we can go back??
wow,we are so obedient..

i din do it lah.. OF COS>..
den i go out walk walk, den come back,
took my bag n chaoz, makan wif nissa n gracey..
BCOS, we ned to wait for another 1 hour to the next lesson..
den we WAITED FOR 1 HOUR.. chitchatting..

THEN,FINNNAALLLYY,
10am, physics class..
enter the class room, saw hazimin sitting der (my former fz lab lecturer),
nah, cos he got class til 10am, so wana c how're we doin there lah,
"Luckily he din come in to tell us my lecturer din come.."

after he left,
THEN, another lecturer came in,
"Guys, ur lecturer on leave today, so u all can go back now.."
WTH>~!
that means we all ve been waiting so long F O R N O T H I N G ..
wake up 7.30am in the morning jus to wait for the lecturer to tell us that they are on leave..
oooooo..

erm,goin to call mdm ng,
i got her class at 4pm,
to check whether she's sick anot,
or whether she's on leave..
i don wan to go d class then in d end,she on leave..

nyway,recently keep listen to dis song..
dont know i like it so much..

Artist: Lifehouse
Album: Stanley Climbfall
Title: Take Me Away

This time what I want is you
There is no one else
Who can take your place
This time you burn me with your eyes
You see past all the lies
You take it all away

I've seen it all
It was never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you

(chorus)
Take me away Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away

I try to make my way to you
But still I feel so lost
I don't know what else I can do

Cause I've seen it all
It was never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you

(Repeat chorus)

Don't give up on me yet
Don't forget who I am
I know I'm not there yet
But don't let me stay here alone

This time all i want is you
There is no one else
Who can take your place
I've seen enough
And it's never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you

Take me away
Take me away

..bac in melaka again..

yea finally back in melaka again..
din do anything in jb also..
finish watching "bu yi shen xiang"..
n watched sin chan wif my brother till 4am yest night..
no,i shud say till this morning..
den 2pm onli wake up..
aiseh,supposely hav to go meet edwin one,
but then sleep till so late,
nearly missed d bus also..

after 2 days doing nothing at home,
i felt so empty..
i ve done what i wanted to do,
and i understand, i really do,
but i just cant help being sad..

things gonna be fine, right?

wana blog alot of things one..
but when i open d dashboard,
i dono wat to write liao~

meetings n meetings,
i cud be very bz dis semester,
but till now i stil hav time to watch show..
li hai leh~

..careless..

so careless sial,
broke my cup just now..
my favourite cup.. i bought it for myself one..
white colour outside, simple, "kisses"
pink colour inside..

i shudnt have put it there,
didnt get to catch it when i know it s falling..

sad sial..
losing a thing that i really like..
sad sial..
when picking up the pieces on the floor..

.......

..sick AGAIN..

dont know since when i become so W E A K..
the last time i get sick is..
2 weeks ago? during term break..
now sick again..

BUT, it s not that serious la..
bit fever..flu,sore throat..
erm.. must be the weather..
or maybe cos it's raining everyday..
cant get to play volleyball, den get sick loH~..
hahha~

yea.. but nothing much oso lah~
jus hav to make sure u have tissue papper and d dustbin bside u all the time when u get sick..

feel guilty for wat i ve done..
cudnt imagine myself in his situation..
if u need to pray hard to ask God forgive u lied to some1,
then i think i have to kneel in front of God, praying and begging for forgiveness, at least 5 days..
NAH.. God sure ll forgive one..
but i still.. feel guilty.. for what i ve done..

[i shudnt have.. and i will never do it again..
and again,i said sorry to u, though u won read my blog..
but, i said sorry bcos i shudnt have do that to u, it s damn unfair to u,
sorry that i ve hurt u,i din mean it..
and i ll still say the same thing to u--give up and move on.. ]

[Do u know that u mean a lot to me.. a lot..
'take things easy', that's all i can tell myself..
but u know that i'll wait for u right?
yea,i will still..]

..class..

since i only left 2 trimester in mmu,

which is like around 21 weeks,

and so i decided to take more pictures of my classmates..

indeed i have quite many "siao" frens who can "siao" wif me in the class..

aiya.. like that onli fun mah~

i used to "get crazy" wif nissa and gracciiee during amlan's eng class..

but since he left us,

and d impact is so huge to us,

and we cannot take the blow anymore..

we "siao" during ailing's class and ng likneo's calculus class..

that's eng and calculus class..

and wen i say we ll "siao" in d class..

we re just being crazy and owas laugh over very very very little thing..

such as..

this s d photo i took on d first day in class.. too bored mah~ din hav any other intention..

[left-wernshin,slepin i guess, middle-tungyong,typing sms I SURE, right-yangyang,he concentrate in d class.. wow.. that means, onli 1/3 of d class ll concentrrate in d class..]

then,aft 2 days, i was so bored AGAIN.. and wana take photo during class..

and found tat these 3 guys still sit infront of us.. and tung yong wearing d same shirt..
then i laugh till i nearly fall off frm the chair..
and u ll ask me wat so funny..den i ll just say i dono.. but it's funny kie?

