forget bout the past.

MOVED!!

2007-07-05T16:01:00.000+08:00

people!! finallyy!

MOVE TO XANGA!!

click me!! n bookmark me yea>?

*****?!

2007-07-03T10:54:00.000+08:00

i jus realised tat sombody tagged me, scolding me "bitch", from anon. yea rite. u cant see it in my tag box cos i deleted it.

to tat ANON, if u hate me so much y don u jus com confront me face to face, but not putting ur name as 'anon' so tat nobody ll noe who d hell u are. don bitchin' bhind ppl. or u can continue to flood my tag box if u want, n i won giv a damn to it. tel me wat s wrong with u, or with me, or else don be such a nuisance.

gosh, was in a good mood to blog, no connection at home, now com to library to at least blog somthin but the 'anon' spoilt it. wat ever. make me wana change blog ade. u noe, follow the trend, since las time ada change frm blogspot to blogsource den com bac blogspot again, ed change frm blogspot to xanga, bac to blogspot den change to xanga again, n quite alot of ppl changin to xanga. i HAVE a xanga, but not using it, background n everythin stil blank blank. think mayb somday, wen my streamyx s fixed, den i ll be damn free to do somthin bout my xanga. it s bout time for me to change blog rite? 2 years ade le dis blog. over 200++ posts. n sommor dono which ***** come n flood my tag box. hate me so much? den don b such an idiot.

mahy, stil hav many revisions to do. dono anythin bout the emaths. 4 more hours lecture later. weather is blardy HOT. n mosquito likes me alot. no appetite, wana throw out wen i trying to put d food inside my mouth. [complains & complains]....

be grateful man. tat s wat m telling myself. it s goin to be fine rite? nah. noe dis isnt a very postitve post. jus nid to type out somthing to release my "heat"..[yea yea heat transfer.]

chaoz

jb.2D2N.

2007-07-01T00:42:00.000+08:00

yea i miss u too my bloggie. so weird man cant blog, cant online. n since then, i change my habit frm blogging and surfing thru net, change to pigging, sleeping, and sleeping.

sorry guys for nv update for soooo looonnngg. damn the streamyx n tmnet ppl.

went to kl to visit my bestie, with wg n ahmi n ed n niu. hav lots of fun dat time. for more information, pls visit http://dadafoo.blogspot.com. damn lazy to write allll bout the trip. it s pretty long. but i reli hav fun, enjoy, so happy to meet my bestie, n my old frens. n i totally agree with both of em [ada, ed], old fren rox. n dey won com n go, though al of us at diff places, but we noe, deep in our heart, we noe the old fren ll be there for us. n cos dey were the one who being thru so much with us together, experience with us together, d frenship bond is definitely stronger. n though so long time nv met each other, but we stil share stuff n laugh like nobody care like dat. i reli like hanging out with em u noe.

kk, bac to topic. went bac jb with hai. 6hours journey frm cyberjaya to melaka den to jb. first time get to show him my own hometown. i mean dis s d place wer i grow up, n definitely love to introduce him to my family. went to jusco for a movie, ate lunch at vivo wer niu recommend me to bring hai go. went to watch die hard 4.0. i tell u, it s damn nice u noe. though bruce wills s pretty old ade, but he s reli a symbolic of a heroic father. he s strong, charming, geng ar, yeng ar. i like him since he starred 6th sense, n he s got a 'talking eyes'. man, u reli gonna watch dis.

i reli hav lots of things wana update, btu damn, don make me complain bout tmnet n streamyx again. dey all sux. nah, i jus complain everything now. sighx. i want INTERNET CONNECTION MAN!!

update soon. chaoz

nointernet.lifesux.

2007-06-21T12:08:00.000+08:00

yea yea. to everyone out der, m now in cyberjaya ade.due to no connection at home [my cyber home], i cant online, cant blog, cant register course, cant view frenster, cant do anything i want. n al i did in d pass few days to kill my boredness -- watch show, slep, do chores. dear god, i nid internet connection man!!

erm, i mus say somethin bout the "anonymous" here, i don get annoyed with the comments frm the ppl i don reli care, but i appreaciate those taggie who are reli true. so thx alot to al my frens, for defending for me. =)

2ndly, i ve talked bout my housemates in d previous post rite? nah, dey are great ppl, conflicts will occur but it jus small matter. i jus cant help missing xiaomei[wg],luohan [no doubt, it s viv] n eejie. =( u all are reali great frens great housemates. i reli miss u al man. =(

OHYA, great news here!! if u are my old fren, u should noe i reli want to go petronas. n i ve got letter to ask me go for the interview. n i went. hmm ya no harm givin it a try rite? n so i went. n d second day of the 'educamp' [the interview thingy] , there's a briefing bout the document thingy, n d official told me tat if i cant get my third sem result slip by this fri, i m disqualified. n u noe wat? mmu exam unit nids 1+ week to process the result slip, which i think it s kinda late for the petronas. i dono wat to do ade. sighx. try my best loh. =(

ADA S BACK IN MSIA!! yea yea, she s bac in d place wer she belongs to, n m gonna meet her up dis weekend! yay yay!! haha. so happy, so long time nv see her ade, n so much to catch up with her, n i hope dis time oso can meet up with ed n jer der. den we can hav fun together again.

life in cyberia [the place m living rite now], nice, as in the weather s so damn hot, but luckily the skul is not very far frm my place, but the bus stop wer i wait for bus fetchin me to other places is blardy hell far. n u noe me, too far, lazy. but i nid to get out of here. lack of many things here. FOOD. u are lucky if u hav somthin to eat, u are SUPER lucky, if u get NICE food to eat. n i nid to buy lots of groceries!! i nid standing fan!! gosh, life s gonna be better rite? fren, pls tell me dis..

i ve contacted the staff of CHC [city harvest church in kl], n i hope can hav a gathering with em soon. get my life bac to norm. adjust myself. u noe wat? d first day i come bac to cyber frm ipoh, i din even hav my timetable, d first day to my clas, i don even hav lecture notes. i m soo not prepared for studies now, fel so slacking, it s not like before u noe. sighx. d electronics lecturer, he suckx, not professional at all, complain this n tat, no wonder he quit his job as a engineer, think he get fired one rite? haha. n d circuit theory madam is soo 'reading machine', read slides to us. but i like my emaths lecturer, he seems so passionate to teaching n maths, he teach real fas but i like him. =)

think tat s al i nid to update till now. 30mins to my class start. ll update soon.

to rachel: i ll read ur blog wen i get internet connection here kie?
to ed: u noe wat, tat time i watch bac shrek1, it reminds me of u, cos u nv watch it b4. suagu. HAH

gathering

2007-06-11T18:53:00.000+08:00

gatherinng!

JASMINE!! PHOTO!!!

haha. update bout the gathering nex time.

ps: szemun, be patient kie? update soon. hehe~

livingtogether.

2007-06-08T20:11:00.000+08:00

one year ago, wen me wg n viv were so happy discussing bout living together in ixora,
i was reli looking forward its coming. u noe, can stay with frens u noe for more than 5years, it s reli a good thing. though so many ppl say tat it s not easy living with the others, n som ppl even predict tat there ll sure be arguement btwin me n viv. in d end, me n her end up living in harmony, no quarrels, no arguement.

as we all noe that, it s hard to live together, thus to avoid any unhappiness occurred, u hav to jus voice up ur opinion. say wat u not happy with, n settle it. nothing personal, jus to get the problem solved. tat s it. so easy.

i was reli grateful tat i can live with frens like viv wg ej n jessica. mabel is unexpectedly frenly n easy to get along with. there s no any dramatic happen, jus laughter and SCREAMINGS. once i told my mum, it s reli hard to find housemates as good as them.

we brought wat we supposed to brought, wat we have, such as cupboard n fridge [wingee], tv [viv], so that we don hav to pay money to BUY. willingly to let other ppl use it.no prob.

but i was reli disappointed. as one year passed, n hav to get use with other housemates. we haven start living together, n i already found difficulties. there are so many diff voices, diff opinions, ppl are jus goin to live alone there n won bear any mind for the others. ppl unwillin to contribute but comment so much. cmon. steady la.

pray la. pray tat it ll be goin fine. n i reli wish tat living together with the others ll be easy.

why is that doll so popular?

2007-06-04T19:54:00.000+08:00

i guess u shud know who m saying. yea she s no other than paris hilton, the heiress of the hilton company.

n bcos of the super-duper rich family background, she spends money like water. and u can c a hilton hotel which is officially belongs to her family, not far frm the town

if u put yahoo as the "home" webpage, u ll see the news bout paris hilton goin to jail soon. yea, JAIL. driving on a suspended license, reckless driving, and other many alcoholic behaviour, u noe, i kinda don like her.

she looks like a doll to me, or a vase, which means she onli noe hw to doll herself up n show off to ppl hw wealthy she is. and i reli started to wondey why, among so many actress or singers, hw com she got so many attention frm teenagers? bcos of her wealth? her fashion sense? or jus simply her look? [well she definitely can be barbie doll spokesman.] while i, read her news only bcos she loosk pathetic to me. doesnt she realise that her high profile brings her responsible to be an example the teenagers?

for what she had done so much, and yet she is still so popular. i jus don like her u noe.

if u are a fan of paris hilton, no offends here.

'sunday like' saturday.

2007-06-02T20:49:00.000+08:00

yesh today is saturday. but it feels like sunday u noe? cos my parents not working. and so it s like sunday.

went to watch shrek3 AGAIN. yea. hw lucky m i got to watch the movies so many times over n over again. haha. n to ed: nope, it s not edited, it s bcos we too late tat time, we missed quite alot of funny parts. T_T. haha. kesian u dono whic part m talking about.

cant stop praising god for watever m having now. i was jus complain tat i was too bored at home, got nothing to do, wana buy somebooks to read, kill my boredness, but harris/popular tryin to earn too much, every single nice book is bloody expensive. and i went to leisure mall for the movie, n i saw book sale. n i ve bot a nice book. haha. so happy man~~. n i reli cant wait to watch harry potter. damn nice u noe d trailer?

1.5 weeks more to say good bye to my holiday. n i stil hav so many frens nid to meet up. n i was soooo lazy every day stayin at home, lyin on sofa watchin tv. n waiting the mr.ocean for his coming. T_T.

sighx. till then.

shrek3!

2007-06-01T12:47:00.000+08:00

thursday. meet up with lynn n ed in cs.
due to d super-traffic jam in perling, i was stucked in bus for more than 45 mins!!
dis time i beat ed, becoming the slowest late comer!
we watch shrek3 together.

SHAME on edwin, he said he nv watch shrek b4.
SUAGU!! it s was damn funny, as expected.
gingy is ed fav, cos it imagine on his own b4 he think he s dying soon.

i like the ogle babies. cute sial. but it s a lil bit too many of em, i mean, in shrek's dream. haha
the PC. prince charming. is not charming at al.
n justin timberlake, voice of artie.arthur, he s sexy man!haha. i js love him!
but i rel suspected tat the movie we watch in d cinema, is edited.
i mean i watch the trailer, der are som parts i nv watch in d movie.
n it shud be 1hr33min, but it was onli abour 1hr. den end ade.
sweat. i wana watch it again. to see whether the stupid cinema main busuk anot.
hehe. yea la yea la. i wana watch it again. =)

im so sick of my blogskin n i actually choose the one provided in blogger.
it s improved with other features. we can add or remove the element if we want.

another day stayin at home doing nothin. u ll c me update soon. yea very soon.

2007-05-29T12:16:00.000+08:00

HOLIDAY!!

yep m happy cos the exam for trimester3 is officially OVER!! but 3 weeks of holiday without doing anything reli kinda boring u noe.

