..hospital..

yepp,m sick again..

AGAIN!@@!

sighz.. dono y m i so weak recently..

fall sick nearly every month..

it happen 2 days ago la..

thrown out everything i eat..

even drink water oso cannot..

cos aft tat i ll vomit it out..

so kesian rite?

den d nex day i go to mmu clinic to check up,

den d doctor said it s my intestine prob,

like tied up together..

that s y everything tat goes into my stomach

will come out..

sighz~ den bo bian loh..

he gave me injection den ask me not to drink or eat anything..

to prevent it enters my lung if i vomit it out again..

den aft 6 hours i ll still feel like vomiting..

den i go to hospital.. dripping..

to rehydrate myself b4 i went dry..

lolz.. den my parents cam all d way frm jb

to c how m i doin in hospital..

n actually my beloved sis oso wana come one,

but she sendiri oso sick..

but i understand lah.. so touched..

n sommor got my bao brr vivian pei me..

frm 9pm++ till 12am..

neva leave me, accompany me, talking to me..

reli touched seh~..

thanks alot huh bao brr..

n to all frens who care for me..

thx alot.. reli touched when i received ur smses..

i HAVE to get well by tonight..

cause PHYSICS test later..

i don wan to fail leh..

but i ll do my best lah.. d rest leave to god lah..

hope i reli won fail my exam..

[kesian me rite? but dis remind me of kevin leh~haha..shudnt hav laff at him in d first place]

n hor, my housemate lim ee jie change hairstyle liao..

n we call it lion hair..

but nice leh.. nice hairstyle..

FRESH~...

[cute rite? she said it s for wei sern wor? haha..nice leh]

..weekends..

heard the testimonial from weishan,
bout how her life in penang uni..
n how she gave all her weekends to God..
although i know her onli 2 days,
but suprisingly we can get along very well,
share our experiences, and stories..

and i wana thank sebas here,
[yea,i know u might be reading dis]
although i cudnt keep contact u all d times,
feel abit far frm u ade,
but a lil bit by lil bit u influenced me,
bout how u being faithful to god,
ur encouragements when i was drifting away frm God,
i really appreciate u being my gd fren..
and i still rmb u signing in d 'covenant' page in 'Purpose Driven Life'..
(''p)

[Do only that which matters most--focus it]
i found that i always live in self centred world,
but i neva realli look out wat's around me outside,
focusing on own too much cudnt solve the problems..
i always complain
"why my family like dat?"
"why d relationship cant work out?"
"why is it happening to me but not others?"
"why m i doing this?'
and so, complainin cant solve the probs..
but now it doesnt matter anymore..
[Forgetting the past and looking forward to what lies ahead.]

G O O D N E W S!!
ada came back ade~!
yeay yay.. finally she came back..
ll go to kl to find her soon..
but heard that she's goin jb n MELAKA (??) (??!!)
n i din know it at all..
anyway,since she ll be stayin here til feb nex year..
hope to spare more time with her..
(''p)

..shiok man..

shiok man..

first of "shiok-man" story..

i went to physics tutorial class today,

my BELOVED (nah!) lecturer - MR RAMLEE,

ask us whether got any problem for d tut que,

Ramlee: "so do u have any que?guys?"

students: "que no.15"

Ramlee: "erm.."

Ramlee: "..."

Ramlee: "erm, can we solve this que?..

..no i dont think so,

SO LET'S CANCEL THE QUE"

shiok rite?-->cancel the que if cant solve..

NICE...

2nd ...

well,cause every wed we'll have fellowship wif d cell group members..

and this time they bring us to air panas in alor gajah..

wow.. it s natural air panas u noe..

damn hot..n damn shiok..

[me n peiwen,onli both of us go IN the pool..]

[kangjian-gor,jolene,lisa,huiqing-jie,n her fren..c,they all onli rendam legs ]

3rd of d "shiok" story..

in d last post, i ve mention bout yingtian's bday dinner rite?

and yea,i HAVE to post this..

we all having fun!! n d food is delicious..(thx to wg n mabel)

sommor got SOUP..yay yay..

[see, got taokey,curry chicken,mushroom,pumpkin,veg, and SOUP..*yummy*]

[eejie,wingee,jess, bdaygal yingtian,n mabel..]

[wingee drinking soup..(she asked me to post this pic, to make it looks delicious)]

[eejie,me,wingee,yingtian and mabel]

i found somethin interesting in skul..

there's an event called "robolution"

cos u noe wat?

i saw a robot in skul..

[cute rite? he waved to me leh~haha]

..tau key..

this post is requested by wingee..

cos tomolo ll be ying tian's 18th bday,

and she came to our place,

so that we can count down her bday later..

SO,wingee decided to cook tonight,

meals and SOUP..(*yummy*!)

TAU KEI..

dono why she bought so much,

n upon yingtian's request,

we have to take out the "heads" as well..

so they looked "white" & " clean"..

(???)..

[looks like lao2 shu2 fen3 right?]

[no doubt, that's wingee's hands..she said i have to post this, we did it specially for yingtian]

[wingee don wan to look at d camera.. she paiseh..nehhh]

..and still..

u know when u are rushing for project,
and u ll find that the time u have is neva enough,
but when u are so free,
got nothing to do,
u ll feel that one hour is like..one year..

i ve refer to many magz,
to forget someone,to get over something,
most efficient things to do..
G E T U R S E L F B U S Y,
then u ll occupy urself with other things..

that's what i do..
get myself busy,
hope that time may pass faster,
so that i ll be TOO busy to think bout
things that i don wan to think about..

but,
i ll still think of him..

yest was chatting wif mung,
he said he recently think of his ex,
"ooww,mayb bcos now is raining season" i said,
erm..
i dono how "raining season" can relate wif "thinking ur ex",
but i think it's related lah..
raining season, feeling blue..(??)

anyway,i'm having physics test next week,
till now i haven start studying..
(''0)

will i still get myself busy since it cant help me to numb myself?
erm..

i like this phrase,found it very meaningful,
yet not many people can do that,
and let their past to control their future..
pathetic right?

[We are products of our past,
but we dont have to be prisoners of it]
-Purpse Driven Life by Rick Warren

..touched..

when u are in a new environment,
surrounded by people that u dont know,
it's very hard to get to know them well,
trust them or even win their trust..

to me,friendship builds on trust..
and it takes time to get to know a person well..
so to me, i dont think the frens i met in melaka
know me well enough..

but today, a friend of mine,
told me she got a blog..
and told me onli her sis and her best friend
know that she got blog..
i was so touched u know,
it s like..wow..
so honoured she told she has one,
it s not that i can go read her blog dats y i touched,
it just that i never know that she trust me so much..

this friend of mine,
i get to know her when i came mmu,
she's cute farni optimistic,
blur sometimes,
but she's reali a good friend,
and i reali trust her alot,
at least i can share my probs with her,
and "siao" with her during class..

[yea u,u know who m sayin rite?
don blush huh~u know that it s u,
just wana say thank u.. (''p) ]

..for NOTHING..

yesterday slep at around 2am,
then today woke up at 7.30am,
just to go for my english class..
sekali when i reached there,
din c my lecturer,
den waiting for about 10 mins,
den onli i know she was sick,
absent, n
"WHY U ALL STILL WAITING FOR HER?"i asked my fren,
"orrh,cos she asked us to finish d hw first.." fren ans..

....

YEA RITE,den we have to finish our hw,quietly in the class,
den onli we can go back??
wow,we are so obedient..

i din do it lah.. OF COS>..
den i go out walk walk, den come back,
took my bag n chaoz, makan wif nissa n gracey..
BCOS, we ned to wait for another 1 hour to the next lesson..
den we WAITED FOR 1 HOUR.. chitchatting..

THEN,FINNNAALLLYY,
10am, physics class..
enter the class room, saw hazimin sitting der (my former fz lab lecturer),
nah, cos he got class til 10am, so wana c how're we doin there lah,
"Luckily he din come in to tell us my lecturer din come.."

after he left,
THEN, another lecturer came in,
"Guys, ur lecturer on leave today, so u all can go back now.."
WTH>~!
that means we all ve been waiting so long F O R N O T H I N G ..
wake up 7.30am in the morning jus to wait for the lecturer to tell us that they are on leave..
oooooo..

erm,goin to call mdm ng,
i got her class at 4pm,
to check whether she's sick anot,
or whether she's on leave..
i don wan to go d class then in d end,she on leave..

nyway,recently keep listen to dis song..
dont know i like it so much..

Artist: Lifehouse
Album: Stanley Climbfall
Title: Take Me Away

This time what I want is you
There is no one else
Who can take your place
This time you burn me with your eyes
You see past all the lies
You take it all away

I've seen it all
It was never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you

(chorus)
Take me away Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away

I try to make my way to you
But still I feel so lost
I don't know what else I can do

Cause I've seen it all
It was never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you

(Repeat chorus)

Don't give up on me yet
Don't forget who I am
I know I'm not there yet
But don't let me stay here alone

This time all i want is you
There is no one else
Who can take your place
I've seen enough
And it's never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you

Take me away
Take me away

..bac in melaka again..

yea finally back in melaka again..
din do anything in jb also..
finish watching "bu yi shen xiang"..
n watched sin chan wif my brother till 4am yest night..
no,i shud say till this morning..
den 2pm onli wake up..
aiseh,supposely hav to go meet edwin one,
but then sleep till so late,
nearly missed d bus also..

after 2 days doing nothing at home,
i felt so empty..
i ve done what i wanted to do,
and i understand, i really do,
but i just cant help being sad..

things gonna be fine, right?

wana blog alot of things one..
but when i open d dashboard,
i dono wat to write liao~

meetings n meetings,
i cud be very bz dis semester,
but till now i stil hav time to watch show..
li hai leh~

..careless..

so careless sial,
broke my cup just now..
my favourite cup.. i bought it for myself one..
white colour outside, simple, "kisses"
pink colour inside..

i shudnt have put it there,
didnt get to catch it when i know it s falling..

sad sial..
losing a thing that i really like..
sad sial..
when picking up the pieces on the floor..