[nissa and niSHA during ramlee's physics class..and u see d indian guy in red shirt.. he's VIJAY..actually din mean to hav him in d photo.. but well.. introduce to u guys.. cos he s funny]

[amara and nissa.. d red shirt gal is sze mun-she said she was too shy..NEH... amara's new hair.. and nissa is.. erm erm.. erm.. yea..]

erm,actually i wana post a photo of melaka st francis school,
cos that day ah hai brought me der to c his skul band *nice*..
and i rmb i did take picture leh.. but file missing..
anyway.. his skul damn chunt.. teachers are nice & frenly..
and I MISS MY SEC SKUL oso..
not SSI,but d time we spend there..
5 years..
cant deny that time reli got wings huh.. can fly man~ wow..
nah .. L A M E

..happpyy bday ADA FOO!..

happy bday to u,
happy bday to u,
happy bday to ada,
happy bday to u~~~~...

yep.. today s ada foo 18th birthday..
we wont forget, sommore she reminded us like.. a week ago..
called her yest nite.. to her oz number..
but still.. dono to which country i ve called to..
weird rite..
den bo bian, sms her instead..
she called back.. n told me tat she's study for d exam tomorrow..
good gal huh?
anyway, wish her happy bday AGAIN here..

to make my blog a lil bit interesting, so that i can blog more often,
i took few photos, in d class, yep, DURING the class..
and so d places i ve been to recently, and worth to take a photo s memorial one..
but i think i ll post it nex time..
as d title of dis entry is -- HAPPY BDAY ADA FOO..

yea.. happy bday to her..
i think her bday s not forgotten by other ppl oso..
she s reli a good friend.. a "good" fren..
tat's y many ppl remember her..
and i reli appreciate d frenship..
(",)

..101.. wow~

didnt know i dedicate my 100th post to ms.wingee 'milkshake'..
actually i should like
"wow,happy posting the 100th entry!!"
but.. well.. u know..
now only i know dis is the 101st post..

NEVER MIND..

nothin to blog bout.. it's a random post again..
sooner or later,i 'll be the "super blogger"..
[yea, ada foo.. m challenging u..
NEH, u arent the "super blogger" anymore..
but except the foul language one lah.. ]

nothing to do.. nothing to study YET..
watching "prison break" to kill most of my free time..
n of cos S L E E P I N G..

sienzz

..life in ixora..

well, i HAVE to upload this..
though i record this video clip B4 term break..
but i still think it's funny..
no..
it's L A M E..
haha..
but first of all m not advertising any brand of milk here..

One day, i was busy using laptop [think i was studyin la.. goody me..]
den suddenly.. SUDDENLY..
wingee came in the room.. with a bottle of milk..
no "knock, knock"..AT ALL..
aiyo..watch the video clip den u ll noe lah~



yea.. aft this,den i was like..
"WAT THE>>>>..."

i think she goes crazy when exam s coming..
every1 oso like dat..

yea.. L A M E

..school reopen..

HOW WAS IT?
..
erm,well, havin class at 8am in the morning.. "_____"
was still in fear when walking to class,cos had nightmares yest nite..
{OMG,i dreamt that i died in accidents 3 times..
the feeling when u are waiting ur death damn kia loh..}

first lesson--ENGLISH..
well, my female lecturer is abit funny loh..
except for her trying to be funny, she's fine..
strict also.. set up rules -- cant be late over 15 mins --{OMG}
[but i think edwin sure lose all his marks if she s his lecturer..]
and she said she LIKES me..
[that means she sure ll call my name during lesson one.. like how robiatun did last sem..]

then after that... PHYSICS..
i should be grateful that i ve got KANG CHI KENG s my lecturer last time..
though he pronounce "position" as "poshishen"
and "zero" as "ji-lo",
BUT he s still my favourite..
COS.. we got RAMLEE this sem..
except for his handwriting is a lil bit "cakar ayam",
-english also not very good..
-doesnt make eye contact with students when teaching
-like din clear bout what he's teaching
-ll miss out some important points
...
i still prefer kang kang,kang chi keng..

and, CALCULUS we got NG LIK NEO [who's that]
female, looks boring {but actually okie}..
cause i always complaint for DAUD {my las sem pre cal lecturer} -->his "mono-tone",
so.. mdm ng s good.. yea.. good..

meeting all the classmates-->good..
amara cut her hair..so did khangjie.. nicee~
the rest still look like the same..
still as cooooolll as they ALWAYS are..
[some are not lah..]
and very shuang can play vb again~!

tml got class at 8am..
and i havent take my bath YET....
lecture notes not yet printed,
tests are coming soon..
tutorial to pass up...
sighz~

..NOT WORKIN TODAY.. YAY YAY!~

finally get to rest from working..

3 weeks holidays --> 2 days..

sighz.. will be going bac melaka on sunday morning..

quite looking forward to it..

but i think nex sem i ll be bloody hell busy..

goin to join xin chun committee..

good to me, then time ll pass faster..

n get myself busy..

today went to "JOEL" with wingee..

she wana perm hair n i wana dye hair..

so happy to see her recover from sick..

she s like.. stayin at home lyin on bed for 4 or 5 days leh`

then i kep taking her photo.. when she s doin d perming..

see.. who s this alien? yea yea.. princess alien..

her hair super long leh.. now onli i know..

eeeyyyee... XXIIIAA DDAAAOO..i couldn't post the "after" one.. cause i leave b4 she finish doing her hair..

well,u ll see hair sooner or later one lah~

but i got 'before & after" photo for myself..