I AM BORED!!!!

sighx. been doin nothin at home since yesterday. tel u wat i do during holidays, wake up, brush teeth, makan brunch [since it ll be noon wen i wake up], den watch tv, somtimes readnewspaper, tired ade den go slep, wait for dinner ready to be served, den makan, den watch tv again, till m tired den go slep, den d routine repeat itself again n again. ...

i told my mum tat m goin to find a job. she laugh and say, who s goin to hire u wor? y don u guai guai stay at home den help me do chores?.. mum, i nid income u noe. n takkan i do housechores for WHOLE DAY rite?? she said she ll pay me for the house chores, DUH. don fall into her trick, she gonna pay for my expenses oso when d skul start. my mum likes to mix things together, so make it SIMPLER. =(

no job, no fun, nothing to do at al at home. so i blog. type wat ever i like. hmmpphh.

y m i throwing temper at my bloggie now? think either i ll be flooded my blog dis few days or i ll jus let it isolated. n slep like a mummy. finger exercising is not reli gonna cheer me up.

ooya, i was so free yest nite n i browse online to find the transportation i shud use to get out frm cyberia. the koperasi place. [ gou bu la shi].

n u noe wat? it s more mafan den to go ssi frm my jb house. [ jb house -> take bus out perling -> change bus in one of the bus stop to larkin -> larkin change bus to ssi] but der s hundred ways to go out frm der. it jus matter of the ticket fare of the time taken. n i actually found the way to go midvalley, one U, KL sentral, pudu, klcc.. etc. u noe kl transportation is reli better den the jb one. but compare to jb one. i prefer jb one. cos it s simpler, n jb s much smaller rite? hmm.. been thinking hw to get out frm tat koperasi place, or mayb i won be goin anywer tat time cos it s so damn mafan

i shall stop here n get somthin to eat b4 i faint. haha. it s good to hav astro u noe. =)

2007-05-25T15:47:00.000+08:00

HOLIDAY!!

yea.i reli cant wait to watch pirates of carribean!!

thx dear for teman me go watch it. reli hard to get the tickets on the first showing day!
i tot it ll be kinda too long cos it s a 2hr55 min movie.
but i tel u, it s awesome! n it s damn nice. u ll be enjoyin the whole 2hr55min. =)

actually i don rmb bout the dead's man chest.
but i noe it s davy jones's heart.
u ll see MORE johnny depp. yea i mean MORE. if u watch it den u ll noe wat m sayin.

n more of keira knightley. she s great! compare with the first episode she starred,
elizabeth is a stronger n tougher woman or pirate.

u ll oso see
- orlando bloom is stil as handsome n yeng as b4. i fel tat he s sooo noble. even he s gonna take over davy jones as the captain of flyin dutchman n continue his job, but his love to elizabeth never ends.

- i actually tot captain barbosa is dead. u noe d first episode. but in dis episode he s such a good captain tat most of the leader-speech is made by him. damn funny part is wen d black pearl got 2 captains. n jack sparrow n barbossa fight to be the onli captain. cute sial. haha

- jack sparrow got a father who looks exactly like him!! haha. n his mom is so SMALL.
- davy jones. i tot he s jus a guy who was cruel fish-man, but u ll see hw pain he s wenever he think of the betrayal of cyclopso. his beloved. actually i stil dono who betray who first. in d end both betray each other la. n u noe wat? actually he s kinda handsome oso. *wink*.
- tia dalma. i onli get to know her name wen it comes to dis episode. she s a goddess in human form. yea. cyclopso. dono who la. but she looks so evil man.

- oopps. saofeng. chow yunn fatt. u noe wat? he s reli not a main character loh. he hardly show up oso. but wen d time he show up. he died. yea. died. for d woman whom he tot she s d goddess. he actually fall in love with elizabeth!

owell. it s kinda confusing in d beginning. i cant recall bac of the dead's man chest oso. it s all bout pirates. [duh.]. dey al wana saved jack sparrow who was kept in davy jones locker. it s easy to go der. but it s reli ned inteligent to come bac. yea jack sparrow is smart. u can see his split-characteristics. n he s damn funny la wey. haha. den d journey continues. will turner wana save his father by killing davy jones' heart n take over his place as the captain of flyin dutchman so tat he can free his father. while elizabeth accidentally bcom a pirates king in d brethren court. she s reli great u noe. so proud of her. n jack sparrow. as usual, pirates-betray n run away. but in d end dey fight bravely. black pearl n flyin dutchman fight. wow. it s damn damn awesome. in d end of cos the east india company lost la. elizabeth swann bcom elizabeth turner. so romantic ar dey get marry during fight, n ya, under witness of captain barbossa.

wow. it s nice. i wana see for the second time!!
anyone wana watch it with me? i wana watch it for the second time!! or mayb third. =)

2007-05-23T11:01:00.001+08:00

aawww. so emo these few days.
one of my fren's mom passed away.
i went bac jb to see hw he s doin der. hope tat he will be strong enough to get through dis.
i cudnt imagine if it's happening on me.
i would break down anytime. i mean everytime i went funeral,
it s som1 tat i don reli know. so i cant reli fel tha pain of losing som1 i love.

sommor today is 23rd may, which means 3 more days to 26th - the day m movin out melaka.
i reli hate to leave melaka. i hate to leave my goodfren aka housemates.
i ve stayin with them for one whole year. i ve been through highs n lows with em.
n my church frens who have been so warm-hearted to me since d day i go to church.
esp huiqing jie's guidance and encouragement. =(

i still hav one more paper to go.
but seriously i haven even read half of it. no mood ar.
so sick of exam.
but i promise myself to do it well. so later i gotta study hard ade. =(

anyways, jus to show off. m goin to watch pirates3 on 24th!! yay yay!!

2007-05-21T22:58:00.001+08:00

try this!!

quite hard but i hav confident u can do it!

Create your own Friend Test here

2007-05-20T20:42:00.001+08:00

woots. *wink wink*.
ever since app math exam is over, i was like in "holiday mode" ade.
although der are two more papers ahead. but don care la,
the STORM is over!!

haha. honestly, it s not hard. i mean i fel tat d past year que paper is definitely harder.
prove hemisphere n cone, can dun wan>?!
tml i ll be having my prob&stat exam, but i stil very eng cheng here.
hehe.

was so in d mood to go out eat good stuff with viv,
n gaolao bcom the driver. as usual. =p
went to cosmo noodles bar. NICE MAN!
d design is good, al so pinkish, n d food is not bad too. =P
n u noe wat? d toilet got a big mirror inside,
n u can actually see ur self pee-ing in d toilet. iirrkkks.

[taken in d toilet. n yea, gents n ladies.]

[self obsessed, i noe. jus tat der are too many mirrors, cant stop taking photo.]

[u noe, takin photo in toilet made me remind of jasmine. =p]

n aft tat, i mean right aft tat, we went to bizlounge for a drink.
i was sooooshocked wen viv said she wana ordered another chicken chop [i mean she jus eaten rite?]
cos it s havin promotion now. RM3.90 per meal if u buy a drink der. *wink wink*
mayb due to my response, she din order in d end.

went to church tis morning. n for d las time to calvary church.
i hate to leave melaka seriously, i hav nice housemates, nice church frens, n foods!
sandra was tryin so hard to make me cry. thx huiqing jie for everything!!

[thx u so much frens!! gonna miss u al!god bless!!]

2007-05-17T01:36:00.000+08:00

201st blog. =p. hehe. shiok nye.

finish my english exam dis afternoon.
i nearly cant finish u noe. wen time left 10 mins, i left 2 paragraph and 2 ques to ans.
geng le. finish em in 10 mins, so it will be low-quality ans. =(

d synthesis writing is about internet addiction.
i think i m one of the user who get addicted to internet.
--> to find information
--> to keep contact with frens
--> to blog.
that s d main 3 reasons i online.
if one day i cant online, seriously, i will feel uneasy, unless i hav better things to do. =)

and u noe wat? whenever i meet difficulty in my studies,
the first 'person' i will go to, is INTERNET.
cant believe it le? i ll browse through websites, and find related websites which can provide more information on d things i don understand..
for an example, jus now i was doing the tut9,
seriously i dono hw to do, n der s no answer sommor.
kinda fed up aft tryin to figure it out around half an hour and nothin com out.
n i use my traditional way, search frm internet.
i found somthin geng.. integrator.
it s a programme tat u can jus type in function tat u wana integrate,
den it will solve it out for u. geng hor? haha.
m GENIUS! [though m not the one created dis crazy programme.haha. ]

and i found a website. all about mathmatics. called mathworld.
and besides, szemun told me there's a blog which published assignments and tutorial SOLUTION. created by a STUDENT. oMY. he s geng.
oh ya, his name is LCS. i don understand wat kind of ppl will be SO KIIINNND enough to upload all the solutions. u noe, geng ppl hard to understand one. =P

sighx. u noe, der s advantages to be addicted to internet. haha. =p

2007-05-14T23:36:00.000+08:00

u noe what? i kinda missed my long hair.
yea. though i don reli care bout hw short or how long my hair is,
cos it ll grow one mah. but for the first time i missed my long hair.
think it looked nicer den my medium long hair now.

so free huh? yep. today physics final exam.
n it s OVER!! .
though it s quite hard. but who cares. don wana let worries bother me.

d coming weekend is my last weekend in melaka.
kinda sad. miss my church frens alot. T_T

thx sebas for the mail. u noe wat? i reli happy to receive ur mail.
u are so sweet and i reli appreciate u my goody good fren.
sorry again for seldom contact ya. but u hav all my wishes kie?

miss dada foo. yea we're cool. i noe we both busy with our own stuff,
but we are bestest fren rite? miss ya!!

goodbye my housemate! [aft 12 days.]

2007-05-12T20:59:00.000+08:00

exam fever.
everyone is studyin so hard for the final exam. everyone i mean.
library full, ixora downstairs full.
n i studied till 6.30am dis morning.
missed hai's cousin's wedding. feel so guilty bout tat.
den 11am went to makan with daddy who are happened to be in melaka today,
n we went makan porkrib mee in bachang.
it s great to c him in melaka.
cos at this critical time, yea i admit m too stressed ade.
thx for the blardy hard pass year que,
making me brainstorm d whole night [or mornin] till i cudnt slep.
though i onli slep like 4++hours, but i was quite semangat aft tat.
din study much. but i feel tat i shudnt be tat stressed.
cos wen ppl start to feel stressed, he/she actually cant reli think clear.
i am a very good example. i was so stressed cos i cant figure it out,
but aft i wake up, clear my mind, i can do it. n it s reli not tat hard.
shudnt b tat hard which makes me think around 1hour.

CHILL la ppl. i noe it s kinda useless to say it now.
cos everyone is so stressed now.
n tat s y im sayin tat. =p

2007-05-11T19:43:00.000+08:00

to all stupid ixorans who throw things down frm window:

i noe it s kinda hard for everyone bcos there's no electricity for temporary. cause everyone is having final, n burning night oil. but u are not the onli one who s not happy with that. we cant do nothing to do with it except waiting. please use that time for other activities. n DO NOT THROW THINGS FRM UR WINDOW. m kinda shocked to hear that someone's balcony was on FIRE aft a 'burning kite' u created was thrown frm ur balcony. n veisern n niu they al nearly kena glass bottle while walking bac here.

do u noe hw dangerous is tat ? u are so BRAINLESS for not think of the consequences. thx god tat veisern n niu dey al din kena. the glass bottle fall rite bhind them. if they slow abit, they might die. u shud b ashame for wat u ve done, for mayb one day, u ll be kneeling down infront of the victim's dead body, crying and begging for forgiveness. and u hav slepless nite cos u ve killed some1 one. USE UR BRAIN TO THINK. don be sorry tat time. don giv lame excuses n tell everyone tat u din do it on purpose or they are jus unlucky. it s not a glory thing to do. u might reli kill some1!

2007-05-10T12:50:00.000+08:00

jus in case ppl think tat i stop updating.
i ll explain u why did i stop. this few weeks onli la.

this week: things i nid to do:
1. 3 physics assignments. luckily i onli nid to do one onli. group work. but no matter wat i oso nid to do all those que.
2. 3 prob&stat assignments. pass up one of those on mon, two more to go. n while m squeezin time to do those two, m waitin otherppl's ans as well. =p
3. chem assignment. i didnt copy. yea i did, one or two que onli la.
4. academic essay. heck maxwell, din giv answer any of my que on doin this thing, he simply ans i simply do loh. =p
5. prob&stat revision paper. 7marks for this thing. me n hai rush till very late cos of ddiiisss..
6. hav 3 exam nex week, while squeezin time to do assignment, we oso squeeze time for revision. [gosh i cudnt finish study ade la!!]
7. not free on sat n sun. means my physics s DEAD!!.

nex week:
1. physics exam. [i haven start studyin YET!!]
2. eng exam. [die]
3. app math [lagi die. cos din do well in midterm test]

sighx. u noe wat? i hav tonnes of pix to upload. party with the vb team. dinner at home with housemates. celebrate szemun-gracey bday. lolx. i dono whether can fit anot all these photo. but nex time kie?

i m so sttrrreeessseeedd.!