.......

..sick AGAIN..

dont know since when i become so W E A K..
the last time i get sick is..
2 weeks ago? during term break..
now sick again..

BUT, it s not that serious la..
bit fever..flu,sore throat..
erm.. must be the weather..
or maybe cos it's raining everyday..
cant get to play volleyball, den get sick loH~..
hahha~

yea.. but nothing much oso lah~
jus hav to make sure u have tissue papper and d dustbin bside u all the time when u get sick..

feel guilty for wat i ve done..
cudnt imagine myself in his situation..
if u need to pray hard to ask God forgive u lied to some1,
then i think i have to kneel in front of God, praying and begging for forgiveness, at least 5 days..
NAH.. God sure ll forgive one..
but i still.. feel guilty.. for what i ve done..

[i shudnt have.. and i will never do it again..
and again,i said sorry to u, though u won read my blog..
but, i said sorry bcos i shudnt have do that to u, it s damn unfair to u,
sorry that i ve hurt u,i din mean it..
and i ll still say the same thing to u--give up and move on.. ]

[Do u know that u mean a lot to me.. a lot..
'take things easy', that's all i can tell myself..
but u know that i'll wait for u right?
yea,i will still..]

..class..

since i only left 2 trimester in mmu,

which is like around 21 weeks,

and so i decided to take more pictures of my classmates..

indeed i have quite many "siao" frens who can "siao" wif me in the class..

aiya.. like that onli fun mah~

i used to "get crazy" wif nissa and gracciiee during amlan's eng class..

but since he left us,

and d impact is so huge to us,

and we cannot take the blow anymore..

we "siao" during ailing's class and ng likneo's calculus class..

that's eng and calculus class..

and wen i say we ll "siao" in d class..

we re just being crazy and owas laugh over very very very little thing..

such as..

this s d photo i took on d first day in class.. too bored mah~ din hav any other intention..

[left-wernshin,slepin i guess, middle-tungyong,typing sms I SURE, right-yangyang,he concentrate in d class.. wow.. that means, onli 1/3 of d class ll concentrrate in d class..]

then,aft 2 days, i was so bored AGAIN.. and wana take photo during class..

and found tat these 3 guys still sit infront of us.. and tung yong wearing d same shirt..
then i laugh till i nearly fall off frm the chair..
and u ll ask me wat so funny..den i ll just say i dono.. but it's funny kie?

[nissa and niSHA during ramlee's physics class..and u see d indian guy in red shirt.. he's VIJAY..actually din mean to hav him in d photo.. but well.. introduce to u guys.. cos he s funny]

[amara and nissa.. d red shirt gal is sze mun-she said she was too shy..NEH... amara's new hair.. and nissa is.. erm erm.. erm.. yea..]

erm,actually i wana post a photo of melaka st francis school,
cos that day ah hai brought me der to c his skul band *nice*..
and i rmb i did take picture leh.. but file missing..
anyway.. his skul damn chunt.. teachers are nice & frenly..
and I MISS MY SEC SKUL oso..
not SSI,but d time we spend there..
5 years..
cant deny that time reli got wings huh.. can fly man~ wow..
nah .. L A M E

..happpyy bday ADA FOO!..

happy bday to u,
happy bday to u,
happy bday to ada,
happy bday to u~~~~...

yep.. today s ada foo 18th birthday..
we wont forget, sommore she reminded us like.. a week ago..
called her yest nite.. to her oz number..
but still.. dono to which country i ve called to..
weird rite..
den bo bian, sms her instead..
she called back.. n told me tat she's study for d exam tomorrow..
good gal huh?
anyway, wish her happy bday AGAIN here..

to make my blog a lil bit interesting, so that i can blog more often,
i took few photos, in d class, yep, DURING the class..
and so d places i ve been to recently, and worth to take a photo s memorial one..
but i think i ll post it nex time..
as d title of dis entry is -- HAPPY BDAY ADA FOO..

yea.. happy bday to her..
i think her bday s not forgotten by other ppl oso..
she s reli a good friend.. a "good" fren..
tat's y many ppl remember her..
and i reli appreciate d frenship..
(",)

..101.. wow~

didnt know i dedicate my 100th post to ms.wingee 'milkshake'..
actually i should like
"wow,happy posting the 100th entry!!"
but.. well.. u know..
now only i know dis is the 101st post..

NEVER MIND..

nothin to blog bout.. it's a random post again..
sooner or later,i 'll be the "super blogger"..
[yea, ada foo.. m challenging u..
NEH, u arent the "super blogger" anymore..
but except the foul language one lah.. ]

nothing to do.. nothing to study YET..
watching "prison break" to kill most of my free time..
n of cos S L E E P I N G..

sienzz

..life in ixora..

well, i HAVE to upload this..
though i record this video clip B4 term break..
but i still think it's funny..
no..
it's L A M E..
haha..
but first of all m not advertising any brand of milk here..

One day, i was busy using laptop [think i was studyin la.. goody me..]
den suddenly.. SUDDENLY..
wingee came in the room.. with a bottle of milk..
no "knock, knock"..AT ALL..
aiyo..watch the video clip den u ll noe lah~



yea.. aft this,den i was like..
"WAT THE>>>>..."

i think she goes crazy when exam s coming..
every1 oso like dat..

yea.. L A M E

..school reopen..

HOW WAS IT?
..
erm,well, havin class at 8am in the morning.. "_____"
was still in fear when walking to class,cos had nightmares yest nite..
{OMG,i dreamt that i died in accidents 3 times..
the feeling when u are waiting ur death damn kia loh..}

first lesson--ENGLISH..
well, my female lecturer is abit funny loh..
except for her trying to be funny, she's fine..
strict also.. set up rules -- cant be late over 15 mins --{OMG}
[but i think edwin sure lose all his marks if she s his lecturer..]
and she said she LIKES me..
[that means she sure ll call my name during lesson one.. like how robiatun did last sem..]

then after that... PHYSICS..
i should be grateful that i ve got KANG CHI KENG s my lecturer last time..
though he pronounce "position" as "poshishen"
and "zero" as "ji-lo",
BUT he s still my favourite..
COS.. we got RAMLEE this sem..
except for his handwriting is a lil bit "cakar ayam",
-english also not very good..
-doesnt make eye contact with students when teaching
-like din clear bout what he's teaching
-ll miss out some important points
...
i still prefer kang kang,kang chi keng..

and, CALCULUS we got NG LIK NEO [who's that]
female, looks boring {but actually okie}..
cause i always complaint for DAUD {my las sem pre cal lecturer} -->his "mono-tone",
so.. mdm ng s good.. yea.. good..

meeting all the classmates-->good..
amara cut her hair..so did khangjie.. nicee~
the rest still look like the same..
still as cooooolll as they ALWAYS are..
[some are not lah..]
and very shuang can play vb again~!

tml got class at 8am..
and i havent take my bath YET....
lecture notes not yet printed,
tests are coming soon..
tutorial to pass up...
sighz~

..NOT WORKIN TODAY.. YAY YAY!~

finally get to rest from working..

3 weeks holidays --> 2 days..

sighz.. will be going bac melaka on sunday morning..

quite looking forward to it..

but i think nex sem i ll be bloody hell busy..

goin to join xin chun committee..

good to me, then time ll pass faster..

n get myself busy..

today went to "JOEL" with wingee..

she wana perm hair n i wana dye hair..

so happy to see her recover from sick..

she s like.. stayin at home lyin on bed for 4 or 5 days leh`

then i kep taking her photo.. when she s doin d perming..

see.. who s this alien? yea yea.. princess alien..

her hair super long leh.. now onli i know..

eeeyyyee... XXIIIAA DDAAAOO..i couldn't post the "after" one.. cause i leave b4 she finish doing her hair..

well,u ll see hair sooner or later one lah~

but i got 'before & after" photo for myself..

n the "after"..


actually i wana dye red one.. not RED red lah.. jus reddish red..
but i turn out like dark brown reddish wif a bit purple..
erm.. not very obvious "red" unless under the sun lah..
but okie lah~ i like it..
erm.. shud say i like to change hairstyle..
(but i ve wait till my hair super long..sighz~)


n after that.. to F U L L Y use my HOLIDAY..
i bake a cake.. sponge cake to be more specific..
at first i tot m goin to spoilt it.. cos seems like i ve put too much water..
and i usually baked cookies one..
n cookies mixture ll be more "pekat"
so i thought i really spoilt the cake..
but well.. hahhah~ m G E N I U S>>~
the "look" isnt tat nice,but it taste nice! haha~

hahah~ now resting.. goin to meet sebastian! yay yay~!

long time nv see him ade..mis him lots!

n i hope i get to hang out wif other frens b4 i leave to melaka..

~random post~

yea, i got nothing to post.. but still feel like posting somthin..

YAY YAY! my last day working in vincci!
should i feel happy?
cos i m so SICK of working already.. n though my colleagues are funny..
n i really happy working with them..
just that.. i dont like working.. (standing+nothing to do..)

2 more days in jb..
i have so many things to do..
and so many things need to buy..
3 weeks holiday, i didnt spend much time with him.. :(
3 weeks holiday, i didnt meet up wif sebas.. :(
3 weeks holiday, i didnt get to finish downloading my oc.. n prison break.. :(
2 days.? will it be enough?

my result is out.. wasnt very happy wif tat..
cos i need to be good enough to choose my fav course next year..
so next semester i ll work harder la..
den u ll see me spendin most of d time in library..
but i ll still play vb every evening k? hhahaa

shud hav post more photos,
dis blog is so boring..