n the "after"..


actually i wana dye red one.. not RED red lah.. jus reddish red..
but i turn out like dark brown reddish wif a bit purple..
erm.. not very obvious "red" unless under the sun lah..
but okie lah~ i like it..
erm.. shud say i like to change hairstyle..
(but i ve wait till my hair super long..sighz~)


n after that.. to F U L L Y use my HOLIDAY..
i bake a cake.. sponge cake to be more specific..
at first i tot m goin to spoilt it.. cos seems like i ve put too much water..
and i usually baked cookies one..
n cookies mixture ll be more "pekat"
so i thought i really spoilt the cake..
but well.. hahhah~ m G E N I U S>>~
the "look" isnt tat nice,but it taste nice! haha~

hahah~ now resting.. goin to meet sebastian! yay yay~!

long time nv see him ade..mis him lots!

n i hope i get to hang out wif other frens b4 i leave to melaka..

~random post~

yea, i got nothing to post.. but still feel like posting somthin..

YAY YAY! my last day working in vincci!
should i feel happy?
cos i m so SICK of working already.. n though my colleagues are funny..
n i really happy working with them..
just that.. i dont like working.. (standing+nothing to do..)

2 more days in jb..
i have so many things to do..
and so many things need to buy..
3 weeks holiday, i didnt spend much time with him.. :(
3 weeks holiday, i didnt meet up wif sebas.. :(
3 weeks holiday, i didnt get to finish downloading my oc.. n prison break.. :(
2 days.? will it be enough?

my result is out.. wasnt very happy wif tat..
cos i need to be good enough to choose my fav course next year..
so next semester i ll work harder la..
den u ll see me spendin most of d time in library..
but i ll still play vb every evening k? hhahaa

shud hav post more photos,
dis blog is so boring..

..couple.. (@^#!)

The girlfriend was picking sunglasses at vincci today,
with her boyfriend..

gf: Miss, can i see the purple one? (miss-->of cos is me la..)
gf:what do u think of it? (talking to her bf)
bf:erm.. okloh..
gf:erm..how bout the brown one?
bf:okLOH..
gf:Do i look nice with it?
bf:okLOH...
gf:or the purple one? nice anot?
bf:... erm...
gf:hey,i'm asking for ur opinion k?
bf:erm..that one better..
gf:....
gf:....
gf:...
gf:okie,i ll take that one,miss.. (miss-->me)

well, i'm not saying that this bf is a little bit.. weird.. but memang very weird le..
i assume that
1. they quarreled yesterday night OR
2. the bf doesnt like shopping AT ALL OR
3.the bf is quiet type (he doesnt look like okie?)

erm.. being a lil bit kepo.. but will u bring ur bf along
when der's carnival sale and everything is at 1/2 price?
u want him be there to pay for u?
or to ask him to choose pretty dress for u?

erm,but i wont bring him when got "stock clearance sales" of cos..
and i ll choose to go with my "shopping kaki" (like shi hui n wg) to go with me..
u know, girls will be honest to u when the dress looked horrible on u..
although they arent profession in fashion, but they ll give opinions..
and of couse girls know how to get the pretty clothes with lowest price..

i ll bring my bf along with me when i go shopping, when:
1. there's nothing i NEED to buy at that time
2. he asks me to go with him

BUT, if my bf loves to go shopping with me,
it ll be GREAT..
n i ll be enjoying every moment we spend together..
it ll be FUN rite?
i dont know.. i never try b4, dont have boyfriend now..

stef's last day in vincci today..
though i just know her for 3 weeks (or less?)
but she s a very sweet girl,
wish her all the best for her taekwando training!

NEW BEETLE!

几天前，坐在老妈的车上，

在回家的路上，经过卖车场，

一辆黑色的Volkswagen New Beetle停放在那里。。

“待售”

我当场喊了一声，

我老妈骂我神经。。

这比我看到贝克还兴奋！

我好爱哦..

半球形，可爱的外表..

我真的真的好爱哦..

电脑的墙纸，都是New Beetle..

这样说起来，我爱的程度远甚于爱贝克的程度咧~

连续几天，“待售”的它还在那里，

每每经过那里，我都满怀期待。。

直到今天，当我再次经过那里，

却不在了。。

失落。。

原来看着他的离去，会那么伤感

一直等待着他

原来不能拥有它，也只有希望他幸福，

看着他离去，除了伤感，也只有祝福他，

希望他幸福，希望他快乐

等待的滋味不好受..

我知道..

I LOVE ED..'s dog..tiffany

i dropped by ed's house yesterday..
n the first living thing i ve seen is..
ed's doggie--- tiffany..
haha.. i love the dog man..
so damn cute.. like it knows how to make its master happy..

so C U T E>..
i just cant stop praising it..
(but it just unlike its owner.ed.)
this is d dog..

n this is edwin tsien..

u know what is tian1 rang3 zhi1 bie2?

hahha~

i dont think ed ll view my blog,

SSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHH...

dont tell him hor.. hahha~

his mum ask me bring him go shopping

cause she said he never buy clothes one..??!%#&@*

erm....is that true?................

but very funny leh his mum..

saturday~`..

just woke up, suddenly feel like blogging..
check back my recent posts,
wow,seems like m the onli one blogs so often..

i always very looking forward to the coming of weekend..