2007-05-08T19:56:00.000+08:00

i kena tagged. mm. well. though one day late, but bo bian la, i was so damn busy til now onli read da's blog. =(

Weird Facts of Me:
1. i scared of cats n lov dogs for the same reason.
2. naggin n dreamin to own a volkswagen new beetle
3. food can definitely cheer me up, wen ever i m down.

LAYER 1: ON THE OUTSIDE.
Name: lolx. stiil nid to ask meh?
Birth Date: 7th apr 88
Current Status: kinda tired. LOW BATT
Eye Colour: ppl said it s black, my dad said its brownish black. [yea rite.]
Hair Colour: blackie black. yea it s BLACK.
Righty or Lefty: Righty

LAYER 2: ON THE INSIDE.
My Heritage : malaysian chinese.
My Fears : CATS. n CATS
My Perfect Pizza : mm. not shakey's.

LAYER 3: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW.
My Thoughts First Waking Up : y i wake up so earli? [yea even if it s aftnon.]
My Bedtime : niu said it s 12AM SHARP. i said it s 12-1am.
My Most Missed Memory: wow. u ve gotta ask jeremy. my memory range is 1-2 years. things happen b4 2 years, FORGOTTEN.

LAYER 4: MY PICK.
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi. cos coke sounds weird. =p
McDonald’s or Burger King: mc donald. if jb has burger king, i might change my pick.
Single or Group Dates: single. of cos. =p
Adidas or Nike: nike. the trademark makes me fel everythin is right.
Tea or Nestea: tea. no reason. if got lemon in it, better.
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla.
Cappuccino or Coffee: cappiccino.

LAYER 5: DO YOU…
Smoke: nope. 2nd hand smoker. thx to weijie,yeap n weihao.
Curse: no. don think it s a good thing to do.
Take a Shower: n times wen d weather is HOT.
Have a Crush: mm. don reli wan to rmb.
Think You’ve Been In Love: NOW.
Go To School: yea duh.
Want To Get Married: who don wan?
Believe In Yourself: yea. quite.
Think You’re A Health Freak: NAH. i cant resist delicious food. n junk food oso. =p

LAYER 6: IN THE PAST.
Drank Alcohol: 3months ago?
Gone To The Mall : yesterday [?]. even wen i hav nothin to buy. i lov window-shoppin.
Been On Stage: don rmb. i got short term memory.
Eaten Sushi: tat s my fav!
Dyed Your Hair: wanted to dye my hair BLACK wen i reli regretted to dye it reddish brown.

LAYER 7: HAVE YOU EVER…
Played A Stripping Game: nope. over my dead body.
Changed Who You Were To Fit In: tried to be better person. but i am who i am. don care.

LAYER 8: AGE YOU’RE HOPING…
To Be Married: 25++. it s not depends on me u noe?

LAYER 9: IN A GUY…
Best Eye Colour: blue? refer to david beckam or wentworth miller.
Best Hair Colour: black.
Short Hair or Long Hair: short. normally guys who keep long hair s bcos they don go to saloon.

LAYER 10: WHAT WERE YOU DOING…
A Minute Ago: this.
An Hour Ago: washin dishes.
4.5 Hours Ago: studyin at hai's house.
1 Month Ago: watchin OC? [who rmb wor?]
1 Year Ago: working in vincci.

LAYER 11: FINISH THE SENTENCES…
I love :my life.
I hate: to walk. shoppin is another case.
I hide: .. i nv hide anythin le. even if i did, i don rmb now.
I miss: dadafoo, sebastian, shaoni. n my dear though he jus left an hour ago.
I need: to study prob&stat, to buy a dress, to finish my academic writin n assignment, to do my laundry, to fill my stomach now.

yea. i tag nissa n jasmine. =p

2007-05-06T12:04:00.000+08:00

spidey 3.
lolx. it s not as good as wat i ve expected.
i shudnt hav watch the trailer. bcos of d trailer, it attracts me to watch dis show.too high expectation.
but it s still very nice, better than the spidey2.
this one got more moral value.
n i hav to say spidey's grandmum is reli a wise woman,
frm d bottom of my heart feels tat dis woman s so great!
n so sad harry sacrifice himself for spidey, good thing he died as a good guy. =p

spidey spidey. lolx. i was sittin bside weijie,
d guy who kena called 'spiderman' by prob teacher,
self claim spiderman through out the whole show,
n claim tat weihao is harry, cos they fought so fiercely,
n no doubt, harry is more handsome than peter parker.
[yea weihao is more handsome than weijie. =p]

kong mong king sit same row with us,
wahbiang. horrible man him, watchin movie with him.
sui sui nian sui sui nian. =p

HAPPY BDAY TO BEH!
lolx. u noe wat? we bot special present for him. =p

2007-05-05T12:49:00.000+08:00

oopps, bac in bloggie.
yea, weisern gona hate readin my blog again. cos i wana talk bout LYNN here!! lolx.
yep, she came yest noon, hav lots of fun with her.
do u know hw long i nv c her ade!! OMG! edwin, envy me leh. =p

i shal upload the pics nex time. =p [i jus realise we din take photo jus now. oppx]

i promise myself this time i gona do well in my exam,
so i decided not to play maple this week. =p
this week onli. =p

n don think i ll upload that much liao.
yea. this week onli too. =p

goin to watch spidey later. yay yay. m so happy!
heard tat it s DAAMMNN nice.
lolx. but my dear.. sighx. he was so happy tat it s fully booked. =(
nvm. i stil can watch it with em tonight. =p

2007-05-04T10:54:00.000+08:00

swt. countind down days left in melaka. 3weeks.
n those 3 blardy weeks, 2 weeks are used for exam, FINAL EXAM,
n the another one week is used to study. CAN DUN WAN?

kinda lost aft yest physics lab written test,
i dono hw was it, wat s on mind is tat i wana do it quickly, den get out of the venue,
den waited for him, n i realised tat exam reli can affect ppl's mood rite?
i dono. wat i know is -- LYNN is coming tml?
n i hav to say tat YEAP is comin with her, lolx. i KNEW IT.
he mus b waiting dis day for soooo long,
now mus b daydreamin of sittin with lynn on d way to melaka.
yea i miss lynn. long time c her ade. =)

too bad,i hav clas at 2.30pm today. physics again.
yea i shud hav plan wat to study in the comin week rite?
to prepare my final.
i reli wana do it best, try to do the best i can.
cos i wana get in UTP.
lolx. yea yea, ppl sure ask I TOT U ADE SETTLE DOWN IN CYBER?
but yea, wat i gonna do is, i do my best in everythin i can,
so whether i ll able to get into tat utp, it s up to utp,
not my decision ade.
so like dat i can make decision easier rite?
i wana go utp, n i wana stay in cyber. tat s wat i wan.

2007-05-03T00:16:00.000+08:00

finally back to melaka. =p.

the feeling is quite different wen i com bac to melaka. i used to be very happy, to embrace the new environment again. everytime i com bac, clean n tidy my room, take a good rest, and relax.
but dis time, i com bac, i fel tat der s so many things i ned to do, prepare the exam for tml T_T.
my bro owas said me, got exam u complain too busy, no exam u complain too boring, den wat kind of life u wan?

wat kind of life i wan?

yea wat kind of life i wan? i won say no exam no skul those crap, cos i actually do ned these in my life. i need exam so tat i hav urge to study n it show hw much i ve learnt in clas. i nid school life, cos tat s d place i noe frens, get along with frens, learn new things, and to know my potential.

den wat kind of life i wan? if i were given lots of money, lots n lots of money, i would like to travel around d world. gettin into other ppl's culture, learn new language.. u are able to see more, see those ppl around u, n so u won focus on urself onli. cos i fel tat ppl are so selfish tat they onli can see themselves in their eyes, being kesian to themselves, fight for themselves..

i dono y suddenly this cam into my mind, i jus fel tat my life is bac to its routine again. schoollife, wat can u expect.? few more weeks to move out frm dis place. wat kind of life cud it be? =p

2007-04-29T14:40:00.000+08:00

aft waitin for ed shihui n viv for an hour, finally they show up.
we meet up at city square n makan at wang kok, wer we gonna crawl out from, accordin to edwin onli la. [wang kok--in chinese sounds like forget leg. tat s y we nid to crawl. swt rite?]

we hav lunch together, nice food, but we spend most of our time talkin n updating each other bout our life --backstabber, selfcentered freak.. i reali heard alot bout tat. n our conclusion is -- secondary school fren are more trustable n better. i totally agree with tat. mayb i onli observe n nv reli commit into a gang in new environment, but tat s d way m tryin to protect myself. -_-''

[oopps, wer's shihui? viv's skill]

[finally can see her head, but half onli. T_T]

[ed is the super star? shiok hor him.]

n ed gonna rush bac to sg to WORK. beligood, who ask him so free find himself a job?
say wei show up, n aft tat siao huan oso show up. den we go season makan. erm. onli she eats la, cos we al ade eaten. heard alot XXX stories frm em. OOWW. shihui reli scared me somtimes. haha

drag shihui shop around with me. went in shops n tried clothes, but i reli very hard to find clothes tat i reli like. found one in seed, but too bad don hav my size. T_T

went to sinma, cos my sis ask me to buy her somthing. den siao huan found somthin cute, n wear it on her head. yea she s cute rite? lolx.

went bac home n tasted mum's seafood spaghetti.wwoow, do u noe y i like FOOD? cos my mum s a great chief. if she s goin to open a restaurant, she ll hav alllll my support man. n aft few hours, aunt call n ask us to makan satay. wow. u know wat? i reli wana slim dooWWNN!!

2007-04-27T20:10:00.000+08:00

mm.. ve been surfing net for dono hw long..
suddenly saw a pic of jumeirah palm island, in dubai.
n den i start thinkin wer i wana go, travelling, IF i hav enough money la.

of cos one the i-want-to-go-the-most place is
the palm island in jumeirah, dubai!
wow. it s so amazing u noe.!

rite??

at first i din reli noe bout dis place, i jus know der s richy-super-rich prince, who s soooo dammmn rich, build dis island. n i dono he s sssooooo rich until i watched a documentary show bout dis island. this island is man-made island, [duh, wer got island was natural look like dis?].. a super duper rich prince, as i said, build dis. imagine hw difficult dis project cud be? u hav to consider the marine situation, accurate calculation so it won bcom thinner n thinner due to the sea waves, n the shape is totally amazing!!
n if m not wrong der s another 2 more palm tree-shape island bside dis palm tree. n the prince who s soo damn super duper rich is goin to make another islands group which shapes like the country, or u can say it ll be look like a small global map. wow. !

another place i wana go is.. ISRAEL..

lolx. no doubt, due to my religion background, i do wish to visit this place wer jesus born, jerusalem. though dis place is full of jewish who don accept christianity in their land, but der s alot of places which are worth to visit! n if i cud, i reli wana imigrate to this place. don ask me why, it s jus like y u like to eat apple, der s no particular reason.

ATHENS!! GREECCEE!!

no influence frm the '300', although the setting in the movie is in sparta greece, n it looks so awesome, but dono since when, i ade like this place, i mean, dis place is full of myths, n legends, ancient buiding. u noe wat? wen i was like pri skul, i was so interested in these myths, n owas dreamt to be in dis wonderland. cmon, u can see so many awesome buildings, imagining tat these place is full of wisdom ppl, they are so "advanced" which s totally diff with the 'ancient ppl' tat i tot they might be. they fight for wisom, truth n freedom. if u notice, the bible said bout these ppl onli interested in new things, [in ACTS] - curiosity bout new things.. n due to its geographic location, the beach s gonna be damnn pretty!!

of cos der s many other places tat i wana go, but, pls, now pull me bac to reality life. i mean der s stil long way to go rite? i believe i can go these places, yea yea yea rite. =(

2007-04-26T16:43:00.000+08:00

just realise this the 188TH post!!
suddenly think of 188. hope he s doin fine!!

so fast hor, i rmb las time i talk bout my 100th post.. now 188th!!
fas fas!!

well, jus a random post..
feel good being at home, comforatble sofa, n livin room, n cosy room..
u noe wat? when i was in melaka, my bed is jus bsid d window,
so i ll be d one who noes when s time raining or d sun s blardy hot,
n everytime i wake up, it is bcos i cant tahan the panas-ness of d morning sunshine!!
but now in jb, i din even noe it s middle of the day n i was stil lyin lazily on bed..

n unlimited streamyx!! haha. brought my lappie bac jus to download some shows
grey anatomy season2, n few movies tat i missed.
n disturbia!! ada said it s nice!
hope i can watch em wen i go bac melaka, to kill my free time,
n wish tat hai can pei me watch together. =p

speakin of him, i ade started missing him though today is d first day m havin my holiday,
nex time mus bring him bac here let him taste nice food *yummy yummy*..

looking forward for sat!! goin to meet up with EDWIN!! yay yay,
n SHUN BIAN can go do some shoppin aft he leave for work rite?
brillian idea! yay yay!

n one more thing,
keep ur eyes OPEN!!