..couple.. (@^#!)

The girlfriend was picking sunglasses at vincci today,
with her boyfriend..

gf: Miss, can i see the purple one? (miss-->of cos is me la..)
gf:what do u think of it? (talking to her bf)
bf:erm.. okloh..
gf:erm..how bout the brown one?
bf:okLOH..
gf:Do i look nice with it?
bf:okLOH...
gf:or the purple one? nice anot?
bf:... erm...
gf:hey,i'm asking for ur opinion k?
bf:erm..that one better..
gf:....
gf:....
gf:...
gf:okie,i ll take that one,miss.. (miss-->me)

well, i'm not saying that this bf is a little bit.. weird.. but memang very weird le..
i assume that
1. they quarreled yesterday night OR
2. the bf doesnt like shopping AT ALL OR
3.the bf is quiet type (he doesnt look like okie?)

erm.. being a lil bit kepo.. but will u bring ur bf along
when der's carnival sale and everything is at 1/2 price?
u want him be there to pay for u?
or to ask him to choose pretty dress for u?

erm,but i wont bring him when got "stock clearance sales" of cos..
and i ll choose to go with my "shopping kaki" (like shi hui n wg) to go with me..
u know, girls will be honest to u when the dress looked horrible on u..
although they arent profession in fashion, but they ll give opinions..
and of couse girls know how to get the pretty clothes with lowest price..

i ll bring my bf along with me when i go shopping, when:
1. there's nothing i NEED to buy at that time
2. he asks me to go with him

BUT, if my bf loves to go shopping with me,
it ll be GREAT..
n i ll be enjoying every moment we spend together..
it ll be FUN rite?
i dont know.. i never try b4, dont have boyfriend now..

stef's last day in vincci today..
though i just know her for 3 weeks (or less?)
but she s a very sweet girl,
wish her all the best for her taekwando training!

NEW BEETLE!

几天前，坐在老妈的车上，

在回家的路上，经过卖车场，

一辆黑色的Volkswagen New Beetle停放在那里。。

“待售”

我当场喊了一声，

我老妈骂我神经。。

这比我看到贝克还兴奋！

我好爱哦..

半球形，可爱的外表..

我真的真的好爱哦..

电脑的墙纸，都是New Beetle..

这样说起来，我爱的程度远甚于爱贝克的程度咧~

连续几天，“待售”的它还在那里，

每每经过那里，我都满怀期待。。

直到今天，当我再次经过那里，

却不在了。。

失落。。

原来看着他的离去，会那么伤感

一直等待着他

原来不能拥有它，也只有希望他幸福，

看着他离去，除了伤感，也只有祝福他，

希望他幸福，希望他快乐

等待的滋味不好受..

我知道..

I LOVE ED..'s dog..tiffany

i dropped by ed's house yesterday..
n the first living thing i ve seen is..
ed's doggie--- tiffany..
haha.. i love the dog man..
so damn cute.. like it knows how to make its master happy..

so C U T E>..
i just cant stop praising it..
(but it just unlike its owner.ed.)
this is d dog..

n this is edwin tsien..

u know what is tian1 rang3 zhi1 bie2?

hahha~

i dont think ed ll view my blog,

SSSSSSSSSSHHHHHHHH...

dont tell him hor.. hahha~

his mum ask me bring him go shopping

cause she said he never buy clothes one..??!%#&@*

erm....is that true?................

but very funny leh his mum..

saturday~`..

just woke up, suddenly feel like blogging..
check back my recent posts,
wow,seems like m the onli one blogs so often..

i always very looking forward to the coming of weekend..

next saturday,at this time,
i might be preparing and packing to go back to melaka..

what'll happen after i leave jb?

p/s:read jasminnx blog yest,very nice..i like it, bout frens one.. ;)

sickk..
didnt go to work today..
spend most of my time lying on my bed..
sleeping, doing nothing..

it's hard to predict the future right?
yeap,no one can predict the future,
u won even know what ll happen the next moment..
i was on the phone with jerermy just now,
talking crap most of the time,
talking bout the future, what will happen when i go back to melaka..
hahhah~ quite lame la..
but what i can do now is-- W A I T..
waiting things to happen,
waiting chances to come,
things that might not even happen..

p/s: can anyone teach me how to change this bloggie setting so i can type in chinese?

went shoppin wif jeremy yesterday,
bought alot of things..
der's a long time i never hang out wif jeremy liao,
he always got his way to cheer me up..
though we didnt talk much bout my problem..

things getting complicated..
sometimes i really wish that i never say that to him,
sometimes i just wana go back to melaka,
go back to my life..
school life and will never think bout this anymore,
sometimes i just cant help myself missing him..

i dint go to work today..
not feeling well..headache.. and i was totally like "lan ni" like lao niu..
lying on my bed,on the sofa watching tv,
don feel like eating, don feel like moving..

Storm is over, tears had been shed..
And i know there's no turning back,
i determined not to turn back oso..
felt relieved.. reeallyy..

had lotsa fun on HARI DEEPAVALI..
well, we arent celebrating depavali,
but the fellow frens come back from kl n sg,
so we got to hang out together..
go sing k,shoppin,eat KIM GARY,watch movie..
shiok man..
and dis time i think i get to post the pictures..yay yay..

can u see the ppl in d photo?
jeremy,yeap,vivian,wingee,siao huan,shi hui,jeff,ben, and ed..
(wer m i? m takin d photo la..while beh was too busying choosing songs..)

SHIT without T..

me n 5.9 gd fren jeremy..

me n shen qi bao bei prestige edwin tsien..hahha

d three of us..again.. me jer n ben.. (i reli mis d time we had fun..)

tryin to gao3 ai4 mei4.. hahah~

all of us lim teh-in in kim gary cs.. (i like d french toast, n it remind me of d time we all go makan breakfas wif ada n her dad..)

n d last but not least, the family portrait .. hahah~ wingee me n jeremy..

felt so sad when i listen to the song again,
"crawling back to you",

it was time to move on,
and i really didnt mean to break ur heart..

it breaks mine too..

i still need time, though i don really believe that time heals everything..

ada called yesterday,
so happy that she called,
cause i think my sent messages to her were all received by other user,
(las time i call her oz number, an indian woman pick up,
so i assume i ve called to india.. i guess..)
and i know she didnt received my msg..
when i told her that she s still the bestest friend of mine,
i think she doubted, and she thought that i ve forget my
bestest friend?..
how can i forget my best friend?
i mean, there are times that i cant be there for her,
for we are hundred miles away from each other,
but i still treat her as my bestest friend..
feel abit hurt when she said maybe she doesnt even exist in our world..
sighz~ friend, u are constantly and greatly missed by me okie?

today is baoli's bday.. ve called her and wish her happy bday,
i really missed the gangs..
all of us was having so much fun last time..
my 5.9 friends.. always miss them, but hardly get contact with them..
but i really miss them leh~...

i have so many things to blog,
but when i really come to the computer and wana type something out,
my mind is BLANK..
....

finally finish my exam liao~ hooorrrayyy!
but a little bit emptyness..
it s like normally u will have to study,do revision,
but once it s over, u dont even need the book anymore..
then u ll dont know what to do.. very sien one leh~
and i am going back to jb today..

supposely my dad is going to come and fetch me,
but he still hav business to do,
so he can only drop by and bring back some of my things back to jb tomolo..
then i ll hav to go back alone..
and i was thinking will i able to meet him today?
dont know bout his scedule for today,
i think i will just call him when i reach..

yesterday night i cant slep, do alot of thinking,
for what i ve been through, n the conversation i had with yeap..
it s really hard, to me..
and i was thinking about me, not him,
maybe being like this is really not a good idea,
i felt being cheated for last one,
and i dont want it to repeat again,
though i trust him alot,
but i just cant do it.. and i think we re better off alone..
when it s at the right time, and we are ready,
it s not too late for each other right?
but it's just hard to let him go,
like he will be gone for long..
he's a nice guy i can say..
and i will thank him for the good memories he gave..

i dont know.. i need to talk to him..
i dont know how things go now..

when i scroll down my contact list in msn,
i realised that many of my frens put this kind of personal message
-->
"tomolo,i ll be dead!FZ!!"
"walau, y so many to memorize"
"fizzziiikkkk, i llooovveee uuuu!"
"tomolo is the most scary day of my life.."

well, there's no the war of harmagedon (symbol of the coming of end time!) tomorrow,
and there's no tsunami tomorrow,
but we ll be having our physics paper tomorrow..
why are we so scared the coming of this day?
physics, the most important subject for foundation engineering students,
and this is the easiest subject to get "F" in ur achievement record..
well, i believe that there are few factors influence our physics result,
1- lecturer
2-sendiri
our class is so fortunate to have mr kang kang - kang chi keng as our lecturer,
though he got pronounciation prob,
but he s a very good lecturer,
to him,every single physicz question is easy..
when u go to his office to ask him physics que,
he will just read the que, pick up his pencil,
telling u "since u ve got XX, and XX, so u can just replace in the formula,
then it will be XXX.. easy right?"
yea, EASY RIGHT?
let me score A in my paper then i ll say it s EASY k?

the end of examination, means that i ll start working in padini AGAIN,
3 weeks holiday, i have no where to go,
and i dont think other employer ll hire me for 3 weeks or less..
so im going back to my padini again...
and i ask kenny (my supervisor) what shift i will be working on friday,
k: " morning shift.."
yl:"good, i never know u treat me that well."
k:"no, after friday u will have 7 days noon shift continouously.."
.......
he is trying to treat me well right? trying damn hard.....
......
......

goodbye to langkawi, goodbye to my dears, goodbye to kl shopping centre,
i am going to work again..

just come back from exam hall,
finish my 3rd subject - computer app.,
well, i submit earlier AGAIN,
it is due to my sleepyness,
it's not that hard, but it is not easy also,
i use my 6th sense to do most of the question,
and pandai pandai fully use the option it gives in MCQ que..

i didnt sleep well last night yesterday,
erm,i should say i didnt sleep much..
3 hours, to me, memang tak cukup lah..
then it reminds me of ada saying : don't study until tak cukup sleeping~!"
well, but see who's saying this?
not convincing at all..

in my mind now --> PHYSICS, PHYSICS,SLEEPING,
as in i cant think properly now,
i m really looking forward the day when we finish our final exam,
yay yay, so damn happy~!
but when i think of i ll be working for my 3 weeks holidays,
SIENZ~..
u know what is mao dun?
it s a mixture of 2 oppostite feelings..

and, i hate haze.. hrgh! made me kena flu..
sobsobz..