next saturday,at this time,
i might be preparing and packing to go back to melaka..

what'll happen after i leave jb?

p/s:read jasminnx blog yest,very nice..i like it, bout frens one.. ;)

sickk..
didnt go to work today..
spend most of my time lying on my bed..
sleeping, doing nothing..

it's hard to predict the future right?
yeap,no one can predict the future,
u won even know what ll happen the next moment..
i was on the phone with jerermy just now,
talking crap most of the time,
talking bout the future, what will happen when i go back to melaka..
hahhah~ quite lame la..
but what i can do now is-- W A I T..
waiting things to happen,
waiting chances to come,
things that might not even happen..

p/s: can anyone teach me how to change this bloggie setting so i can type in chinese?

went shoppin wif jeremy yesterday,
bought alot of things..
der's a long time i never hang out wif jeremy liao,
he always got his way to cheer me up..
though we didnt talk much bout my problem..

things getting complicated..
sometimes i really wish that i never say that to him,
sometimes i just wana go back to melaka,
go back to my life..
school life and will never think bout this anymore,
sometimes i just cant help myself missing him..

i dint go to work today..
not feeling well..headache.. and i was totally like "lan ni" like lao niu..
lying on my bed,on the sofa watching tv,
don feel like eating, don feel like moving..

Storm is over, tears had been shed..
And i know there's no turning back,
i determined not to turn back oso..
felt relieved.. reeallyy..

had lotsa fun on HARI DEEPAVALI..
well, we arent celebrating depavali,
but the fellow frens come back from kl n sg,
so we got to hang out together..
go sing k,shoppin,eat KIM GARY,watch movie..
shiok man..
and dis time i think i get to post the pictures..yay yay..

can u see the ppl in d photo?
jeremy,yeap,vivian,wingee,siao huan,shi hui,jeff,ben, and ed..
(wer m i? m takin d photo la..while beh was too busying choosing songs..)

SHIT without T..

me n 5.9 gd fren jeremy..

me n shen qi bao bei prestige edwin tsien..hahha

d three of us..again.. me jer n ben.. (i reli mis d time we had fun..)

tryin to gao3 ai4 mei4.. hahah~

all of us lim teh-in in kim gary cs.. (i like d french toast, n it remind me of d time we all go makan breakfas wif ada n her dad..)

n d last but not least, the family portrait .. hahah~ wingee me n jeremy..

felt so sad when i listen to the song again,
"crawling back to you",

it was time to move on,
and i really didnt mean to break ur heart..

it breaks mine too..

i still need time, though i don really believe that time heals everything..

ada called yesterday,
so happy that she called,
cause i think my sent messages to her were all received by other user,
(las time i call her oz number, an indian woman pick up,
so i assume i ve called to india.. i guess..)
and i know she didnt received my msg..
when i told her that she s still the bestest friend of mine,
i think she doubted, and she thought that i ve forget my
bestest friend?..
how can i forget my best friend?
i mean, there are times that i cant be there for her,
for we are hundred miles away from each other,
but i still treat her as my bestest friend..
feel abit hurt when she said maybe she doesnt even exist in our world..
sighz~ friend, u are constantly and greatly missed by me okie?

today is baoli's bday.. ve called her and wish her happy bday,
i really missed the gangs..
all of us was having so much fun last time..
my 5.9 friends.. always miss them, but hardly get contact with them..
but i really miss them leh~...

i have so many things to blog,
but when i really come to the computer and wana type something out,
my mind is BLANK..
....

finally finish my exam liao~ hooorrrayyy!
but a little bit emptyness..
it s like normally u will have to study,do revision,
but once it s over, u dont even need the book anymore..
then u ll dont know what to do.. very sien one leh~
and i am going back to jb today..

supposely my dad is going to come and fetch me,
but he still hav business to do,
so he can only drop by and bring back some of my things back to jb tomolo..
then i ll hav to go back alone..
and i was thinking will i able to meet him today?
dont know bout his scedule for today,
i think i will just call him when i reach..

yesterday night i cant slep, do alot of thinking,
for what i ve been through, n the conversation i had with yeap..
it s really hard, to me..
and i was thinking about me, not him,
maybe being like this is really not a good idea,
i felt being cheated for last one,
and i dont want it to repeat again,
though i trust him alot,
but i just cant do it.. and i think we re better off alone..
when it s at the right time, and we are ready,
it s not too late for each other right?
but it's just hard to let him go,
like he will be gone for long..
he's a nice guy i can say..
and i will thank him for the good memories he gave..

i dont know.. i need to talk to him..
i dont know how things go now..

when i scroll down my contact list in msn,
i realised that many of my frens put this kind of personal message
-->
"tomolo,i ll be dead!FZ!!"
"walau, y so many to memorize"
"fizzziiikkkk, i llooovveee uuuu!"
"tomolo is the most scary day of my life.."

well, there's no the war of harmagedon (symbol of the coming of end time!) tomorrow,
and there's no tsunami tomorrow,
but we ll be having our physics paper tomorrow..
why are we so scared the coming of this day?
physics, the most important subject for foundation engineering students,
and this is the easiest subject to get "F" in ur achievement record..
well, i believe that there are few factors influence our physics result,
1- lecturer
2-sendiri
our class is so fortunate to have mr kang kang - kang chi keng as our lecturer,
though he got pronounciation prob,
but he s a very good lecturer,
to him,every single physicz question is easy..
when u go to his office to ask him physics que,
he will just read the que, pick up his pencil,
telling u "since u ve got XX, and XX, so u can just replace in the formula,
then it will be XXX.. easy right?"
yea, EASY RIGHT?
let me score A in my paper then i ll say it s EASY k?