[guess whose eye is dis? u noe who u are..]

p/s: soli for the blur image, photobucket undergo maintainance now. swt.

2007-04-26T00:06:00.001+08:00

http://www.myheritage.com

OMG! i looked like mischa borton???!!
i mean, my head is not big enough for this hat!!
she s soooo pretty, i like her, i like her face, her sense of style,
i watched OC, n fel tat she s reli gorgeous!

but.. i lloookkkeeed lliiikkkee her????
i think ppl out der sure very bu shuang me one,
[don insult her okie??!!]

anyway, dis post s gonna make u laugh,
but i reli DON THINK i look like her.
n i DON look like her AT ALL..

2007-04-24T20:41:00.000+08:00

counting down -- bac to my home sweet home -- ONE DAY!!
yay yay, i ll be at home at dis moment TOMOLO!! yay yay..!

2007-04-23T18:08:00.000+08:00

check dis out

this super-duper-cute-n-pandai-3-years-old child talks like grown-up,
believe me, u won believe wat words com out frm his mouth,
he is onli 3 years old!!

n he s super cute u noe,
he gav me tat pose wen i told him m gonna take his photo..

n his name is AMOS.. aka big head.. lolx.

he s cute rite?

2007-04-22T22:49:00.000+08:00

I AM SOOOO BOOORREEEDD!!

OMG. wat kind of world is it when u hav nothin to do until u NEED to slep to kill the time?
i mean ppl slep when they nid to recharge rite?
yea i did recharged dis evening, n now, i feel like i NEED to slep.. yea. cos m too free..

i think d rest who are workin hard for their essay [yea, m sayin u eejie], ll definitely say me very zhuai one.
i noe u are rushing for ur essay, n i reli don think i can help ya on it.
but tests are over, no homework, nothin for me to do,
i don hav meetings, any discussion.

m so BOOORREED!!

2007-04-21T23:47:00.000+08:00

wow. another wow here..

finish my applied math test dis morning, finally able to catch a breath, u noe wat? since dono wen ar, every week oso got one test.. it s ade bcom a habit to prepare for the test every week. but i tel u honestly, i reli din do well in dis test.. que seems so easy n yet i fel so lost..

hai's mum invite me to go makan dinner with em, i wass SOOOO damn nervous u noe.. cos u noe la, dono whether his mum ll like me anot, dono la. den sekali dey were treatin me soOOO nice.. lolx. dad n mum call me n keep laffin at me loh. =p

fel tat these few days din spend much time at home oso.. viv kep complain dat i was owas outside ar. yea true la, few days ago was so busy over the academic writing n d applied math test. now shud be very free gua. one month to go in melaka, mus spend more time with housemates, with my dear jb frens. n oh yar, jess s goin to cyber.. yay yay! haha. though she might not stayin with me, but fel more "secure" to hav jb frens in cyber, sufferin with me.. lolx

haha. tat s al for today la. u noe,somtimes wana write out my thoughts one, but din get the chance, n wen i got the chance to blog, im writing crap again.. sighx.

dadafoo! miss u!!

2007-04-20T00:49:00.000+08:00

i rmb i said tat uni life is damn enjoyin one rite?
well, im gonna tell u now, it s not happened everyday..

i got clas at 830am today, clas breaks n we go makan,
den continue our class.. till 3pm..
den we go to som quiet place to do our academic writing,
until 7pm den go makan dinner,
den go to replacement clas, den clas ended at 10pm..
cos haven finish doin the draft, den me n hai go ixora foodcourt continue,
til 11.45pm onli stop our work, go bac to our home sweet home..

sighx. i was soooo exhausted wen i get bac home..
but i noe once i finish my bath, i cudnt slep again.
den i ve lyin on bed till dono-wat time onli ll fall aslep..
no wonder ppl said my pimples are poppin out ade..
sighx.

god, take it frm me, cos i cannot do dis on my own.
thx u!

2007-04-19T00:03:00.000+08:00

late for lab again today.. n wen i got der, i can even feel the "gossips" around me..
wow. u noe, somtimes ppl ll be so irratatin n dey cudnt tahan ppl who cannot tahan their irritating-ness.. u get wat i mean ? nvm..

i dono wat s ur response wen u heard of som1 sayin bad things bout u,
but mine is sure.. "omg, did i reli do tat to him/her? oh, den i ll clarify to em if i din do, if i reli do it n i think der s no prob to me, definitely i ll jus ignore ppl sayin things which is not true rite?"
it s normal if u get furious if dey do tat to u..
but ppl jus wana make it so complicated.
swt. u noe wat? for dis kind of ppl, i even fel tat m wastin my breath talkin bout em..

wat a tired day. full packed but not very gd mood.
sighx. ppl change like weather rite?

2007-04-16T20:30:00.000+08:00

just went to watch "Hannibal Rising" with hai n jeremy..
well, it s not MY movie,i don giv a high rank for dis movie, though,
but i still wana blog it out cos i reli got nothin to do now..
hmm.. m i being too zhuai as i started to behave like this sem is OVER and actually i jus finish physics test?

After World War II, young Hannibal Lecter (GASPARD ULLIEL) was orphaned by the war and mute from the horrors he has endured, finds himself incarcerated in a Soviet orphanage. He escapes from the iron curtain and journeys to the outskirts of Paris, where his only surviving relative, an uncle, lives.

Arriving at Lecter Castle, Hannibal discovers his uncle has died but the man leaves a mysterious and beautiful Japanese widow, the noble descendant of the Tale of Genji�s author Lady Murasaki Shibuku (GONG LI). Lady Murasaki�s kind and wise attentions ignite lifelong passions in Hannibal for fine food, music, and painting. She leads Hannibal to recover his voice, but she cannot help him banish the repressed memories that haunt his nightmares, or shield him from the prosaic evil that lives in even the most genteel of places.

Commencing his illustrious medical career, Hannibal obsessively tries to plumb the depths of his own subconscious. Hannibal�s ghosts prove to be real people � vicious, predatory war criminals � from whom he needs the answers to his past, and ultimately, revenge. This quest, however, will endanger everyone and everything he cares about, and nurture dark desires that will forever demand feeding.

well, for some part of dis movie is reli too disgusting..
he kills like as if he s borned to be a killer..
blardy disgusting..
for me, i would jus describe this movie is just about the life of Hannibal Lecter,
n nothing more..
:(

2007-04-15T17:44:00.000+08:00

Artist: Carrie Underwood
Title: Jesus Take The Wheel

She was driving last Friday on her way to Cincinnati
On a snow white Christmas Eve
Going home to see her Mama and her Daddy with the baby in the backseat
Fifty miles to go and she was running low on faith and gasoline
It would been a long hard year
She had a lot on her mind and she didn't pay attention
She was going way to fast
Before she knew it she was spinning on a thin black sheet of glass
She saw both their lives flash before her eyes
She didn't even have time to cry
She was sooo scared
She threw her hands up in the air

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this all on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel

It was still getting colder when she made it to the shoulder
And the car came to a stop
She cried when she saw that baby in the backseat sleeping like a rock
And for the first time in a long time
She bowed her head to pray
She said I'm sorry for the way
I've been living my life
I know I've got to change
So from now on tonight

Jesus take the wheel
Take it from my hands
Cause I can't do this on my own
I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
To save me from this road I'm on

Oh, Jesus take the wheel
Oh, I'm letting go
So give me one more chance
Save me from this road I'm on
From this road I'm on
Jesus take the wheel
Oh, take it, take it from me
Oh, why, oh

i like this song.. d lyrics is so meaningful.. i like her voice.. carrie underwood. =p

2007-04-15T13:28:00.000+08:00

so pathetic~

how to end a relationship?

nah, m not sayin bout myself.. at least for time being i still don wana leave my bf..
i mean, if u are the one who wana end it, how u wana do it?
'hey i think we are not suitable, let s break up n hope u find a better one.." ?
'get out of my life n don ever come bac to me!"?
or jus leave without sayin any words?

dis guy came to find his gf from miles away,
but this gf is so determined to break up with him,
she left the house, left him alone in d house..
the guy cried n spend his time doin nothin at her house,
n he left.. with his broken heart..

so pathetic rite?

although i dono wat went wrong in their relationship,
n i don reli wana know it, cos i fel tat i m nobody to judge it,
or even comment.. n i don reli know dis guy,
hav no position for me to console him.. not as his fren..
but he s reli pathetic.. he cant even talk properly when i try to tell him it s gonna be fine..
n he told us tat he s goin bac his own place, all alone der..

so kesian, i mean u are ade fall down frm a high cliff n now u hav to embrace another storm?
d loneliness s gonna kill me if i were him..
cos it ll be all on ur own, u n urself,
ur imagination run wild, think of the memories, think of d possibility of getting her back,
think of the things done together..
it s like putting salt on ur wound.. it hurts u the most..

sighx. kesian.
no offence here, but i reli think tat der s better way to end it..
hope he ll be fine soon..

2007-04-14T18:14:00.000+08:00

nissa: see who s talking.. ask me update pulak~
i update more often den u leh~
hahah~

yaya~ finally.. physics test is over..
though it s blardy hell hard..
thum ann bluff me, he said it s easier den d sample test que..
lolx. cmon la.. d sample-test-type-que onli worth one mark in dis test okie..
i noe i got wrong ade.. walao.. if he s merciless, i cud hav lost 10marks kie~

finally~~
sat sun n mon --> no SKUL!! hooRAYYY!!
fel so relaxing.. even at d time i wake up dis morning,
i fel sooo.. erm.. empty?
hahha~ cos it s like u noe u don hav test anymore,
d storm is over.. so earli wake up for wad?

din do much today.. slepin al d time..
luckily jeremy comin today to melaka again~!
yay yay!
but i din get to meet him till now.. thx to my stupid phone!!

2007-04-11T21:52:00.000+08:00

busy week busy week..
although i am counted as the most not-busy person in my house,
but i stil fel tat 24 hours is not enough for me..

read eejie's blog, saw alot meeting appointments scedule,
wana ask her to makan together one,
but she s SO busy she din even hav much time to eat..
sighx.

test is on fri.. PHYSICS..
i stil dono which stupid suggested to spilt the midterm test into 2 tests..
double our work.. sighx.
2days to d physics test..
n now m so not in d mood to study..
n i can say i barely can open my eyes.. +headache..
asked viv to wait me ixora downstairs den fly her aeroplane pulak..
-_-''

so down now till i cant even think bout anything good..
sighx. somtimes thing jus happen beyond our expectation rite?
n it ll be always too late to remend or regret of the action.

to ed: hope ya recover soon! soli now onli noe u are sick.. til so serious!!
take care kie~!

2007-04-10T23:05:00.000+08:00

PEOPLE! sorry for the late update!!
OMGOSHH~ixora connection sux to the core!!

THX FOR THE BDAY WISHES!!
i reali appreciate it~

guess wat i got for my bday present?
CHRISTIAN DIOR ADDICT 2!!

if u noe me long enough, u ll noe hw much i long for dis parfum!
THX!! i lov it so much..

we hav our dinner at delifrance,

[wingee mabel n baobrr.. opps,wer's eejie?--jb]

[me n wingee.. the 8years good fren!]

[weekiat, niu, ken n hai.]

[thx niu for stayin in melaka to celebrate my bday, n THX to bluff me SO MANY TIMESS!!]

we plan to reach der at 730pm,
but d time we order our meal is like 93opm [?? damn late rite?]
den we went to wings' cafe for second round..
hav fun der.. met hai's sec skul frens..

again, GUYS! THX FOR EVERYTHING..

n, dis year bday is so special tat i SAME BDAY WITH HAI!!