12 hours to my computer app. exam.. the subject i scared the most..
i hate to memorize things, especially it s not formed by numbers,
onli words, definition, and definition..
sienz~but i really don't have mood to study leh.. let it fail..
but i cannot do this..

i was really angry about it..
i never know that he will said that..
like as if i asked for it, and so i deserved it..
i dont expect anything from him,
but every single word he said,it hurts me..
yea we arent meant to be together,
and i try to talk to him, but what i ve got back from him,dissappointment..
and i know there s nothing we can talk about ade..
i just feel that i need to talk with him,
cause i dont want it end up like that..
but.. i think we cant even be friends now..
for what he has done to me,
for what he has said..
i dont care if he put all the blame on me,
and i dont care if he thinks that i am being unreasonable or wateva,
and i dont care if he thinks that i am not the "yinling" that he knew,
and i dont care what he thinks anymore,
from now onwards, i ll treat him as stranger..
i didnt know him, i dont know him now, and i will know this fella anymore..

my friend is right, don't let this thing effect ur mood,
learn ur lesson from it,
u ve seen this guy wrongly,
so, u ll never fall for this guy anymore,
and so u can move on without any hestitation..
good what, so i wont be missing him anymore,
and i wont asking myself whether i still have feelings to him..

kiela,i should end here.. really have to go prepare for my exam,
or else i ll die man..
13 chapters more to go..
(wat the biang~)

18 chapters to be finished before monday 9AM~!
but i was so damn no mood to study leh..
for the whole morning,i onli study 1 chapter (and not yet finished yet)..
den was chatting, lying on the bed, listening to songs..
sighz` i really dont feel like studying now leh..
although i have to..
okie, be determine! i ll try to force myself study abit after i finish this blog..

i read some1's bulletin..it s a survey on her ex..
and i knew her ex..
i dont really know what's happening between them,
but recently i ve read alot of her saying bout her ex..
is it so hard to forget some1 that u loved before?
(duhhh~ of course lah!)
how hard is that? can time heal the wound?
from my experience, NO..
but face it, try to talk things out, and you'll feel better..
but i still don't understand why i don dare to face it..
does it mean that i still have feelings to him?
nah,i dont want to, cause my life will be miserable if i still do..
but my life is good.. i know it s over..
and i am trying to move on now..

and i read another gal's blog..
writing her ex..
and i know her ex..
he was so sad without her..
what's hurt the most? to him, losing her is like losing his heart..
he s a nice guy.. but everytime when i see him laughing,
that s reminding of the time when he was down..
like no one knows him..
well,i just wish that he will be happy..

yea i remember la i remember la..
i need to revise liao, so i ll have to end this post..
though i really don feel like ending it,
cos if i end it, i ll have to revise..
this is what we called..mao dun..
"_"

i MUST post this~!
yesterday we have alots of fun (*although i missed some parts*!)
to all who are too busy and forgot to celebrate this festival,
yesterday is MID AUTUMN DAY~! (Mooncake day~!)yay yay..
and our siao zapo da bian mei - ms ho wingee,
dont know why so high go buy lantern..
and ask many ppl to go celebrate together near d swimming pool there..
wabiang~really quite alot of people were there la..
fwens and strangers,
but we have a lot of fun there..
chit-chatting, makan mooncake, playin or *burnin* the lantern,
melting all the candles (lao niu did it~!), playin poker (khangjie chaukian n those gamblers),
taking photos (but most of them is with a cheng),playin with the rope..(again.. lao niu started it!)
(*again,lao niu is bi xian~ n his name - lao niu is known in mmu.)
and of cos,we all got wet, (duh,we are so near to the swimmin pool..~!)
i came back my apartment first, cause i was the first got wet.. and it was quite embarassing..
but i ll still let the dry people get wet one..hahha
NO ONE CAN RUN AWAY~! yay yay..
in the end,they all come back WET... hahah.. be li good..hahha

just finish my exam+slep for 2 hours..
felt so empty (mentally n physically)
(physically empty = hungry)..
still have all "conventional","intelligences according to XXX","postconventional morality"
all those Human D phrases in my head..
n now i have to put all "protocol","buses","secondary storage"
all the Computer App. phrases in my head..
so eventually my brain ll say tak boleh tahan den burst~
wow, shiok man~...
sighz~..
exam weeks.. i really hate it..
wana post some photos on my blog, so things ll become more interesting,
but hor.. recently i din take any photo.. jus record some videos..
hahhaa,i promise ed i ll show them to him,
cause it s bout wingee's real self..
wabiang,cant imagine how she do like dat to her self..
if u wana see,come find me lah~hahha~

study at night, n sleep at day times,
my time s totally terbalik ade man..
but yest night i really cant sleep,
worrying too much,
think too much,
and of course i must thank the mosquito accompany me..
(WTH~!@#)
it s a perfect weather for me to sleep,
rainy, windy, cold..
but i just cant sleep..
will things work out for us? i don't know..
i really do hope it will..
but will ended before it start?
i don't know..
if it really does, then i think i ve left nothing..
i won't even think try another time..
sad seh..

4 more days counting down to exam,
and 14 more days to the end of exam..
14 days.. two more weeks.. oww..so long..
jus woke up,got nothing to do so come blogging a while,
normally at this time i ll be in library with tee hai they all,
but i was really tired, and sleepy somemore..
so maybe get a nap so that i can study at night with shiang they all..
wow,they all so rajin sial, yesterday i left at about 3++am,
and they all are still so semangat studying..
wow~ okie, tonight i think i ll pia finish doing my physics past year..
human dev exam on monday, though i heard that it s quite hard,
but i ll listen to viv, study it on fri, concentrate on memorising it,
3 days i think i can finish all..
i dont want to pressure myself too much,
but i really want to do well in this exam,
so must keep praying lah~..
hope 3 weeks can pass faster~..

finally back in melaka~
im going to miss my bed,
miss my family, and miss him the most..
3 more weeks then i ll have to go back jb,
and have fun for my holiday..
i ve look for kenny,telling him i wanted a job,
but 3 weeks only,see whether he wants me or not..
and reallly cui liao la~
i haven't study at all..
die liao la.. move my things,
i think i ll be staying in library from now on..
tomorrow only i ll start studying lah..
today no mood leh~ feel like swimming leh~
hahha~..

2 days ago,my mind is - i want to study,fully use this holiday,
but aft 2 days, i still havent study a thing..
WAT THE BIANG>>~
conversation between me n my mum:-->
me : "hiyo,i'm bac!"
mum : "hahha,finally u're back,i thought u said u come back to study?"
mum : "but where have u been these few days?"
me : "haha,erm..erm.. i ll start tomorrow.."
mum : "i thought u going shopping with me tomorrow?"
me : "then i ll start on mon loh.."
mum : "u leaving on monday right?"
me : "..........."
i can predict where i will spend my time for the next whole week..
MMU LIBRARY~!
good wad,got air-con,got chair,got people teaching me..
WOW,DAMN GOOD RIGHT?
okay.. i ll have to stop being so playful leh..
counting down days to final exam --> 7 days..
OMG~~!

i ve been hanging out with kevin alot this few days,
he bring me go makan makan,
wow,now there's second thing i can predict now,
i ll put on weight.. for sure..
cause i didnt want to go shopping or any other place..
now the only thing that might draw my attention is -->
DELICIOUS FOOD~!hahha~
and few days ago i ve promised hai to go makan nice ice cream..
n i still owe him 1 meal for fetching me to central..
(no wonder he always offer fetching me to central,free meal huh~?!)
for people who dont know and very blur when u reading this blog,
hai is my classmate,damn nice,a very good person,
helpful, n he always teach me physics one.. my sifu u know..
funny guy.. hahah~
watch "miami vice" yesterday night..
wow,i cant believe malaysia censorship unit being so cruel,
i mean they have censored alot of scenes,
and they edit till like very cacat one..
i can say the story of the movie is good,
but hor,i really think that the director not good d leh
u go watch it and u'll know lah~..

kla,i stop here.. want to go watch my OC~yay yay..

finally bac in jb~!
yay yay, plan to study properly dis time..
for my final exam i mus pia ade,
i already can imagine i spending days and nights in library,
jia you for me okay? cause i really want to do it well..
sometimes i really feel that i am very fortunate to have friends around me,
shaoni and ed came to visit us this week,
for wingee's bday,
and of course shaoni envy us alot,
cos we all like having alot of fun living together,
yes indeed,
+ screaming + singing + laughing + JOKES..
and i really feel comfortable living there,
like enjoying my uni life..
aiyo.. cant bear to leave melaka leh,
although i know i ll have to go to cyberjaya for my nanotech,
but in my mind, i still looking for something that is worth for me to stay in melaka,
and i really wish that i ll stay in melaka..
1 more weeks to finish this semester,
and 2 more semester to finish my foundation year,
wah,time really flies leh~
but we all have to learn to enjoy our lifes right?
that's what i learnt from raul..