the end of examination, means that i ll start working in padini AGAIN,
3 weeks holiday, i have no where to go,
and i dont think other employer ll hire me for 3 weeks or less..
so im going back to my padini again...
and i ask kenny (my supervisor) what shift i will be working on friday,
k: " morning shift.."
yl:"good, i never know u treat me that well."
k:"no, after friday u will have 7 days noon shift continouously.."
.......
he is trying to treat me well right? trying damn hard.....
......
......

goodbye to langkawi, goodbye to my dears, goodbye to kl shopping centre,
i am going to work again..

just come back from exam hall,
finish my 3rd subject - computer app.,
well, i submit earlier AGAIN,
it is due to my sleepyness,
it's not that hard, but it is not easy also,
i use my 6th sense to do most of the question,
and pandai pandai fully use the option it gives in MCQ que..

i didnt sleep well last night yesterday,
erm,i should say i didnt sleep much..
3 hours, to me, memang tak cukup lah..
then it reminds me of ada saying : don't study until tak cukup sleeping~!"
well, but see who's saying this?
not convincing at all..

in my mind now --> PHYSICS, PHYSICS,SLEEPING,
as in i cant think properly now,
i m really looking forward the day when we finish our final exam,
yay yay, so damn happy~!
but when i think of i ll be working for my 3 weeks holidays,
SIENZ~..
u know what is mao dun?
it s a mixture of 2 oppostite feelings..

and, i hate haze.. hrgh! made me kena flu..
sobsobz..

12 hours to my computer app. exam.. the subject i scared the most..
i hate to memorize things, especially it s not formed by numbers,
onli words, definition, and definition..
sienz~but i really don't have mood to study leh.. let it fail..
but i cannot do this..

i was really angry about it..
i never know that he will said that..
like as if i asked for it, and so i deserved it..
i dont expect anything from him,
but every single word he said,it hurts me..
yea we arent meant to be together,
and i try to talk to him, but what i ve got back from him,dissappointment..
and i know there s nothing we can talk about ade..
i just feel that i need to talk with him,
cause i dont want it end up like that..
but.. i think we cant even be friends now..
for what he has done to me,
for what he has said..
i dont care if he put all the blame on me,
and i dont care if he thinks that i am being unreasonable or wateva,
and i dont care if he thinks that i am not the "yinling" that he knew,
and i dont care what he thinks anymore,
from now onwards, i ll treat him as stranger..
i didnt know him, i dont know him now, and i will know this fella anymore..

my friend is right, don't let this thing effect ur mood,
learn ur lesson from it,
u ve seen this guy wrongly,
so, u ll never fall for this guy anymore,
and so u can move on without any hestitation..
good what, so i wont be missing him anymore,
and i wont asking myself whether i still have feelings to him..

kiela,i should end here.. really have to go prepare for my exam,
or else i ll die man..
13 chapters more to go..
(wat the biang~)

18 chapters to be finished before monday 9AM~!
but i was so damn no mood to study leh..
for the whole morning,i onli study 1 chapter (and not yet finished yet)..
den was chatting, lying on the bed, listening to songs..
sighz` i really dont feel like studying now leh..
although i have to..
okie, be determine! i ll try to force myself study abit after i finish this blog..

i read some1's bulletin..it s a survey on her ex..
and i knew her ex..
i dont really know what's happening between them,
but recently i ve read alot of her saying bout her ex..
is it so hard to forget some1 that u loved before?
(duhhh~ of course lah!)
how hard is that? can time heal the wound?
from my experience, NO..
but face it, try to talk things out, and you'll feel better..
but i still don't understand why i don dare to face it..
does it mean that i still have feelings to him?
nah,i dont want to, cause my life will be miserable if i still do..
but my life is good.. i know it s over..
and i am trying to move on now..

and i read another gal's blog..
writing her ex..
and i know her ex..
he was so sad without her..
what's hurt the most? to him, losing her is like losing his heart..
he s a nice guy.. but everytime when i see him laughing,
that s reminding of the time when he was down..
like no one knows him..
well,i just wish that he will be happy..

yea i remember la i remember la..
i need to revise liao, so i ll have to end this post..
though i really don feel like ending it,
cos if i end it, i ll have to revise..
this is what we called..mao dun..
"_"

i MUST post this~!
yesterday we have alots of fun (*although i missed some parts*!)
to all who are too busy and forgot to celebrate this festival,
yesterday is MID AUTUMN DAY~! (Mooncake day~!)yay yay..
and our siao zapo da bian mei - ms ho wingee,
dont know why so high go buy lantern..
and ask many ppl to go celebrate together near d swimming pool there..
wabiang~really quite alot of people were there la..
fwens and strangers,
but we have a lot of fun there..
chit-chatting, makan mooncake, playin or *burnin* the lantern,
melting all the candles (lao niu did it~!), playin poker (khangjie chaukian n those gamblers),
taking photos (but most of them is with a cheng),playin with the rope..(again.. lao niu started it!)
(*again,lao niu is bi xian~ n his name - lao niu is known in mmu.)
and of cos,we all got wet, (duh,we are so near to the swimmin pool..~!)
i came back my apartment first, cause i was the first got wet.. and it was quite embarassing..
but i ll still let the dry people get wet one..hahha
NO ONE CAN RUN AWAY~! yay yay..
in the end,they all come back WET... hahah.. be li good..hahha