[me n hai ]

hahaha.. it s quite hard for chaukian [or other ppl] to believe tat we both reli same bday..
THX for the stars,hai!! lov ya!!

actually i din expect so much one,
cos i expect to spend wif my jb frens,
i m reli grateful tat i stil hav wingee viv niu n beh these jb frens here..
but it s great to hav dis mmu gang to celebrate with me..
THX!!

2007-04-07T15:19:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BDAY TO MYSELF!!

n

HAPPY BDAY TO HAI!!

[hope al of ur dreams come true my dear, luv ya!]

yea, it s my 19th bday today..
[to shihui: it s not my 18TH BDAY OKIE?? u LOST UR COUNT!!]
n so happy to get so many bday wishes frm al my dearest fren..
i ade content to hav their blessing..
n so happy to hav a bf who same bday with me sommor..
lolx. =p

time flies,
it s been a month n a day ade..
reali happy to hav him in my life now.
i feel tat i hav more than enough..

well, i wen to see "the reaping" yest with hai,
it s a nice movie i can say.. i like d story line n hilary swank..
it s worth to watch it. =p
neva judge frm it s surface, cos u neva noe wat s beneath it..

2007-04-04T21:05:00.000+08:00

lolx. since ed post the visualDNA,
i found tat many ppl oso done tat test oso~
wow, but al i can say is, it s quite accurate if u reli pick wat u reli wan..

suddenly wana blog.
suddenly miss al my jb secondary school frens..
i cudnt agree more when ken said tat secondary school frens are more "ngam",
much better d frenship bond..
cant u feel the difference?
even d way i laugh ar, compare with las time,
i feel tat i was much more happier during secondary school life...

i miss EDWIN TSIEN's laughter..
if u noe him, definitely u heard of his laughter, memang tak boleh tahan to laugh together with him..
can u imagine he n weisern's laugter can be heard even next door?
everytime when dey laugh in d clas ar, in my clas oso can hear, n it s reli very geng u noe..
hahha~ like as if u gonna laugh til ur face muscle goin to cramp..

i miss SIAO HUAN's laughter.. i stil can imagine her playin scissors paper stone at the tangga der rite in front of my clas, n everytime my BM teacher sure ask her to stop being so noisy one..

i mis JEREMY.. i miss him of cos, he s a fun-maker n of cos a very good listener, he can be ssooooo FEI but yet he stil can be a very serious person.. he listens, when ppl nid him to be a listener.. he s caring n understanding..

i miss ADA FOO~! of cos.. she is the top in my must-miss-and-constantly-missed-person list!

i miss SEBASTIAN!!ohman, when is d las time i meet ya? when we go makan dinner together n dat s it? OMG>. it s like hundred years ago k? miss ya!

i miss peixin! onli appear during CNY la?? huh??! other time cannot meet la?

i miss SHAONI!! hw can i forget my dearest laopo... aiya, CNY oso cannot meet. u got lots of exam sommor..

i miss LYNNN!!!! omg.. hw come u owas not here wen we havin fun? cal u so tat u can feel the atmosphere too mah~ u noe, we al miss ya very much.. n though u are frm convent n noe us not very long, but u are my GOOD FREN u noe???!!

i mis lots n lots of ppl too.. i jus cant list out one by one cause it ll let me spend a whole night typin in front my lappie..

[SHIT--shihui, ho wingee, yinling, dadafoo timun.]

[is everyone inside? i hope so.. miss em..]

[in vivo.. oopps, lao lao at d end of e corner der.. lolx.]

2007-04-02T23:33:00.000+08:00

came bac frm jb..
aft slacking at home for 4days,
now onli wana prepare my mood for school,
it s like i ve been on vacation for a week
shiok-nye..

jus came bac frm test,
sux hell..
feel like i catch up anymore..
i used to feel tat everything is so easy if u reli did listen in d class,
now i fel tat it s not enough anymore.
shud do more exercises..
dis is my las sem in melaka ade..
i don wan my result end up like dat...
T_T

sighx.
things running wild in my mind.

...

2007-04-01T21:58:00.000+08:00

Read my VisualDNA™ Get your own VisualDNA™

i got this from ed, found it quite accurate.. n i like the pix!

2007-04-01T21:46:00.000+08:00

sighx. failed..
yea i admit it s reli not so easy like others,
after 2 days time n efforts,
it failed..

erm.. thinkin of wat to do next..
=p

2007-03-31T22:43:00.000+08:00

back in jb!!
yeay yeay, d last time i come bac to my home sweet home is like 1++month ago..
miss my mum's cooking..
she promised me to cook curry fish when i come bac,
but too bad everyone in d house was sick,
so say bye bye n welcome next time to my curry fish..
n nvm, she still cooks me my fav bak kut teh..
haha~..in d end made me sick oso..
my sis la, pass her flu to me.. sobxsobx

plus minus altogether i get to stay in jb for 4days,
wah but i already so grateful that i can come bac,
as i can see the coming of tests [esp those which falls on sat],
i don think i ll hav time to come bac..

it s good to see my family again
u dono hw much u ll miss em unless u leave em..
n like baoli said, once u go bac home once in a while,
u won fel like leavin the house anymore..
i din go out at al, [not at all la, with family onli loh]
din get the chance to meet frens oso..
i like lying on the sofa n watch tv, or jus lyin on bed do some reading..
fel so relax everytime i com bac..

but i still hav to remind myself,
I HAVE TEST ON MON!!!

OMG.. thx myself for the reminder..

HAPPY BDAY TO EDWIN TSIEN..
although.. [u read d testi i wrote for him, den u ll noe..]

n HAPPY BDAY TO MY DAD!!
hope he ll be 46 every year!
n my poor-memory sister thought it was today,
which is one day aft his bday,
call n say "happy bday dad"..
-_-''
cute rite? my sis..

kla, stop crappin here..
wana upload pix but hor it s in my laptop which i left in melaka..
nex time la. =p

2007-03-26T23:17:00.000+08:00

firstly i wana thx jeremy for coming to melaka all d way frm kl, i reli appreciate dis 7.3 fren to be here with me, although i din spend much time together with jeremy, but as he said, it s how we spend time together matters the most.. thx for being my listener for the pas 7.3 years.. =p

still in dillemma choosing among 2 paths, either one ll take away somthing i love.. n either one of the paths will become the most memorable time in my life.. it s just how i wan my life to be.. i rmb i said the same things to one of my frens when he s making a decision whether to leave or stay, telling him --future is not depend on d course u take, is hw much effort u wana put into ur studies and other factors aft u graduate, ur attitute to face ur job n d commitment in what u love.. and now wat matters the most is to decide what kind of life u wan, u make decision n don hestitate n don waste any single moment to enjoy.
[i noe hw to tell ppl but i definitely dono hw to tell myself this]

i m doing a survery among my good frens, asking their opinion on this matter, hav a deep thought, thinking bout the advantages n disadvantages, pros n cons, everything that might happen if i choose either one.. n yet i stil don hav a conclusion.. sighx. can u see hw fan i am?

to ada: thx for calling me al d way frm melbourne n try to make me "dong" [understand] on dis matter, i reli appreciate it, but i ll still consider bout dis..
to weisern: i read ur blog, i reli do, n i saw aileen's pic oso.. lolx. who ask u so long time onli get to online?????? teka-chu is zhu1 jiao3 chu4 la wey!! hahaa..
to sebx: realli wish can talk to u, u noe wat? u are d good fren tat i hardly contact but constantly miss one.. reli hope can catch up with u.. =p
to my dear: i don think u ll read dis but i reli wana tell u that it s hard for me to choose to leave u.. give me time to consider and trust me kie?

ps: upload pics --> nex time kie? hehe.. cos it reli doesnt suit d content of dis post. =p

2007-03-25T23:10:00.000+08:00

it s hard to make decision..
to choose btwin 2 choices,
esp when both choices are equally important to u..
sighx.

2007-03-24T19:33:00.000+08:00

it s been a whole week since i last update my blog..
apparently i hav PLENTY of things to do this week..

1. i got physics test on mon, which nearly drives me crazy doin the reinforcement que,
n the test is like ok ok normal normal onli..

2. i ve got to pass up my probability assignment,
which I THOUGHT we nid to do 3 chapters,
n actually we onli nid to do ONE chapter..
n it was postponed, d dateline, til nex week.. (WTH??)

3. chemistry assignment, spend 3hours infront of laptop tryin to figure out wat the hell is the exception of octet rule about and the configuration of dono-wad molecule..
n d next day, ppl passed me a stack of chem assignment ans.. (WTH)..

4. lost my sample test book which costs me 10bucks and i reli nid the que inside to do my take-home quiz,

5. gotta do for the academic research, topic--> advancement of nanotechnology in medical field in the past 5 years..(blardy hell hard rite?).. hav to be any educational institute's journal sommore.. (swt -_-'')

6. DRAMA, since las las week i ve been keep mentionin bout drama, n it was postpone to dis fri, n one of the member quit MMU!! den we edited the script so we no nid to be so-multitasking, and instead d drama oni hav 3 characters..

7. hav english test on sat morning, n it was ..____.. [i reli don wana talk bout it, UNKNOWN!]..n it was... sighx. don talk bout it ade la wey..

8. PLAN to buy my dad bday present, went to pahlawan n makhota parade n al d stuff i buy, is for myself one.. lolx. i dono wat to buy for him la wey..

lots of interesting happen oso..

1. went to see nissa's drama, she got an ex-bf, bf, and a hubby who died in d end.. she s so funny, n she ll bcom d nex funliang.. for her constant laughing..

2. damn busy over d assignments but in d end no nid to pass up so fas, n dis s d first time i fel tat m not a last-minute-er..!!

3. sms jeremy n he replied!! ok well, he s comin to melaka dis weekend, n he sounds like kl n melaka jus a block building away.. steady ar~it s good to hav a good fren like tat..

4. drama, though it s a disaster [erm, if u get to be in d same group wif a disaster, ur drama is apparently a disaster n u ll reli hope it ends faster!!]

5. suck at eng grammar, n d english test is onli about grammar, my attitute is--since u cant las minute stuck al d grammar theory inside ur brain, jus leave it outside ur brain n get a good slep!!

6. mum s goin to cook me curry fish wen i go bac jb! YAY YAY! i miss my family i miss my mum's cooking, n i miss jb!! n im goin to persuade her to cook curry fish on thurs, bak kut teh on fri, niang tou fu on fri, and teka-chu on sun!! wow wow..

7. PETRONAS! yea, they open application to foundation students, n i think i m goin to petronas again!! tat s my dream since i was form4 u noe! U NOE!!

ps: i hav lots of pix to upload, but not dis time.. nissa, u siao sin dian, i ll sure upload urs!! hahha..
ada foo: miss ya lots! take care! n thx ar!
lynn: i din know u read my blog! COME MELAKA LAH WEY!!

2007-03-17T23:22:00.000+08:00

exam eXAM EXAM!!
cant believe it man..
i cant agree more with my fren sayin:"exam jus like tsunami, u ll feel peace when der s none, but when it come, u ll feel it s disaster."
TRUE TRUE..

finish physics test today, it was okie..
at least i feel tat reinforcement que was much much more harder..

we hav APPLIED MATH test on mon night,
hav to pass up chemistry assignment,
probs, n i stil got drama on fri..
sat got english test..
CAN DUN WAN!!!

AARRGGGHH!!

..DRAMA!!..

2007-03-15T21:50:00.000+08:00

yesterday night was SO ___ [fill in the blank],
yea we have fun..
PE01 n PE02 -- perform drama..

first one is perform by hai's group, with vincent dey all
[HER THREE DAYS]
d whole show is so funny cos hai act as a GAL!!
n he s so SAMPAT u know??!!
OMG, we al cant imagine he can be so crazy when doin drama,
thx kenneth for d coconut tempurung as hai's boobs!
lolx
[left: hai, right:ken.. they are SOOO... WOMAN!!makcik!]

the 2nd group is by ken's group
[HER THREE DAYS] again..
but d funniest part for me is
when ken acting as a very SAMPAT auntie
[wow so big..]
u ll nv know hw funny he if u nv see him act before..
he s so BABAH NYONYA!!!
weekiat is so enjoy being nisha's hubby,
n he ll nv wish to quit as being her hubby even if it s OVER!!
JIE, THE DRAMA IS OVER!!!!!!
[jie, cant u see the lil bit of sorrow frm nisha's eyes? STOP DREAMING!!]

n szemun as the VERY-KAMPUNG kampung gal aida..