yea here i com again..
hahha~ nan de monday m so free,
normally i got 7 hours clas one,
but thx to eng clas cancel,n PHD as well,
i oni got 5 hours clas.. hhaha
very gd liao loh..
cos tml onli one hour clas..
gd i can study liao~
mus pia for my final..
reli wana do it well,get first class..
den can get my nanotech..
i dono whether i can do it anot..
hav 4 on 4 today,
well, we won,against the international team..
but don hav form to play today actually..
dono why..
gd news here, goin bac to jb again~!
yea,cos nex mon holiday..
go bac don go out sure can study one..
if stay here oso won study..
mus set my mind to reli study well first~
yay yay~!

wow,the las updated post = 1 month ago?!
i love dis blog,honestly,
jus tat i don hav time to blog leh~ (excuses~!)
but,...
ixora connection zap (TRUE!)
so i oso fel damn bad din update leh,
din even reply in my taggie board..
yea i rmb u my dear meishyuan,
n my dear lao po nini~
mis u so much leh~ nv c u since i go melaka..
aiseh~
wel, tok bout my life here..
im now in jb mah~
actually wana spend more time at home..
yea n so i did ;)
dono y nowadays wen i com bac jb don fel like goin out..
jus wana stay at home..
relax.. do my stuff.. i was bz enuf in melaca,
so i jus wana relax.. take things easy..
i begin to like mmu life..
though owas got exam..(every fri got exam for d pas 3 weeks k?!)
i like my classmates, i like siao-ing wif nissa,
i like playin vb in mmu,i like the team,
i like d study group fren (dey are reli great~!)
i like to spend time in library (yeayea,m lying)..
i like d housemates who owas kee-siao wif me
( yea,ho wingee,m sayin u.. n dat gal--vivian toh,made me pay 390~!)
i like d food which reli can make me fat one..
m i havin a gd life here? yea i am..
my seniors ask me to enjoy the present,
cos it s goin to b "past tense" very soon..
time flies rite? yea..
back to reality.. i hav an assignment to pass up nex week.. fri again..
topic -- LINUX FUTURE..
well, it s hard to predict the future of linux..
so dis assignment s damn hard..
n i wish my group can get gd scores..
wish me luck ba..
2 more weeks to final exam..
i wana get first clas.. for my nanotech..(or mechanical mayb?>?)
gam ba teh neh~!

soree my bloggie~

it s been a long time i sign in my blogger dashboard..
well i reli don hav much time to blog recently..
las week,whic is my exam week,
i hav 3 tests,3 assignments, 1 presentation,n tutorials to pass up..
i tot i was dead dat time..
but well, m stil alive lah~hahha~
it s over ade la~i dono hows d exam.. i don wan2 noe either..hahha
wel,wen to cyberjaya campus for intercampus match..
for d first time cyberjaya won melaka campus..
overall la,n for gals vb team oso..
yea we lost..
..1) we din train cos it s exam week,
2) play wif seniors who we don even met in melaka
3) play for 3 hours (dat s d longest game tat i ever seen n played
but i hav admit tat,they are reli gd..
wel,i think i ll b goin cyberjaya nex year for my engineerin course la..
here's some pic of my teammates (huahrong n rachael lah)

now on holiday liao loh~
though it s pretty long but stil not enuf for me..
der are stil so many ppl i haven met,
frens tat i loved, frens tat i reli wana go meet..
n sommore m goin kl dis fri..
yuan ben plan to go c my kl frens,
but they act comin bac for holiday dis sat..
no fate lo no fate..sighh~..
but nan de wen out limteh wif ed..
n he s drivin..though we hav episode in petrol station ( i won go der again)
but wel,m stil safe..thx ed..~
dis s photo we took in d "che zhen" ed's kenari car..~hhhaha

well dat s all i wana up date lah~tml baru update more.~

wow,long time nv blog ade,
the las time i blog is like,
2 weeks ago,
act i hav lots of things to blog about,
jus tat i don hav d time to write it out,
or,ixora apartment connection hates me,
that s y~
wel,m not in ixora obviously,
m in my computer lab,
ve fin my tutorials earlier,
so can go online bloggin..~

i had my precalculus test las fri,
n it s screwed up..
if any1 advise u to do tutorial and pas year que,
i tel u,
it s useless,
cos those que are much simpler den d real test,
d test is hard like shit man~
okay,well,plus my nervousness,
it s bloody hard la~
den i noe i screwed it,
cos i realise my mistakes AFTER i pass up my paper to the lecturer~
die la die la~
fine,forgot bout the test..

let s talk bout my fav vb frenly match on sun,
wel,we din act LOST the game,
we jus DIN finish our game..
we planned to play 'best of 5'
tat mins we play 5 games to determine who s d winner,
n d first 2 game,we lost,
i admit it-- the players were all no mo qi,
not enuf training, n not warm up,
d setter,i nv seen her b4 in any trainin,
no more comment bout her,
i don wan to comment my player,
til d 3rd match, our coach rearrange the position,
den d 3rd match was reli gd,
n we win them..
i can say they are reli strong,
but i blif tat we can do better,
so we tell our self we can win bac in d nex 2,
den sir said,
"erm,it s goin to rain soon,
so let the guys play..
the game is finished.!"
oooowwww...

sigh..gtg..times up for computer lab~

happy weekend!
welcom bac my dear ada!!
hahhha,reli ve a long time nv c ada,
she bcom thinner ade..
i,wg,viv,ej,bx,beh wen to kl yest,
to find ada n d guys der,
den too bad ed cant b der la,
n den d shihui oso cant make it,
too bad la,
den we wen to yuen steamboat makan..
fulll tttiiiillllll~~~~...
i reli dono i can makan so much,
cos aft steamboat we all go hartamas lim teh
*to ed:nenebubu,we al go hartamas le!!*
den i order viv's fav fried mushroom,
whic i promis her to bring her makan,
den ikan bakar lo,ada said she fin half of it,
which i don think so la..~
den go bac ada's place..
chat wif ahmi,cos i tot ada slept ade,
den don wan kacau her,
mayb can update her more bout us d nex day la..
things are solved,fel released..
*haha,farni rite m sayin dis? but it s true!*
but m reli happy la..

hahha,y m i so free to blog at dis hour?
u noe wat? i kena halau balik frm lab man,
cos i wear "short" pants,whic reach my knee one,
den he ask me com bac change pants,
den ok lo,i com bac,
den shun bian blog awhile den baru go bac..
hhhmmmppphhh..

i shud hav blog more man,
cos i owas hav lots of things to say,
den i dono who to tel,
kesian vivian owas listen to me crappin b4 slep,
u noe,tired ppl craps one..
so m i..
den i owas tok til topicless,
den i start makin weird voice,
kesian her man..
but i kesian jess more,
*cos she same room wif wg la>~

i like my life in mmu,
at least i can get along wif my classmates now,
at least the guys arent so COOOLLL or COOOOLLD to other ppl,
at least i can laugh loud loud wif my dear nissa n other gals,
at least i can play play like tat,
but i mis my jb frens la,
mis the stupid suagu edwin
(now got NICO replace him,but i m not so masak wif him yet,
n he s not that suagu la)
i mis the times we wen to redbox n neway,
sigh...

nex week got test man,
havin quiz today,2 chapters,
dono how to read sial,
shud hav sit bsid clever ppl..

stressed seh..
today onli i realised tat today is week 4 ade le,
oh myyyy..
dat mins we ll hav our exam very soon,
how soon le?
today onli i noe tat nex week got precalculus exam,
den after nex week den got physics exam +++,
den nex weekend i hav to go kl for ada,
but nex sun got frenly match,
n assignment for com.app mus b passed up by tml,
plus sommor got quiz tat day so mus study,
den physics tutorial mus b passed up nex mon,
n sommor got quiz n test in dis month,
wabiang,i fel damn stressed le,
fel like hav lots of things to do,
but...sigh..it s not tat m lazy now,
it s i dono how to do..
esp wen i dono wat the crap kang is tokin bout in front,
*kang is my physics lecturer*,
even i understand but wen i c the que i dono how to do ade,
wah seh~~
den everyday go play vb,
got dis n dat meeting,discussion,
CLS (chinese language society) got camp m not free to go,
annual meeting i go play vb,
aiya.... everyday live in maodun-ness...

it s gd to be tat bz la,
at least no nid to fan over those things,
which made me reli fan dis few days,
i owas tel myself--
get myself bz den u won think bout tat anymore,
at least i noe i hav to concentrate on my studies now,
no matter wat my feelin is now,
it doesnt matter anymore,
but i m reli cruel hor?
say no again to him,
sighhhh~..sorry..
i stil don hav the courage to face u yet,
mayb i won hav d guts to c u anymore,
so pls let me go pls...
dono wat the hell m sayin now..

i hav to go library liao,stayin at home ll made me slep,
go library at least can study

days passed fast,
it s goin to be friday very soon,
yay,can go bac jb loh~
i m reli lookin forward dis time goin bac home,
cos der ll b alot of ppl go bac jb,
den we can go hang out together again,
but seems d time ll not b enuf,
*as i promised shi hui*,
go hari koko,cs,jusco,hailuo..
wow~ yay yay!
i jus wana get out of dis hell la,
so tired d le~

haven slep well for d las 2 days,
troubling..
but luckily i hav him pei me tokin on d phone wif me,
: ) *though i stil fel guilty bout tat*
everything s goin to be fine .. i think so..~
yest nite ixora's boys all wen crazy la,
cos dono y no electricity,
den every1 go balcony screamed like hell...
it was 12AM MIDNIGHT le for goodness sake,
i wanted to slep one,i reli wan,
but then....they scream so loud..
wat the **** man...
it s like rioting starts,so horrible,
n i saw a man jump out the balcony
*he s not dead yet la*
den jump bac through the window,
wat the hell he s thinking?
making a show ar?
tat s 8th floor le wahbiang..

don get me wrong,
ixora apartment won b so nice to me
to let me go online at dis hour,
no doubt at all,
m in mmu computer lab,
was supposely doin my tutorial rite now,
but since i ve finish it,
den i shudnt hav waste a chance to blog rite?
rite?
rite?
i think so..
hahha~
blog abit oso shuang~
chaoz~

yea yea
m getting well..
mentally,m fine,m fine,
physically,m not..stil coughin like hell,
sore throat..
but..don worry,i m recovering!
n der s som ppl who oso fel sick,
my pretty "younger" sis,(hahha,sisters mah)
weisern,
shaoni..
wish em ll get welll sooooonnn...

gossip bout my younger sis a lil bit,
she got a BF!
wow,finally..
ohwait,i nv said it s gd to pak toh at dis age,
but i m not disagree wif tat,
n i actually fel happy for my sis,
when i received her call,
i can hear how happy she is,
i owas fel glad to c ppl happily sweetly in love one,
mayb bcos i don hav,
tat s y i envy la..
hahha~ wat the heck..