just finish my exam+slep for 2 hours..
felt so empty (mentally n physically)
(physically empty = hungry)..
still have all "conventional","intelligences according to XXX","postconventional morality"
all those Human D phrases in my head..
n now i have to put all "protocol","buses","secondary storage"
all the Computer App. phrases in my head..
so eventually my brain ll say tak boleh tahan den burst~
wow, shiok man~...
sighz~..
exam weeks.. i really hate it..
wana post some photos on my blog, so things ll become more interesting,
but hor.. recently i din take any photo.. jus record some videos..
hahhaa,i promise ed i ll show them to him,
cause it s bout wingee's real self..
wabiang,cant imagine how she do like dat to her self..
if u wana see,come find me lah~hahha~

study at night, n sleep at day times,
my time s totally terbalik ade man..
but yest night i really cant sleep,
worrying too much,
think too much,
and of course i must thank the mosquito accompany me..
(WTH~!@#)
it s a perfect weather for me to sleep,
rainy, windy, cold..
but i just cant sleep..
will things work out for us? i don't know..
i really do hope it will..
but will ended before it start?
i don't know..
if it really does, then i think i ve left nothing..
i won't even think try another time..
sad seh..

4 more days counting down to exam,
and 14 more days to the end of exam..
14 days.. two more weeks.. oww..so long..
jus woke up,got nothing to do so come blogging a while,
normally at this time i ll be in library with tee hai they all,
but i was really tired, and sleepy somemore..
so maybe get a nap so that i can study at night with shiang they all..
wow,they all so rajin sial, yesterday i left at about 3++am,
and they all are still so semangat studying..
wow~ okie, tonight i think i ll pia finish doing my physics past year..
human dev exam on monday, though i heard that it s quite hard,
but i ll listen to viv, study it on fri, concentrate on memorising it,
3 days i think i can finish all..
i dont want to pressure myself too much,
but i really want to do well in this exam,
so must keep praying lah~..
hope 3 weeks can pass faster~..

finally back in melaka~
im going to miss my bed,
miss my family, and miss him the most..
3 more weeks then i ll have to go back jb,
and have fun for my holiday..
i ve look for kenny,telling him i wanted a job,
but 3 weeks only,see whether he wants me or not..
and reallly cui liao la~
i haven't study at all..
die liao la.. move my things,
i think i ll be staying in library from now on..
tomorrow only i ll start studying lah..
today no mood leh~ feel like swimming leh~
hahha~..

2 days ago,my mind is - i want to study,fully use this holiday,
but aft 2 days, i still havent study a thing..
WAT THE BIANG>>~
conversation between me n my mum:-->
me : "hiyo,i'm bac!"
mum : "hahha,finally u're back,i thought u said u come back to study?"
mum : "but where have u been these few days?"
me : "haha,erm..erm.. i ll start tomorrow.."
mum : "i thought u going shopping with me tomorrow?"
me : "then i ll start on mon loh.."
mum : "u leaving on monday right?"
me : "..........."
i can predict where i will spend my time for the next whole week..
MMU LIBRARY~!
good wad,got air-con,got chair,got people teaching me..
WOW,DAMN GOOD RIGHT?
okay.. i ll have to stop being so playful leh..
counting down days to final exam --> 7 days..
OMG~~!

i ve been hanging out with kevin alot this few days,
he bring me go makan makan,
wow,now there's second thing i can predict now,
i ll put on weight.. for sure..
cause i didnt want to go shopping or any other place..
now the only thing that might draw my attention is -->
DELICIOUS FOOD~!hahha~
and few days ago i ve promised hai to go makan nice ice cream..
n i still owe him 1 meal for fetching me to central..
(no wonder he always offer fetching me to central,free meal huh~?!)
for people who dont know and very blur when u reading this blog,
hai is my classmate,damn nice,a very good person,
helpful, n he always teach me physics one.. my sifu u know..
funny guy.. hahah~
watch "miami vice" yesterday night..
wow,i cant believe malaysia censorship unit being so cruel,
i mean they have censored alot of scenes,
and they edit till like very cacat one..
i can say the story of the movie is good,
but hor,i really think that the director not good d leh
u go watch it and u'll know lah~..

kla,i stop here.. want to go watch my OC~yay yay..

finally bac in jb~!
yay yay, plan to study properly dis time..
for my final exam i mus pia ade,
i already can imagine i spending days and nights in library,
jia you for me okay? cause i really want to do it well..
sometimes i really feel that i am very fortunate to have friends around me,
shaoni and ed came to visit us this week,
for wingee's bday,
and of course shaoni envy us alot,
cos we all like having alot of fun living together,
yes indeed,
+ screaming + singing + laughing + JOKES..
and i really feel comfortable living there,
like enjoying my uni life..
aiyo.. cant bear to leave melaka leh,
although i know i ll have to go to cyberjaya for my nanotech,
but in my mind, i still looking for something that is worth for me to stay in melaka,
and i really wish that i ll stay in melaka..
1 more weeks to finish this semester,
and 2 more semester to finish my foundation year,
wah,time really flies leh~
but we all have to learn to enjoy our lifes right?
that's what i learnt from raul..