[see,she is very kampung rite?]
[she is kampung aida.told ya]

[auntie ken n weekiat.. weekiat is so DATO look rite?]

[weekiat actually do likes to take photo with pretty gals.]

the 3rd group -
perform by weesheng's group
n of cos jason..
[the DEMON LOVER]
it was damn funny la i tell u,
n hor, amara s reli a gd actress..
i reli thought she s goin to cry out..
when the scene like wake-me-up-when-september-ends-mtv,
jason was GREAT!! damn funny sial..

[I thought you will understand.
WHY dont you understand?
I did it for us! I did it for us!
This is suppose to make it easier.
I thought you will be proud of me.
I though at least of all people,
you will understand why i did this?!]

-original version-

IMAGINE it was in malay version--

[saya ingat lu boleh paham, apasal lu tak paham?
saya buat ni untuk kita! x2
Ini sepatutnya bagi kita senang.
saya ingat lu boleh bangga untuk saya.
saya ingat dalam banyak banyak orang,
lu boleh paham. kenapa lu buat ini macam?]

-translated by jonathan

hokkien version
[lu zuo mik a ni kwan!
wo xiu lu ming be wa!
zhuo mi ni bo meng be wa!
wo zho ni ye shi hong nang ye! ho wa nang ye!
zhi ye shi ho wa nang ye!
wa xiu lu ye hua xi!
wa xiu semua nang be ming be wa!
lu yeng ming be wa!]

-translated by ken

[ppl,i don understand hokkien la wey]

[soli ar ppl, onli those who was der yest, will know wat m talking bout.]

[jason,the terrorist, with ken, the doesnt-look-like-malaygal arabic (??)]

[the GALS.. having fun rite?]

and i still rmb fanliang's devil-laughing
so CONSTANT [wahhhaahaha, WAhahahah]

the 4th group was perform by gracey's group..
too bad i din take their photo..
they are too shy..
but it was a great show!
osama did great,
n i hav to say
GRACE is so SHIOK SENDIRI,
simply put her pic with wentworth miller,
[grace u think u goin to be together with wentworth miller?
DON EVEN THINK ABOUT IT KIE??!!]
hahha.. she s so enjoy in her shiok-sendiri-ness..

aft d drama thingy,
we ALL went limteh, it was like around 20 of em,
MITC, the place which was haunted by ed n siauhuan they al,
cos they all actually PERFORM on STAGE?!!

i love my classmates =p

2007-03-14T15:03:00.000+08:00

everytime i view my blog,
i hav URGE to write something more in my blog,
now it s like, i WANT TO post that's y i blog,
it s not bcos i got ANYTHING to write...

yea, so sienz rite now..
thinkin of hw to score in my physics test this time,
dont think i ll have enough time to study,
dont think i ll have mood to study as well..

tonight my class ppl goin to present the drama,
while mine is on tml, NIGHT..
which means, i ll have to go watch the drama,
AND practise for mine as well,
mayb aft watching their drama i ll work a lil bit more harder (??)
and i ll go kl on friday night,
for a concert, or i shud say a conference,
PHYSICS TEST is on SAT MORNING!!

i do believe in one thing,
have faith in God,
and i do have faith in god, so i ll just go only,
leave the fz test to God hor? hahha

n one more thing,
is there a hole in my wallet?
hw come my money use so fast one har?
aiseh~ so BROKE now.....
aiseh~ $$$ n $$$..

2007-03-12T10:10:00.000+08:00

- Smile on me, your servant;
teach me the right way to live. - [psalm 119:135]

Trusting God completely means having faith
that he knows what is the best for your life.

my majoring..

2007-03-11T00:19:00.000+08:00

accidentally saw a quiz bout choosing ur major subjects..
n d ans is reli suprise me!!
lolx.
here s d result--

You scored as Religion/Theology. You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in Religion, Theology, or a related major.

It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.

Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. Psychology is a good minor to add to any major. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.

Religion/Theology

100%

Mathematics/Statistics

94%

HR/BusinessManagement

81%

Psychology/Sociology

75%

History/Anthropology/LiberalArts

75%

Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health

75%

Education

69%

Physics/Engineering/Computer

69%

Biology/Chemistry/Geology

69%

Accounting/Finance/Marketing

56%

French/Spanish/OtherLanguage

56%

PoliticalScience/Philosophy

50%

English/Journalism/Comm

50%

Visual&PerformingArts

31%

WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?
created with QuizFarm.com

1st, it s bcos the 1st subject tat suits me d best is
THEOLOGY!
seriously i ve ever think of taking theology,
but it would after i finish my engineering course..

2nd, it shocked me bcos my fav engineering
listed no.8!
which is after HISTORY!
i cant believe it man~~

erm, but i ll put it as in my consideration when i wana choose my major subject rite?

n m reali not good at arts kie dude?
no wonder it ll be the last in the list..
or it shudnt be in the list anyway.. lolx

test urself! see which subject is more suitable for u!

2007-03-10T12:28:00.000+08:00

nex week is week6, that means i still hav 8weeks here in melaka.. u noe the feeling? like everythin u do, u gonna do it for d las time in melaka.. minus the chances tat i will go bac jb home, go subang find my sis, n find ahmi to go shoppin wif me, cheras to find lyn n shihui, n find ada wen she come bac frm melb, i reli don think i hav chance to com bac melaka again.. yea i will, missing wingee n viv n ej n d rest of em..

the 8th month i spend in melaka, living on my own here.. i reli do hav fun.. n schoolmates are also very very d cute.. i m not goin to tell ya hw 'sampat' my classmates are [m sayin nissa,gracey n simen, n yea they are xtremely 38!!], cos i already post the pics in d previous posts, n i oso not goin to remind ya i hav XTREMELY SAMPAT housemates, [ m sayin wingee mabel n viv, eejie s not so crazy, cos i think i m more crazier than her.. is it (??) ] .. i hav proof in d past posts.. n i reli fel grateful tat d church i go, suits me n i reli can get along with.. though i onli goin to spend one year in melaka, in calvary assembly church, but i reli do learn alot of things der, n d frens, the brethren i shud say, are reli warm-hearted, helpful n caring.. thx alot!!

yea.. yea.. yea.. m goin to leave to cyberjaya.. i remindin myself again n again, jus like hw my vb teammates do to me.. ['i tot u are goin to cyber ade? alah,u go cyber la wey don com practise la wey..' my vb teammates said when dey see me.. sobsobx]

at least d course im goin to take in cyber, is somthin tat i m reli interested in, n although i ll nv put my studies in my first priority, but i promise myself to do well in my study.. [ahem, i mean the coming degree course la, cant promis to do well dis sem, cos m BLARDY SLACK!!].. n i noe d housemates-goin-to-be in cyber, ermm, i think we ll hav fun la rite?

kk,no more crapz, i wana grab somthin to eat b4 i start studyin fz kie?

drama drama

2007-03-09T22:59:00.000+08:00

since this is the 3rd semester,
trend change to ---> DRAMA !!

yep, we all are suppose to do a drama,
formed by 4-6 students in a group,
script s required to pass up,
n we hav to do presentation for tat..

as we can see, ppl are so busy havin discussion,
rehearsal, making tools for d drama..

n LUCKILY [if u reli believe in luck, m not tat lucky]
till now we hav done nothing till now..
n we hav to perform on tue.!!!
OMG!!
sighx..

hav so many things to do in d coming week,
dono shud b happy or not..
sighx

2007-03-08T15:12:00.000+08:00

since the day i post the "LEGS",
my DEAR classmates GRACEY is so good

to help me gather "LEGS" photo..

[tat's mine! gracey took d photo.. i din aware of tat.. T_T]

[hai's leg.. took by gracey AGAIN durin english class..]

[nisha's leg.. ooww,we onli get to see her shoes.. ][hai's n mine.. during physics class.. thx GRACEY for her great contribution..]

we oso do alot of crazy things in class..
[but tat doesnt mean tat im crazy kie?]
my classmates are fun..
u noe, they are reli siao..
i nv mention nissa gracey n szemun are my siao partner u noe..
i nv mention ar..

never never mention ar..

[szemun n her cheesheng.. attention attention. "HER" cheesheng]

[szemun 38 again..]

hahhaha~
it s fun to hav em in class..
so when my eyes cant tahan lookin at lecturer,
i noe who i can turn to..
lolx.

2007-03-07T22:09:00.000+08:00

things happen so fas n i din even hav time to thank GOD for wat i hav now..
i hav to admit i do hav worries bout this,
a relationship,
it s d hardest thing for me to deal with,
but i believe these worries ll fade away soon,
it jus matter of time,
i jus nid time to adjust it rite?

He is a nice guy, a reli nice guy,
it s a blessing to hav him in my life..
n i reli reli do feel grateful for this..

it s time for me to put down the past,
no more guilty no more cowardness,
i should hav faith in Him rite? yea i do,
n i should hav faith in myself oso kie?
=p

..happy..

2007-03-07T14:33:00.000+08:00

in wat kind of situation we ll feel happy?

..

...

....

...

..

well, all i can say is.. yes, m happy with my life now..

*stil hav thousands n thousands of things to blog,
trust me, i ll let my blog bac to life one!

2007-03-06T15:15:00.003+08:00

i dono wat d hel is wrong wif blogger dashboard,
i jus cudnt blog!!
AARRGGHHHH!!

i hav TONES n TONES of things to blog,
it spoilt all my mood to blog..

wat happen to my BLOGG!!!?????

i want it bac..
or i ll change it to xanga.(??)
i guess.. update soon la..

i miss ada foo lee mun.. =p

..random..

2007-02-22T19:49:00.000+08:00

lolx. was viewing the pictures jus now..
i found something funnY!
cos i feel that my classmates all like to show LEGS!
i got proof i got proof!

[this is KEN's leg. tryin to TEMPT me? lolx.]

[mr BOSS HAI's leg.]

lolx. erm, is it the class to boring?
they jus wana do somethin funny.
lolx. but i stil fel it s funny..

anyway, i ve change spec!
n d power is DECREASING..
my left eye astig frm 100 --> 0!!
lolx. can u blif it?
is it a MIRACLE?! lolx

..PAINT BALL = PAIN BALL..

2007-02-21T12:55:00.000+08:00

b4 goin to paint ball,

we al wen to weisern's house yest..

he was so EDWIN u noe,

even d bag he likes the most,

oso very EDWIN..

mayb good frens hav common taste? lolx.

but the nike bag is nice weisern..

i stil rmb d LV dog.. very d cute..

aft tat wen to play paint ball

me ed jeff mi ky ky's bro n cousin yeap mohan n wenchun

10 ppl 2 teams,

lolx. we hav fun..

no PAIN no GAIN..

u noe it s reli pain wen u kena shoot..

wow..

[PAINT BALL.!]

[can u see our face? we look like jedi rite? lolx.]

[we have fun!]

[wen chun don peep kie?]

[jeremy u are bit late loh u~]

[SHOOT HIM!SHOOT JEREMY!]

[actin cute.]

[karate!yooo!]

[wah,battlefield.]

[don shoot me,shoot ky!]

den aft tat we wen to anjung warisan,

makan, chit chat for quite a long time..

they order for a sisha,

took lots pics n video..

[ed seems so addicted to it.]

[the 3.]

..2nd day of CNY..

2007-02-19T22:32:00.000+08:00

everyone is gambling right now,
right in my house,
my aunts my cousins my sis n bro n my parents,
lolx.
perhaps it s the only entertainment during CNY,
did i tell u tat i don reli like to gamble?
lolx.

X X X X X

i watch an advertisement on tv,
it s about a guy.
suddenly his life bcom a movie,
everyone who was watchin the movie,
fall aslep in the cinema,
cos it was tooooo boring..
'if ur life is a movie, would it b a good one?'

lolx. few days ago, one of my fren told me
he nids more than 2 hours to read my blogs,
150 entries till today..
i was wondering,
will he fall aslep in front of the screen when he was reading it?
i knew i crap alot in my blog,
vivian cant agree more..
hope he din get bored of it..