2 days 0.5 hour to mon,
sad sial..
i stil hav lotsa of hw haven do..
since i ve absent those 2 days,
i fel tat i was so left out sial,
dono wat teacher teaching,
thus dono how to do hw,
den fel so stupid,
wat la,1st topic tutorial oso dono how to do..
1st topic math oso dono how to do,..
stupid me la..
i try to look for it in d book,
but d "reference" book ar,
too thick till no reference to refer one,
geng hor~>?!
walao~ how to do? how to do?
no one willing to teach me oso~
how i wish i was in group PE02 one,
can discuss wif em..
but i wasnt..sad seh~
fine,i plan to go library tml,
get all d referrable reference book,
den try to figure it out..
den get done wif my eng presentation,
*i hav to do d hands out oso le@!*
sighhhh~..
n PCA assignment..
LINUX FUTURE
wat the heck..
wat the heck..
wat is LINUX?
waliiiuuu,wat kind of topic is dis man>>?!
aiya,i ll settle wif tat topic aft 2 weeks la~
sigh~

wen to play vb dis 2 days,
okla,got rachel n huarong,
not bad lo..quite fun..
but body ache ar,wat to do/?
yest aft playin vb,
i was quite depressed,
it made me thinking of him,
a guy tat i ve lost contact for a damn long time,
n i reli started to miss him so much ade,

YL: wingee,how? i started to miss him le!
WG: (cruelly)aiya,mis him for wat?useless ade lo
YL:....ya lo... *sad*

sigh~ somtimes i don hav the courage to call him,msg him even a forwarded msg..
somtimes i reli wan2 tel him tat i stil rmb him,stil missing him..
but..wat s the point./?
useless de lo~

m sick!
it s been a long time i fel so sick~
yest wen to c doc,
n he said mine one quite serious,
cos fever til 39++ degree,
n keep askin me to rest well..
i reli did rest well,
cos i think i ve been slepin 20 hours yest,
hardly wake up,
cos once i wake up i fel damn dizzy,
den i cant makan oso,
cos ll throw out everything i ate,
(i think dis can make me slimmer??!)
luckily i hav wg n vivian takin gd care of me..
touched seh~
now m feelin beta,
jus tat stil fel abit disgustin..
(d med is heellll man,so bitter..yyyeeeuuukkksss)
i ll be alright by tml,
n catch up all d classes i ve missed!..
sigh~ damn worry dat i cant catch up..
sigh~
i m goin to be fine..
i m goin to be fine..

IXORA APARTMENT connection zap daoooo~
walao..cant tahan d days without bloggin seh~
cant blame me if i sudden stop bloggin~

well,let s tok bout mmu skul life~
it s....
erm...
erm...
..
..
i tel u,d ppl here very weird one..
i saw alots of nerds here,
shuai ge s very rare specis here..
pretty gal oso not many..
my clas got 35 ppl,
5 gals,2 chinese 2 malays n one indian..
tat s pathetic rite?
my sis said
"good,u hav more chance!"
wat the * man~~
d boys are so not frenly n not gentleman..
d class s ok,lecturer teach fas wif slow monotone,
n i fel SLEEPY during my math class..
nope nope..
it shud b
PRE CALCULUS FOR ENGINEERING..
wow,chim name..
n it s jus PRE calculus..
n it s quite hard..reli~
n i hav 5 physics in my alpha year!
5..
physics 1,2,3 n physics lab 1&2,
for my alpha year,i jus study physics,eng,n math..
wel,i can see my future,
n i cant see my future now.~~
sad seh..
gd to live in ixora wif all my beloved frens
super blur wif wa2 wa2 ying1 vivian,
go-crazy-at-midnite- wingee,
"i wan2 slep"-jessica,
quiet-damn-gd-in-piano-jiayi,
n mabel..(hard to describe here)..
i reli enjoy stayin here..
but i DO MISS jb..
esp d frens there..(they rnt der anymore act..)
i mis lotsa of things..
ll upload photos wen d connection bac to normal>...

11th June 2006

Wana update today one,aft one whole day tiring orientation..
But hor I think every1 in ixora try to use the internet so much,
So I jus cant log in.. sad sial..
Today the orientation s stil d same la,same s in very lame, n I was like look in daze durin d whole briefing,den finally cant stand it liao,I slep at d bac pulak,for one whole hour briefing bout security,I was sleepin..so dono wat d hell he s tokin bout..
Den aft tat,thx to my blur queen vivian toh *m not sayin dis in a frenly tone*, den I hav to go bac my apartment,den since I was HOME finally,den we slep for bout 2 hours den onli head bac to d briefin.. hahhaa..darin le~~
Tomolo we all hav to wear the batik dey gav.. HAVE TO.. den I got L size,it s like god damn big for me..wingee lucky got XL,looks like she don nid to wear skirt la..damn farni d la.. hav to wake up 6am in d morning..WALAU e…wat kind of orientation is dis man?
I swear to god I won go for d orientation anymore,but hav to go for tml one,opening ceremony + briefin about PTPDN thingy.. den aft tat I can jus slag at my apartment,or jus go bac to my lovely jb home.. but dono la,I ll prefer go to kl for d mega sale …hahhaa
K la,I gtg~ dl omen..wana to watch it while my eyes r stil can open,.
Weather news -- > Melaka got abit rainin.. quite cold,damn suitable to slep la..hahha

update update~

wen was d las time i post? i think it s one week ago ba~
one week,actually quite a long and short time..
long bcos i hav wait for the coming of school intake,n i was reli lookin forward to go study soon..
short bcos i stil hav tons of things nv do,n cant do cos not enuf time liao..
wg owas tel me not to leave any regrets wen i go study..
so go meet any1 i want to meet..
n tat s my regret la..
cant meet those i want to meet.. cos schedule full..
go choose n buy laptop at d very las minute..it sounds ez--jus nid to PAY n SIGN..
but i stil hav to wait them download windows,check whether got prob anot..bla bla..
den stil hav things haven buy..things i nid in IXORA apartment..(tat apartment is EMPTY,for ur info..)
den hav dinner wif my grandmom n relatives..

COUNTDOWN DAYS TO MMU ----> 3 DAYS!

sorry la sebastian,jason,meiqiang,xiao xuan n peilu..think tat u all ll onli c me aft few months frm now..

we wen to redbox yest (sunday).. it s a gathering i shud say..
mayb it s d las time can sing k together wif our gang ba..
though som of em din show up..too bad..but we all hav fun..
here s som photo :::::
look-damn-pretty-evelyn,me n moved-to-sunway hostel-frm her permasjaya home-say wei..

me, n ni-hui-qi-ma-mah-edwin tsien

"angel"-ni hen bu inconsiderate leh~ - jas ng, not-smiling-jeremy, faking-tatoo-on-her-left-arm-shaoni..

say wei,evelyn, goin-to-be-my-roommate-vivian

yeala,dats all la..i got more la..but if u wana c,com find me la..

i did nothing today~?!

tel u wat i did today..den u ll find it---boring..
k wake up at bout 12.30pm in d morning(aftnoon ade la),den cos it was rainin,so i don fel like wake up..aft tat brush teeth,get somthin to eat,read newspaper,watch tv until my parents cam home,den i eat again(cos dey da pao for me,i dono how many meals i eat a day),den watch tv til dono wat time,lie on bed do nothing,listenin to linkin park's songs,play maple til i lvl up,den take bath,go out makan wif parents,den com bac watch tv..(u c,i hav to watch tv how many times a day?>cant count le..)..