yea here i com again..
hahha~ nan de monday m so free,
normally i got 7 hours clas one,
but thx to eng clas cancel,n PHD as well,
i oni got 5 hours clas.. hhaha
very gd liao loh..
cos tml onli one hour clas..
gd i can study liao~
mus pia for my final..
reli wana do it well,get first class..
den can get my nanotech..
i dono whether i can do it anot..
hav 4 on 4 today,
well, we won,against the international team..
but don hav form to play today actually..
dono why..
gd news here, goin bac to jb again~!
yea,cos nex mon holiday..
go bac don go out sure can study one..
if stay here oso won study..
mus set my mind to reli study well first~
yay yay~!

wow,the las updated post = 1 month ago?!
i love dis blog,honestly,
jus tat i don hav time to blog leh~ (excuses~!)
but,...
ixora connection zap (TRUE!)
so i oso fel damn bad din update leh,
din even reply in my taggie board..
yea i rmb u my dear meishyuan,
n my dear lao po nini~
mis u so much leh~ nv c u since i go melaka..
aiseh~
wel, tok bout my life here..
im now in jb mah~
actually wana spend more time at home..
yea n so i did ;)
dono y nowadays wen i com bac jb don fel like goin out..
jus wana stay at home..
relax.. do my stuff.. i was bz enuf in melaca,
so i jus wana relax.. take things easy..
i begin to like mmu life..
though owas got exam..(every fri got exam for d pas 3 weeks k?!)
i like my classmates, i like siao-ing wif nissa,
i like playin vb in mmu,i like the team,
i like d study group fren (dey are reli great~!)
i like to spend time in library (yeayea,m lying)..
i like d housemates who owas kee-siao wif me
( yea,ho wingee,m sayin u.. n dat gal--vivian toh,made me pay 390~!)
i like d food which reli can make me fat one..
m i havin a gd life here? yea i am..
my seniors ask me to enjoy the present,
cos it s goin to b "past tense" very soon..
time flies rite? yea..
back to reality.. i hav an assignment to pass up nex week.. fri again..
topic -- LINUX FUTURE..
well, it s hard to predict the future of linux..
so dis assignment s damn hard..
n i wish my group can get gd scores..
wish me luck ba..
2 more weeks to final exam..
i wana get first clas.. for my nanotech..(or mechanical mayb?>?)
gam ba teh neh~!

soree my bloggie~

it s been a long time i sign in my blogger dashboard..
well i reli don hav much time to blog recently..
las week,whic is my exam week,
i hav 3 tests,3 assignments, 1 presentation,n tutorials to pass up..
i tot i was dead dat time..
but well, m stil alive lah~hahha~
it s over ade la~i dono hows d exam.. i don wan2 noe either..hahha
wel,wen to cyberjaya campus for intercampus match..
for d first time cyberjaya won melaka campus..
overall la,n for gals vb team oso..
yea we lost..
..1) we din train cos it s exam week,
2) play wif seniors who we don even met in melaka
3) play for 3 hours (dat s d longest game tat i ever seen n played
but i hav admit tat,they are reli gd..
wel,i think i ll b goin cyberjaya nex year for my engineerin course la..
here's some pic of my teammates (huahrong n rachael lah)

now on holiday liao loh~
though it s pretty long but stil not enuf for me..
der are stil so many ppl i haven met,
frens tat i loved, frens tat i reli wana go meet..
n sommore m goin kl dis fri..
yuan ben plan to go c my kl frens,
but they act comin bac for holiday dis sat..
no fate lo no fate..sighh~..
but nan de wen out limteh wif ed..
n he s drivin..though we hav episode in petrol station ( i won go der again)
but wel,m stil safe..thx ed..~
dis s photo we took in d "che zhen" ed's kenari car..~hhhaha

well dat s all i wana up date lah~tml baru update more.~

wow,long time nv blog ade,
the las time i blog is like,
2 weeks ago,
act i hav lots of things to blog about,
jus tat i don hav d time to write it out,
or,ixora apartment connection hates me,
that s y~
wel,m not in ixora obviously,
m in my computer lab,
ve fin my tutorials earlier,
so can go online bloggin..~

i had my precalculus test las fri,
n it s screwed up..
if any1 advise u to do tutorial and pas year que,
i tel u,
it s useless,
cos those que are much simpler den d real test,
d test is hard like shit man~
okay,well,plus my nervousness,
it s bloody hard la~
den i noe i screwed it,
cos i realise my mistakes AFTER i pass up my paper to the lecturer~
die la die la~
fine,forgot bout the test..

let s talk bout my fav vb frenly match on sun,
wel,we din act LOST the game,
we jus DIN finish our game..
we planned to play 'best of 5'
tat mins we play 5 games to determine who s d winner,
n d first 2 game,we lost,
i admit it-- the players were all no mo qi,
not enuf training, n not warm up,
d setter,i nv seen her b4 in any trainin,
no more comment bout her,
i don wan to comment my player,
til d 3rd match, our coach rearrange the position,
den d 3rd match was reli gd,
n we win them..
i can say they are reli strong,
but i blif tat we can do better,
so we tell our self we can win bac in d nex 2,
den sir said,
"erm,it s goin to rain soon,
so let the guys play..
the game is finished.!"
oooowwww...