..CHINESE NEW YEAR!..

2007-02-19T00:10:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR
to everyone!!

lolx. i think i ll put on weight aft this new year,
cos my mum's cooking reali damn nice i tell u,
even the veg food oso damn nice..
lolx. u jus cudnt tel urself eat until u cant swallow den baru wana stop..
lolx. i ll put on weight, i told my mum,
den i said, nvm i ll slim down wen i move to cyber,
so who cares? lolx. my mum laughed.. lolx

jus came bac frm cinema,
watch 2 movies in a straght,
thought ghostrider ll be DAMN nice,
but, it s jus a THOUGHT, it s okok onli leh~
protege is nice, meaningful + got lots handsome guys.
lolx. not bad huh~
goin to weisern's house on tue, cos he's leaving on thurs,
n ada's s leavin to aust on that day too..
sad sial, aft new year every one go bac to their school again..

X X X X X

if u hav a que in ur heart,
though u are so EAGER to get the ans,
but u know the TIMING is not right,
so u won bother to ask right?
i rather leave it to GOD u know..
-_-''

..HAPPY CNY>>!..

2007-02-16T15:37:00.000+08:00

lolx. shiok. shiok. shiok.
u noe how excited i am?
FOODS, DRINKS, ANGPAOS, NEW CLOTHES!

to me, CNY, everything is new,
we al hav good reason to shop til drop,
n nobody can blame u for buying new clothes,
and u can eat al the food n snacks, chocolates,
and NO ONE can say anything bout it,
NO ONE>..

imagine u re eating chocolates n potato chips while playin games or watching tv,
normally my mum ll b nagging
"aiyo, u think snack is good for ur health?
THEY ARE JUNK FOOD!!'

BUT,
NOW, no more nagging here n there..

ALTHOUGH they all ask me come bac ALL THE WAY frm melaka,
to CLEAN the house together,
but u noe, we having fun.. reali..
though i din do the job all by myself,
n mostly i ask bro to do this n tat..
but.. erm..
THAT"S wat i called BROTHER mah.. lolx

X X X X X

valentine's day is great..
i spent my time playin maple aft i had my dinner,
den aft tat i was so slepy n i jus lied down on bed n i unconcious ade..lolx
fren asked me out for dono wat singles party.. lolx
i scared i won be single anymor aft d party.. lolx

X X X X X

GUYS, COME MY HOUSE ON FRI!!!
let's hav some gathering at my house,
n u al oso ll get ang pao mah..
lolx.
we playin mahjong, makan,
hav fun. u noe, catch up abit can?
lolx

ps:dono wat's wrong wif me, didnt take much photo recently.. update somethin nice soon.. lolx

..valentine's day coming!..

2007-02-13T22:59:00.000+08:00

lolx. actually i cant wait the coming of the days,
cos u noe, CNY is jus at the corner,
and valentine's day is jus few days b4 CNY..
so yeah,shud b happy i guess..

ppl ask me wat s my plan on valentine's day,
actually i rather spend time alone,
cos instead of goin out hang out wif so-called single party,
u ll fel tat u don wan to be alone,
tat's y kep urself occupied...
i rather like spend time alone,
like how i did on normal days,
so i won fel m faking up myself being occupied..
but ppl said valentine's day, better don stay at home alone,
u ll fel more LONELY..

lolx. stil fel excited for the comin of CNY.. shud b fun i guess..

lolx. update news for the kl trip,
it s tiring.. but u noe,we have fun.. hahah

..randomly..

2007-02-10T15:29:00.000+08:00

i view my blog jus now,
fel tat it lacks of something
PICTURES!
since when i ve stop posting pictures/?!
lolx. i like writing alot recently rite?

but guess wat i found in my photo album?

tell me she's cute,

she's cute rite? i noe she s cute n adorable,cute sial..

cos it s M E!

lolx, i noe u wana say she's cute again..

aft she grow up oso cute..lolx

tat s my family portrait dono how many years ago..

my dad's handsome rite?

i told my dad he WAS handsome,

he said of cos, n he s STILL handsome like ever..

lolx. self praise is not real praise, i shud say.

it's kinda weird lookin back old photographs.

i nv rmb i ve been tat place b4.. [for goodness sake, i was how old tat time?!]

yea, jus a random post again..

got nothing to do..

weather s so hot..

windy but it aint good thing when u heard the door n windows banging,..

still considering when to go kl, to leave on sun or to stay at sis's place..

to go today or tomolo morning..

it ll be a not-so-fun shopping trip i guess,

n i guess it wudnt b so FUN meet up wif ed dey al..

[must be partially emo and not really excited bout the trip then only the trip will turn out fucking good one...

quoted from EDWIN TSIEN.]

so yea, it wudnt be so fun..

lolx

..judge not ..

2007-02-09T12:04:00.000+08:00

[ Why do you look at the speck that is in your brother's eye,
but do not notice the log that is in your own eye ]

this verse came into my mind
when i heard of ppl saying other's bad things behind their back again..

sometimes human are very "CUTE",
cos they use their own human eye
to judge, to define wat is right or wrong,
n onli witness with their own eyes,
they ll come to believe wat they see..

ppl use to judge the others through their very own definition,
if i m holding a knife in my hand,
some will say, 'orh, she s going to kill some1!'
some will say, 'she s jus wana sliced the meat',
wat i wana say is, different ppl hav diff point of view,
u might not able to understand the whole situation unless u are in his/her shoes..

aft they judge, they speak,
speak of wat is in their mind,
without considering other ppl's feeling and consequences..
if u jus wana complain, no intention to hurt ppl,
try talk to the right person who ll never spread wat u said,
and exactly noe wat's going on..

if u watch "mean girls",
u ll noe how powerful it is,
"burn book"..

don judge ppl, if u urself cant see the prob of ur own self
n don judge ppl, cos it hurts..

..nice article..

2007-02-09T02:22:00.000+08:00

this article, is the best among the articles,
i mean among all i read frm Liu Yong's articles,
impact..

[我初中读夜校，大概因为晚间上课，
不少老师都是兼职，常因故请假，
所以总有代课老师。
有位代课老师，只教一堂就不见了，却留给我很深的印象。
那一天，他西装笔挺、满头大汗地冲进教室，
显然「才下班」就赶来代课。我不记得他教得如何，
只知道同学们认为他是代课的，都很不认真，
有个同学在下面偷看漫画书，被老师发现，把书没收了。
但是另一个顽皮的同学，下课后悄悄跟着那老师到办公室，
再趁老师不注意，把漫画书偷了回来。
物归原主，获得全班英雄式的欢呼。
就在这时候，那老师走进来。
教室的空气突然凝固了，大家原先以为他只代一堂课，
不会回来，这下子非有人倒霉不可。
那偷书的同学更吓得脸色惨白，因为他已经被记了两次大过，
这下偷老师东西，非勒令退学不可。
代课老师进来盯着大家，脸色通红，一句话也没说，
看得出他在压制满腔的怒气。
突然，他举起两只手，沉声问：「几根手指？」
「十根！」同学们答。
「不！」代课老师重重地说：「九根！」
没有人懂，也没人敢吭气。
「应该是九根！」代课老师一个字一个字地说：
「我像你们这么大的时候曾经做小偷，一次次被抓，
都因为没成年，被放了。最后一次，日本警察实在气了，
要切掉我一截小指头，一方面给我惩罚，
一方面使别人以后看到我少一截指头，能防着我。
就在我哭着喊着的时候，
那被偷的人突然改口，说他记错了，
应该是他自己不小心把东西掉在路上被我捡到。
警察显然不信，但是又装作相信，把我放了。」
说到这儿，他重重叹了口气，
看着自己伸出的十指说：「所以我原来应该只有九根手指，
是被我偷的那个人放了我。我后来常想，
如果我当时切了一截手指，我可能自暴自弃，
成为江洋大盗。
但是他们原谅了我，明明可以罚我，
却给我宽恕之后，
我既羞愧又感激，痛改前非、加倍努力，
而今成为一个大公司的主管。」说完，他一转身，走了出去。]

..found somthin new!..

2007-02-08T00:50:00.000+08:00

lolx.
nowadays, playin computer games + watchin show
bcom d main leisure activity in my life
but i think it s kinda boring,
i mean like aft watchin the whole series of drama,
or up one lvl in maple story,
or finish defeat the ice throne in dota,
u noe, except the feelin of victory,
i fel nothin else..

fel so empty,
like, wat s the point?

i dono what other ppl think la,
cos other ppl might get so addicted to computer games,
dramas, tv shows, etc etc,
it s like it s THEIR LIFE,
nothin else matters..

but i jus not satisfied wid dis kind of so-called-uni-life..

so i went online to find some nice articles for me to read,
if u happen to know Liu-Yong,
he s CHUNTED!
nice man his article,
i like his article,
it s not all BOUT lovingly LOVE<
it contains fatherly love, u noe,
n other stuff oso..
quite touched everytime read his article,
u can actually fel tat u are not alone,
u are not alone who facing probs,
u can jus open ur eyes to see other ppl around u..

click http://blog.sina.com.cn/m/liuyongblog

..confusion..

2007-02-06T21:22:00.000+08:00

the feeling is so complicated when i noe tat he s coming to melaka,
it s like, u are happy tat he s here,
but u jus don dare to face him..
but it s such a waste dat won get much chance to meet him..

so busy recently,
due to the "cny corridor" thingy,
meetings n meetings,
hav to go jaga booth,
go dono wat cybertalk, dono wat rehearsal, n dono wat cellgroup,
when al crashed together, u ll jus feel like stayin at home better..

goin kl dis weekend,
yup, it s goin to be fun i guess,
tat s d first time goin OUT wif my classmates,
goin SHOPPIN,
honestly i din hav mood to shop,
i think i ve done enuf for tat..

n QQIIIAAOOO DDAAAOOO
tat ed jas n weisern goin kl oso,
lolx. tat means we gonna meet up, if la..
so excited u noe..lolx

valentine's is coming,
now com to think of it,
i ve been single for the past 2 years,
time flies isnt it?
but i m happy,
n m xin fu to hav all my frens n family who love me lots..
it s kinda sad to being alone on valentines day,
but al i can do is to hope not being alone for the nex valentines day.

.. first week..

2007-02-01T20:42:00.000+08:00

did i mention anything bout school in the last few entries?
no rite? i don think so.
it s kinda weird tat i din mention it.
cos it s d "happening" thingy for me rite?
shud b rite?

but apparently i din post bout it,
cos i don wana talk bout it..
dont know y i don reli feel like talkin bout skul stuff one..
i guess cos i haven even prepared to come bac n study..
my brain is so rusty now..
yea now, til now, the 4th day of school i stil haven adjust back,
yea yea i did listen to the clas, i did attend the class,
jus that i m stil not prepared,
as in, i nv print out my notes,
neva buy any note books so tat i can write down notes during lecture like how i do las few semester,
i neva anxious bout wat s due date for the assignments,
[yea, dis time we hav plenty of assignments, unlike d las few semester.]
even the notes n the tutorial thingy i hav now,
is printed by ken.. cos i haven print yet..

so sienz la.. like suddenly don hav motivation or u cal it inspiration to study..
yea i stil hav to n i will stil study,
just tat, yea it bcom part of my life n i won fel any excitement or anything..

13weeks to go, i ll leave this place..

-_-"

fel that i slowly become ppl that it wasnt realli me,
i mean the lifestyle m havin now..
i dono, it s like, i don wan it that way,
but fine, nvm, i ll just follow the flow..

anyway, might be goin to kl the coming weekend..
goin to meet jeremy der.. hope i ll see ada oso..
but stil not confirm yet so see first la..
lolx

.. have u ever doubt tat?..

2007-01-30T23:33:00.000+08:00

good que sebas, lolx,
do i ever doubt tat i won be marry to any one,
won hav children, won havin life like fairy tales "happily ever after"..

erm.. actually i neva think of tat b4,
cos it s like u knew tat god prepares everything..

but now come to think of it,
mayb it won be like the way how i want it to be,
mayb it full of misery, sadness, or even loneliness,
mayb it s full of suprises,
we never know rite?

i always dreamt tat i will be having my own career,
livin in a beautiful big house,
driving my fav volkswagen new beetle,
imagining myself wearing smart suit walking into a big building..
lolx.