. . . . . . .


so tat s my weekend seh~ so damn boring.. (c,wen i hav somthin to blog,i cant,wen i hav nothin to do n blog for fun,my com was jus being damn obedient seh..wat the .. man..) it s like tat la,things arent goin in ur way,den u ll get frustrated..

count down days to mmu: 11days.. (how come stil so long one? 'i hate waiting!'--quoted frm ahbeh..)

how hard to say no?or 'no,thx'

i jus don understand..i am confused...
how hard to say no? it s hard..cos i dono wat he wud fel wen i jus keep turn him down,n do i sounds like "sorry i cant,cos i hav somthing on,m bz.." or "hey i don fel like goin out wif u,it s weird.." ??wat m tryin to say is i don wan any misunderstandin happen again.. n somtimes i reli der s nothin more den frenship..i hope he won get d wrong idea..n so i promised him ll ask him out nex week,which s d las weekend i hav in jb..

count down days to go to mmu:12 days..it s like i left one more week at home.. n i m suppose to go out met som frens b4 i go..but til now i stil haven meet mos of em..i ll miss em in melaka for sure..

wen ppl is unemployed n got nothing to do,ll get fed up ezly rite? yea i damn agree man..it s not onli me..i found tat my dad s d same kind of person.. i don like him nagging here n der,esp he s tryin to scream at u,talk to u loudly..hey cmon,this s ur home,not ur office,don scream at ppl can anot?n i don like him being too..xiao3 ti2 da4 zuo4..i don like d way he tok.. i admit i m being rude to him,yea mum said so..s in,i jus don like to tok to him,but i tel everythin to mum.din look at him or ignore him wen he s tokin to me (n i dono he s tokin to me?!)..cos HE JUS DON UNDERSTAND..hey i noe u hav ur plan,n i hav mine too,y m i suppose to go by ur way? i min ders nothing wrong wif my plan??man's ego..

to d photo dat i promis to update.. nex time wen m free ba.. (u r not free?!)..erm..

today = update day??!

i find som thing interesting~ new updates for every1 today? except for edwin tsien (lazy bone!)..
GOOD la, frens bloggin,den i like to go view em..at least i noe wat s goin on wif em..

dad lost his job.. again.. i min dis time more serious d la, cos he act leave d company..dono wat he wana do oso..dono how i m gonna pay my education fees oso.. quite he seems like no worry bout tat.. yea yea.. his character n mine,quite alike.. he reli bo rasa over d money matter..but my mum not slepin well lately..so how?? i oso dono la..pray tat he can find job soon,but not enjoying his life playing golf ( wat the??)..

good luck to me,m goin to study soon..yay yay...reli lookin forward to it..n can go church liao of cos..

goin to study soon yea yea~

hahha..finally made up my mind..since i cant go to petronas,der r other places tat i can go mah~ so i go mmu lo~wen to melaka yesterday..to c the apartment..well,i onli c one onli--ixora..dey said bukit beruang cant stay human being d..n since the major said we stay in ixora,so let it be lo..ixora s new,clean,secured..but hav nothing..so mafan..but thank god i ll be staying wif wingee,jessica,vivian(she perm a super cute hair le~),huifang n pris's cousin.. i think it ll be fun ba.. having huifang around..if very bored can ask wingee to sing oso..though tat ll b quite suffering la..

counting down days to mmu--16 days..quite long la..but ders stil lots of things for me to do..yest lao2 called n invite me to his concert in his jc..but too bad,i don hav passport..goin to get it soon..but d concert s on 24th..is it sempat to get my passport? i don think so.. but i reli wanted to go le.~ shun bian c c my long-time-nv-see gd fren edwin n jas ng..reli hav a long time nv c em..aiya,even he com bac oso won tel me or won call me d la..fren til today d la~heerrmmmppphh~

reli worry ada foo~ aft i read her bloggie,wah,seems like damn stressed seh~ who s forgotten u? who make u so sad? wat s wrong.. poor her,hav hundreds of tests, so many things to fan about~take care le,jia you jia you..cheer up k? u stil rmb tat i rmb u n treat u s my bestest fren k?

WAT THE ****...

jus now i ve typed one post,den dono y cant post..~wat the***..

call petronas dono how many times n no one picks up.. make it clear,i call at office time,call the correct numbers,but no one picks up..so s der any1 der in d office? so i tot mayb by sending email ll get their attention,noe wat their reply? [ pls call the following numbers to our registry office] duh,i called so damn many times n no one picks up tat s y i sent email!! i m gonna tel em there are other ways to reject me OKAY~ btw, tat makes me wana go mmu more..actually both oso subject tat i dono,n dis 2 seems pretty good for my future (nanotech s more risky,but anyway i bliv it ll bcom popular in dis region..compare to petroleum engineering,the range is wider i think??)..so..goin mmu for d accommondation thingy dis sunday..

wen to jason's bday party yest, saw alot familiar n not-familiar faces.. luckily tat i hav huiting n koliuk wif me..so i won b dat bored out..koliuk teach me play pool..hahah..nid to practise more nex time..hahah..n noe wat? yest, jason was d happiest man on d earth.. wow, his presents -- air gun by james(dono wer he got it),a lighter wif his potrait on it, a necklace wif his tatoo image on it, his fav mizuno hat,a lot n alot..wow.. i was like "wow"..big wow..n dats onli part of his prezz..n we hav fun der...play uno n dono scream like wat.. chitchatting.. saw alex but din tok much to him..but to my suprise he com tok to me first.. as in,i tot he don even noe how to say hi las time..
oya,i ll update pictures soon..

ada,i wish tat i ll b in oz oso..i reli started to hate this place..dono..but m getting more n more ez-frustrated now..i reli don like being locked up at home n do nothing..dat s one of d reason i wana go mmu so i no nid to wait til petronas july intake. fel damn sien here.. how i wish to turn on the damn-loud-noisy-techno-or-heavymetal music,so i can scream n no one can giv a damn.. SIEN AR~.. hate do nothing,cos tat makes me think wild,i cant decide on wat i hav to do..even wen m watchin real madrid vs serilla,din even scream out wen Real Madrid got the 4th goal in~ wabiang..

too bored at home la!

i was thinking--y human ll get frustrated when they hav nothing to do? im not referring anyone la,im sayin myself..i hate being at home all the time but do nothing.. wel,i did something today--ironing clothes,one basket of it.. most of em are my clothes..hehe

i m supposed to be in aeon jusco tebrau rite now, shopping n walk walk to choose a present for him..WAT SHUD I BUY FOR HIM? i reli hav no ideas..WAT SHUD I BUY? WAT SHUD I BUY? i saw a Tough Tshirt,thinking to buy for him,but,he said he don wan clothes..that s hard la..i reli dono wat to buy liao la..can i jus simply buy somthing for him? since he doesnt care about tat so much ade..n Y SHUD I CARE?

called UTP office so many times,----voicemail box..wat the XXXX .. no one picks up man..or m i MEANT to be in MMU? speakin of MMU, my mum said she s goin to c mmu apartment dis weekend.. donwan donwan,it s hard for me to imagine me with those e&e text book, i don like em, u noe der s "elektonik" bab for my form 5 fizik, n i hate it.. why those seramic things so complicated one.. n if u ask me wat i know about MY petroleum engineering, n i ll giv a big i-don-know face to u.. n i also don know wat to study about the COMPLICATED hidrocarbon thingy..SO WER M I GOIN?? n now,i ll giv u a big i-don-know face..

SSI skul reopen today.. heard tat eric wen for f6,hahah..hey,gals in ssi,u are blessed,he is damn handsome man..n he IS NOT A PLAYBOY too..when i noe bout this, haha,i was actually wanted to go for f6,first time in my life!.. n i told him tat ssi is not strict one,but i forgot to tel him--SSI SUCKS! well,i ll remind him next time,or mayb he ll noe it one day?!

update update lo~

wel,der s alot to update today~
quite many things happen mah i think~
n i reli hav gd times recently~
(excluded d time i get bored at home + i hav to iron d whole basket of clothes...)

5-5-2006 (friday)
yea,wen out wif wg,jer,pris n suprisedly sebastian too~
to buy prezz for BEH, n bot clothes,
cost me alot of money seh~wabiang,
i reli a spendthrift lo~
i WANA SAVE MONEY~
incase i ll broke wen m goin to study~
den hav to eat meehoon soup everyday~walao
I DON WAN
(but acc can keep fit le like dat~hahah,
wel,i prefer sports k????)
wen out wif sebas,go drink starbucks,go bookstore,
n he started wearin contact lens~
tat s SOOO~.erm, u judge ~~

n den aft tat,we (aft say gdbye to sebas--me,wg,pris n jer)wen to FOS,GUGO,PADINI,MILK,SUMMIT (y not VINCCI???)...wabiang~ waste money ar me~ sad seh~n we wok til 9.30pm,can u imagine?til me n pris were damn tired in d bus,n din said anythign~ tired la~

4-5-2006 (thursday)

today bored~ doin nothing but watch tv~n watch tv n watch tv~n ironin lO~ BORING DAY~

3-5-2006 (wednesday)

supposed to be in d swimmin pool wif nicole,jason n weixian in d aftnoon..but ......rainin la,so din wen out acc~ sad seh~ but den wen out lim teh wif han yap,ahtan n wenxi~ (guess who r they? hanyap s a fren i noe in padini~quite nice wif him,n he s kind of 38 d la,n ahtan--i dono him acc,but he s banana frm st joseph who s one of d member of "hongniao",zadao rite? --he cant even read but so active in chinese society..wenxi--first time met him,but he look so familiar to me~erm~~)n we lim teh at d long-time-nv-go anjung warisan,tat s wat we cal on-the-tree~ a very gd place to limteh~here s d pic of hanyap~(he s quite nice lookin d la~hahah)

2-5-2006 (Tuesday)

SSI CHOIR TEAM ROX~!!!

wel,i reli like their second song--when the lions slep ( i think la_~~) reli great~ wow,i was so impressed..wen i first listen to them singin dis song i was like..WOW~CHUN MAN~OMG~! but they lost to convent~ which i tot it was quit pity~ acc convent did a great job dis time,choosing phantom of the opera s one of the medley song~ not bad seh~ their voice s quite solid,but i ll stil prefer ssi team,cos they reli good at it, looked enjoyin,confident n u actually can feel the happiness wen u listen to them,.BUT WHY STIL LOST? erm, i personally think tat both team are reli great jus tat the judge prefer convent's style,n i bliv tat they hav arguement bout who ll b d champion (accordin to one of d judges la).. but they are reli great~ EDWIN,y u nv come? wasted seh~

here''s some of the photo on dat day~

mc president cheehoe n handsome geng yao~

convent vs ssi..