sigh..gtg..times up for computer lab~

happy weekend!
welcom bac my dear ada!!
hahhha,reli ve a long time nv c ada,
she bcom thinner ade..
i,wg,viv,ej,bx,beh wen to kl yest,
to find ada n d guys der,
den too bad ed cant b der la,
n den d shihui oso cant make it,
too bad la,
den we wen to yuen steamboat makan..
fulll tttiiiillllll~~~~...
i reli dono i can makan so much,
cos aft steamboat we all go hartamas lim teh
*to ed:nenebubu,we al go hartamas le!!*
den i order viv's fav fried mushroom,
whic i promis her to bring her makan,
den ikan bakar lo,ada said she fin half of it,
which i don think so la..~
den go bac ada's place..
chat wif ahmi,cos i tot ada slept ade,
den don wan kacau her,
mayb can update her more bout us d nex day la..
things are solved,fel released..
*haha,farni rite m sayin dis? but it s true!*
but m reli happy la..

hahha,y m i so free to blog at dis hour?
u noe wat? i kena halau balik frm lab man,
cos i wear "short" pants,whic reach my knee one,
den he ask me com bac change pants,
den ok lo,i com bac,
den shun bian blog awhile den baru go bac..
hhhmmmppphhh..

i shud hav blog more man,
cos i owas hav lots of things to say,
den i dono who to tel,
kesian vivian owas listen to me crappin b4 slep,
u noe,tired ppl craps one..
so m i..
den i owas tok til topicless,
den i start makin weird voice,
kesian her man..
but i kesian jess more,
*cos she same room wif wg la>~

i like my life in mmu,
at least i can get along wif my classmates now,
at least the guys arent so COOOLLL or COOOOLLD to other ppl,
at least i can laugh loud loud wif my dear nissa n other gals,
at least i can play play like tat,
but i mis my jb frens la,
mis the stupid suagu edwin
(now got NICO replace him,but i m not so masak wif him yet,
n he s not that suagu la)
i mis the times we wen to redbox n neway,
sigh...

nex week got test man,
havin quiz today,2 chapters,
dono how to read sial,
shud hav sit bsid clever ppl..

stressed seh..
today onli i realised tat today is week 4 ade le,
oh myyyy..
dat mins we ll hav our exam very soon,
how soon le?
today onli i noe tat nex week got precalculus exam,
den after nex week den got physics exam +++,
den nex weekend i hav to go kl for ada,
but nex sun got frenly match,
n assignment for com.app mus b passed up by tml,
plus sommor got quiz tat day so mus study,
den physics tutorial mus b passed up nex mon,
n sommor got quiz n test in dis month,
wabiang,i fel damn stressed le,
fel like hav lots of things to do,
but...sigh..it s not tat m lazy now,
it s i dono how to do..
esp wen i dono wat the crap kang is tokin bout in front,
*kang is my physics lecturer*,
even i understand but wen i c the que i dono how to do ade,
wah seh~~
den everyday go play vb,
got dis n dat meeting,discussion,
CLS (chinese language society) got camp m not free to go,
annual meeting i go play vb,
aiya.... everyday live in maodun-ness...

it s gd to be tat bz la,
at least no nid to fan over those things,
which made me reli fan dis few days,
i owas tel myself--
get myself bz den u won think bout tat anymore,
at least i noe i hav to concentrate on my studies now,
no matter wat my feelin is now,
it doesnt matter anymore,
but i m reli cruel hor?
say no again to him,
sighhhh~..sorry..
i stil don hav the courage to face u yet,
mayb i won hav d guts to c u anymore,
so pls let me go pls...
dono wat the hell m sayin now..

i hav to go library liao,stayin at home ll made me slep,
go library at least can study

days passed fast,
it s goin to be friday very soon,
yay,can go bac jb loh~
i m reli lookin forward dis time goin bac home,
cos der ll b alot of ppl go bac jb,
den we can go hang out together again,
but seems d time ll not b enuf,
*as i promised shi hui*,
go hari koko,cs,jusco,hailuo..
wow~ yay yay!
i jus wana get out of dis hell la,
so tired d le~

haven slep well for d las 2 days,
troubling..
but luckily i hav him pei me tokin on d phone wif me,
: ) *though i stil fel guilty bout tat*
everything s goin to be fine .. i think so..~
yest nite ixora's boys all wen crazy la,
cos dono y no electricity,
den every1 go balcony screamed like hell...
it was 12AM MIDNIGHT le for goodness sake,
i wanted to slep one,i reli wan,
but then....they scream so loud..
wat the **** man...
it s like rioting starts,so horrible,
n i saw a man jump out the balcony
*he s not dead yet la*
den jump bac through the window,
wat the hell he s thinking?
making a show ar?
tat s 8th floor le wahbiang..

don get me wrong,
ixora apartment won b so nice to me
to let me go online at dis hour,
no doubt at all,
m in mmu computer lab,
was supposely doin my tutorial rite now,
but since i ve finish it,
den i shudnt hav waste a chance to blog rite?
rite?
rite?
i think so..
hahha~
blog abit oso shuang~
chaoz~