yiwen,handsome geng yao,cai yong,n wen ting

da vinci code? true or false?

honestly i like da vinci code,
it s a good book i can say,
n i acc waiting for the screening of the movie on 18th may,
nice to read,but cannot blif the content~
it s all FALSE~
i ve did some research bout the book,
wat s priory of sion? opus dei?
is jesus married or even hav children?
Did Constantine erase the so called "gospel" when compiling the Bible?
(i min the gospel of mary magdalene n the gospel of philip)

PRIORY OF SION
It is the most influential secret society in western history. It was used by a guy called Pierre Plantard,claim to being a legitimate pretender to the throne of France.So,Pierre Plantard,Philippe de Cherisey and Gerard de Sede were engaging in an out-and-out confidence trick, describing schemes on how to combat criticisms of their various allegations and how they would make-up new allegations to try and keep the whole thing going.They made out documents--Secret Dossiers,to prove that it s related to the Priory of Sion. After a few attemps, finally they admitted that it s all hoax and they 'created' all forged documents.
(for more info go check http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Priory_of_sion)

IS JESUS MARRIED?
No. Mary Magdalene was certainly close to Jesus. She wept at Jesus' tomb (John 20). Jesus even entrusted her to return and tell the disciples about his resurrection. But we have no reason to believe they were married. Brown says that Leonardo da Vinci's Last Supper reveals the secret. He writes that the figure to Jesus' right, traditionally known as the apostle John, is actually Mary. Not true. Artists often gave characters feminine features to portray youth. John was the youngest of the disciples.
Brown correctly observes that few Jewish men of Jesus' day did not marry. But why, then, did the apostle Paul, himself celibate, not mention Jesus and Mary when he argued that apostles could marry (1 Cor. 9:5--Don't we have the right to take a believing wife along with us, as do the other apostles and the Lord's brothers and Cephas)?


WHAT ABOUT THESE ALTERNATIVE GOSPELS THAT AREN'T IN THE NEW TESTAMENT?
The New Testament canon in its current form was first formally attested in 367. And The New Testament we read now,is actually being authorised by the Church in Synod of Carhtage in 397, which is after 72 years after Constantine died. Nevertheless, church leaders applied important standards when compiling the Bible. Authors of accepted writings needed to have walked and talked with Jesus, or at least with his leading disciples. Their teaching could not contradict what other apostles had written, and their documents must have been accepted by the entire church, from Jerusalem to Rome. Church leaders considered earlier letters and reports more credible than later documents. Finally, they prayed and trusted the Holy Spirit to guide their decisions.
The so-called Gnostic gospels, many discovered just last century, did not meet these criteria. Many appeared much later than the Bible and were dubiously attributed to major Christian leaders. Their teachings contrasted with what apostles like Paul had written. For example, many Gnostic writings argued that Jesus did not appear in the flesh, because flesh is evil, or they rejected the Old Testament.
(for more info pls go check on http://www.christianitytoday.com/biblestudies/areas/biblestudies/articles/060426b.html)

U noe wat? i reli think tat it s a big joke to all the readers when we noe the "truth" bout the 'da vinci code'. it acc mislead many christians.i dono wat s Brown's purpose to write this book, fame? money? but "We did not follow cleverly invented stories when we told you about the power and coming of our Lord Jesus Christ, but we were eyewitnesses of his majesty. (2 Pet 1:16)"

i am lucky gal~

i counted myself to b a very lucky gal..
y??
i ve been very active in posting my bloggie recently,
n i found one interesting news~
EVERY1 s been influenced by mr EDWIN TSIEN's boom xia dao..
acc i noe dis s his kou tou chan since dono how long b4,
but now d disease ar,spread rapidly among
--- jasmine yoyo,weisern kia,n eejie..n wingee (she used it for quite a long time liao)
n i oso lucky tat i wasnt influenced by wingee's
--- " I CANT IMAGINE"
hahhahah~ tak tahan her saying tat la..
tak tahan wif ed n wingee's BOOM XIA DAO~
n ed has bcom the owner of d copyright of this word
"BOOM XIA DAO"..
(ed,c,i authorised u liao le~)
dono dis trend/disease ll until when le~
every1 s booming to each other~

EDWIN TSIEN:-- u stil owe me somthing..u got anything to tel me? wen's ur sis wedding?
PENG YOU ZUO DAO JIN TIAN LA.. (even ur HELP-psycologystudent-giordana-lynn oso noe bout it~ peng you zuo dao jin tian la~)

i wana enter utp le~

quite many ppl ask me bout how s d interview? wen ll i go to utp?
well~~~
I DIN EVEN HAV CONFIDNET TO GET IT~
sadsad d la..
i ve explain many times to many frens liao
i RELI DON THINK I CAN ENTER LA~!
sad d la~ my drem to b P.E.(petroleum engineer)
sad d la~
sad d la~
wel,stil hav to wait for d outcome first
anyway i ve paid for mmu~
n i m ready to go mmu..
but wat shud i do in d next month le?
i don wan to qiao ka at home le~
GO WORK LA DUH~
but wer??
donola

bac frm edu camp~

well,i reli hav to post liao dis time,
cos u cant imagine how excited i was wen i baru reach der~
here's som of d pic taken in utp~

dis s d chancellor hall,damn big,i tel u,der s 6 storeys library inside,resource centre~ the inside view of chansellor hall.. very big la,n for ur info,we (the students of edu camp) are not allowed to enter the-very-big-n-high-tech academic buildings (i think der r 23/24 buildings der) damn nice lor i tel u~

n den hor,dis s d mosque in utp,damn big n pretty lo~ hahah

dis s d new building of hostel,very clean,very colourful..

so far i onli took dis few buidings of pic onli..

wel,now m goin to tel u how s d life in d camp~

1st day--wel,we spend more time on ice-breaking activities,but it oso prepared the students for the coming interview (on 3rd day)..but my speaker s very lo so,so we bac to hostel bout 11pm~sial la..n den hor,der r 12000++ ppl applied for dis edu cam,2500++ got into dis edu camp,n den dey onli choose 500 students to enter d UTP~ hahha..damn farni~ im so damn lucky man~!

2nd day,we hav English Test in d morning,den we hav career talk..of cos i ll choose petroleum engineering lo~der s a interesting fact--in middle east countries,the average salaray of petroleum engineer is 100,000 USD~ dat s alot k..another interesting fact is--most of d engineers are gals..n another interesting fact is--the engineers don spend lots of time on off shore works,mostly in office one..hahah..n den aft tat is IQ test lo..okla,i admit my iq is not tat high,quite low oso..but hor...40 que to b finished in 20 min..i tel u,i reli cant finished lo,las few que tikam onli~

3rd day,interview..i was damn LUCKY to got the group D..it s supposed to hav 5 groups,group E shud b d las group..n i tot i was lucky tat i wasnt in d las group..but u noe wat? aft tat onli i noe tat der s NO GROUP E in dis batch..so i tot--wow,las group..cham~..n den i found tat i wasnt tat LUCKY lo..i was in d las group D,las person in individual interview,n d LAS group interview..d panel was like so tired to hear our discussion..if i reli get into UTP,congrats me..it s beyond my expectation~

to lynn:-- take care in HELP KL..hahha,hope u ll find ur mr."director's son" wen u r bac frm jogging..hahha..

to ed :--update more bout ur tammy-kiasu-lousymathteacher-NYP life der le~ u noe i wen to ipoh n ade bac here mah? dono le~ wat kind of fren? peng you zuo dao jin tian liao la~

to ada:-- few more days u ll hav to fly bac to perth liao..m not reminding u but..i am~ hahahha..enjoy ur life here~spend more time wif ur darling justin la~hahhah

to wg:--take good care of ur self ar,sore throat til now haven recover..take care a~don end up in hospital like kevin hor~hahhah

yea sleppy liao~chaoz

2nd attempt~

i swear i tried to update my blog several times,
but stupid com lo~
owas liddat to me~ heerrmph~

X X X X X

wel,first day being so damn free at home,
watch "a date wif a vampire 2"
(chinese = wo he jiang shi you ge yue hui 2)
frm episode 7 to 20~
lihai le,impressed le~hahha
quite proud~
but aft non stop watchin tv,
at d moment i turn off tv,
i felt so ........................
SHIT~
cos m reli bored~
dono do wat le~
n i begin to admire shihui liao
tat gal can stay at home
PLAYIN GAMES n do nothin else le
for 3 whole months
me 1 day oso cannt tahan
den i called wg~tellin her how bored i m~
......................................................
.....................................................
..............................................
wel,i think tomolo i ll go danga bay find job
dats a gd place le,got sea to watch,
memories~~~
i owas complain tat workin s too tiring,
but ~............................
no workin = sien~

X X X X X

my las day workin in padini is fun
mayb onli i ll think so,
n aft 6pm (my OUT time)
den i started to bid farewell to every1
n kok s leavin too~ sobsobs
n aft tat wen makan cake wif jason
n ivy bot me starbucks~hahha~

X X X X X

C~!
tat s my life now,
missing the passed days~
n oya~! i found tat i ve a new kou tou chan of me
tat s------------
sigh~
jason said i owas sighin on d phone,
though m not tat sad/unhappy/upset.
is tat gd or bad>?

X X X X X

lao2 cal jus now,
we were chattin bout his life in jc
he sounds so singaporean liao
wat CCA la~
(we used to call it --koko)
mayb m too wat liao la,
but his chinese improved~!
at least his pronouciation c more zhun
like a singaporean la
sobsobs
every1 s leavin soon
missin skul life liao lO~
(wat? not again gua~.......)