Take no thought for your life,
what ye shall eat; neither for the body, what ye shall put on.
The life is more than meat,
and the body is more than raiment.
Consider the ravens:
for they neither sow nor reap;
which neither have storehouse nor barn;
and God feedeth them:
how much more are ye better than the fowls?
And which of you with taking thought can add to his stature one cubit?
If ye then be not able to do that thing which is least,
why take ye thought for the rest?
Consider the lilies how they grow:
they toil not, they spin not; and yet I say unto you,
that Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these.
If then God so clothe the grass, which is to day in the field,
and to morrow is cast into the oven;
how much more will he clothe you, O ye of little faith?
And seek not ye what ye shall eat,
or what ye shall drink,
neither be ye of doubtful mind.
For all these things do the nations of the world seek after:
and your Father knoweth that ye have need of these things.

yea n i believe He knows wat i need,
so though sometimes i am in need,
worry bout my future,
but i know God prepares.
rite? lolx.
so i can continue enjoy my life now. lolx

..long way to go..

2007-01-28T01:31:00.000+08:00

yea it s a nice song..
ey wad la, m not saying the song 'long way to go' by cassie kie?
m sayin bout my life lah!

m not talking within the possibility if got any accident happen to me,
u noe, no one can predict future rite?
so m not suprise if i kena accident the next minute..
"CHOI".. touchwood sial..

as i were saying,
i still hav a long way to go..
aft my bday, i ll be like 19 years old..
tat means i ll be 20 years old nex year..
soon, i ll get my job, career, get marry, hav child, be grandmum soon..
wow..
m thinkin too far rite? lolx

yea m thinking too far..

actually la, i din wana blog bout tis one.
jus tat i dono wat to put for the title,
the song came into my mind,
n i crap..lolx

jus too boring since the skul is starting soon..
n i reli fel very sien with mmu edu system,
so fast term break n so fas it ends
sienz

[to 188: thx for viewing my bloggie,
yea i ll be moving to cyberjaya aft i fin dis semester,
hope u are doin fine in sg,
i ll look for u wen i hav holidays kie?]

change skin!!

2007-01-26T18:00:00.001+08:00

finally i get sick of "blogger-provide" blog skin,
it s kinda boring rite? yea i feel so too..
so i determined to find frm blogskin.com,
i like this one, kinda plain, but i like it..

since when everyone stop blogging?
i m not sure is it bcos i view ppl's blog too frequent,
or is it bcos no ppl wana update their bloggie?
n everytime i open ppl's blog,
stil d same last post..
[except ada's one la.. lolz]
can ppl pls update their bloggie?
or else i ll be damn borin reading d same thing again n again n again n again..
n again n again n again n again...~~
[quote from edwin tsien : the echo still there.]

quote this frm daniel ooi.. [daniel ooi = charlie chaplin/cinderella]

charlie chaplin/cinderella to »¤¨°Y¦nL¦nG°¨¤«
i wanna woo jasmine

though he din say s which jasmine,
but definitely is jasmine ng,
he said that she s pretty cute now..
n m helpin him to advertise now..
[to jas ng: he s serious u noe.lolz]
lolz.. but she s not available anymore la dude..
so give up la..

life is not boring,
but it is boring when u hav NOTHING to do..
u noe wat i mean rite?
so, kesian me, come chat wif me pls!

..bac in melaka again~..

2007-01-25T15:17:00.000+08:00

onli get to spend one week in jb, such a waste. although i spend most of my time at home, pigging, n doin nothing.. but i reli miss home.. cos der is wer i belong rite? reach melaka yest noon wif wingee, clean the house, den aft a while, wg they al wen to UM trip, [i dono wat the heck is it..].. so im al alone at home.. but u noe, m kinda of enjoy.. not enjoy la.. i ve got used to it.. i dono y, i prefer the bed here, let me get into sleep faster.. compare wif the bed in jb, i usually hav to use more than a hour lyin on bed in jb, den onli i get to fall asleep..

i read newspaper yest.. there's a sentence which attracted my attention. 'the scare is still there, just tat it shudnt be pain anymore..'.. yea, from my point of view, once it s wounded, it ll definitely left a scar there, u can ignore it, pretend it wasnt der, but one day,u gonna found urself a scar there.. but this sentence lets me come to a sense that, yes, there ll be a scar there, but it shudnt be pain anymore.. cos it s jus a scar.. well.. true, somehow..

i m kinda of hate to be here again, i mean back in melaka again, cos it means that my school starting soon, and that means it ll be my last trimester to be in melaka, n it means tat i m gonna leave my fella frens and move out to cyberjaya.. sometimes i reli shocked that how come time pass SO FAST??! [ed: guang ying jie jie! can don so fas?] ..one semester cud be reli fas, if u noe wat i mean.. reli dono what kind of life it ll be wen i move to cyber..im gonna miss my church frens and the food here..

..OMG..

2007-01-22T18:06:00.000+08:00

1. i was informed tat i hav to be in MMU CLC concurse on thursday morning.
2. I have one day left in jb.
3. THE RESULT IS OUT!
4. Today no lok-lok to eat.

OMG..

d first thing i do dis morning is -- receive call frm ada foo.. OMG, dono wat the hell is wrong wif msia postmen, all letter din received by the uni.. den dat mins she has to appeal again for mel u, n monash.. kesian her rite.. but i was half aslep so din talk much..

den i wen out wif baoli.. makan kimgary [AGAIN??!!].. shopping.. den suddenly i got a sms frm my dearest CLS group leader.. remind me to go bac on thursday morning for a meeting.. nono.. workshop thingy.. den cos las time i din go meeting.. so i din get the funding form, which require every committee to raise fund minimum RM50.. den i din get the form.. so i ask my group leader how..
me: ey i din get the form den how ar?
HE: erm, u donate loh.. hahah
yea funny rite? i hav to donate RM50.. -_-
n i hav to go bac melaka on wed.. OMG.. dat means 2 days left in jb.. no no.. one day left.. cos left in the morning.. SHIT ..

n den got a sms frm wk, tellin me d result is OUT.. i heard tat it can be checked frm the "leave of absence" there, but i think it s not the REAL result.. den okie loh, i check again, frm the "achievement".. same wif the result i get in "leave of absence".. exactly d same wif the result i get las time.. actually i reli expect more than tat.. cos i tot i did quite enuf for my calculus n fz.. but i think is my eng la.. nvm.. dat s not so shitty..

N i got another sms frm meiqiang.. today supposedly i ll meet meiqiang tonight, he gonna bring me makan loklok at permas, heard tat it s super duper nice.. but hor, he said cos today it din open.. so.. cancel.. [wen ll be d nex time i makan loklok wif him? sighz.]

i promis my ex-colleague to go watch movie on wed, but i ll b in melaka dat time.. i promis ky i ll go find him but seems like not much time left, i wana find 188 for movie, i wana meet alot ppl leh~ in d end, my 3 weeks holiday jus end up like dat..

..hahah~nice video..

2007-01-21T21:00:00.000+08:00

u noe i reli like baby laughter.. so cute.. so naive.. u ll cant help laughin together wen u see baby laughs..

here s a nice video i got frm youtube.. the best 10 videos of 2006..

cute rite? lolz

another cute video.. baby wana slep n wana eat oso.>~ greedy rite?
but he s reli cute..lolz.. farni la..

..finally went out..

2007-01-20T12:11:00.000+08:00

finally get to meet frens yesterday.. though i was like draggin my whole body to walk out of my house.. but yea stil happy dat i did tat.. wen bac to skul (ssi) yest.. met yeap teik dey al.. stil cant accept the fact that they nid to wear yellowish pants and all that.. met my teachers.. pn lee n pn yang.. yep dey stil rmb me but.. "ohya, i rmb dis gal, she owas bully my son one! " [omg, when did i bcom big bully.. cmon her son s much more bigger size den me?!].. "oh i rmb u, cos dat time u date wif another guy den kena caught by me."... [..] cant dey jus rmb somethin good bout me? anyway, we talk for a while.. bout how skul changes.. n cik how has a baby already? OMG.. did i leave school for tat long???

den aft tat met weijie dey al at cs kimgary..met baoli n yt der.. wat a suprise!.. den wen to find chee hoe.. u noe we hav a bro n sis talk.. u noe, sometimes i rather hope tat he tells me by his mouth, rather than heard frm other ppl.. den he reminds me of meiqiang.. den wen out wif meiqiang for dinner.. so loooong time nv meet him, he s stil so 38 like b4.. but he s funny la.. promised me to go makan loklok on mon.. *yummy* .. aft tat wen out yumcha wif beh dey al.. cos weijie was here mah, so mus bring him around.. too bad he has to go bac on sunday.. but nvm la.. d distance btwin jb n melaka s not tat far..

cant slep yest nite.. feel like watchin sea.. din expect tat he would call.. but thx for the call i fel better.. struggling.. shud i leave all these behind n carry on like nothin happen, or jus face it without considering the consequences? jus hope that i can walk out of it..

..bored..

2007-01-18T14:25:00.000+08:00

so boring at home.. got nothing to do at all.. wake up liao oso dono why i wake up so earli although i ve slep for 12 hours already.. i ll go down stairs get something to eat, watch tv, luckily my house got astro man.. aiyo who ask me to lend al those dvd to my frens?

b4 holiday, or even during exam, i was imagining how i m goin to enjoy my holiday.. supposedly it shud b fun.. n i hav a list of fren to meet up with.. but when i get bac to my home, i don fel like goin out.. it s not tat i no ppl to meet, no place to go, but i reli don fel like goin out.. rather let myself fa mei at home.. den throw my self on bed, sleeping can let time pass faster..but frm d inside of my heart i wana meet frens, wana go shopping, wana go some where else.. nex week la.. dis week jus let me fa mei at home lah kie?

..kl trip..

2007-01-16T23:50:00.000+08:00

it s fun..!
of cos it s fun.. it s hard to share wif u guys how fun it is.. yea m know as shoppaholic, but i din shop much dis time.. instead, i hang out wif my frens more.. n i L O V it.. [yea la yea la i did buy clothes for myself..]

DAY ONE
went to times square to meet lyn wen i got there.. it s very near to pudu bus station,so bes place for ME to meet her.. den chit chatting at auntie annies while waitin for jeremy..for bout 1.5 hour i think.. den we go sg wang eat kim gary.. yuummmyy!

[me n lyn at kimgary sg wang.. so many ppl der.. OMG..anyway, we saw a long-bearded foreigner.. one word - YENG.lolz]

aft tat jeff came n meet us, fetch us n go find ada n niu niu.. den drink sweet soup at bean bean.. cos station1 is so FULL!..

[me n ada at beanbean.]

den aft tat wana go watch movie, den we go summit den onli realise it s too late for a movie.. den we bot burgers so can makan at d roadside.. wen to damai perdana resident area to makan.. nice view der.. den we do alot of stupid stuff. not WE, it s them.. hahahha.. i shud upload d videoo.. [to ed: they copy ur swimmin style!]

[WANTED : JEFFREY TAN ..opps.. wrong name.. WNY 7112]

DAY 2
wen to watch "the return".. well.. 1.5hour movie. it s a bit short.. n not shiok at all.. but still okie okie la.. den aft tat me n lyn wen bac home.. take bath thinking wer to go nex.. PLANNED to go midvalley n hav our dinner der.. den in d end we cudnt get a taxi [ohhell, wer are al those taxi driver?] i try to get help frm nissa, see whether she got any taxi driver number.. but in d end we wait till her uncle came bac.. LUCKILY, he s willing to fetch us to d steamboat shop near UCSI der.. den we met up wif shihui.. eat 3ppl steamboat.. den we go to her apartment..

[dono-wat-name apartment. shihui stays in the highes floor.. 28th floor.. *scary seh*]

[me n lyn n shihui in her room..i tel u, her roomie s so crazieee *scary*.]

den aft tat me n lyn wen bac lyn's place.. i tel u, her place is super nice.. i dono y, fel so comfortable der..

[home sweet home.not mine, lyn's place at cheras. ]

DAY 3

wake up at 1++pm.. den go to midvalley shopping..to buy presents for my fren.. but in d end i din buy things for frens, but buy for myself.. i m so in lov wif ROMP.. nicey clothes.. den we go to makan sushi king as TEA TIME snack.. lolz.. cos we are so hungry.

[sea horse sushi. lolz. nola, it s shrimp.dono wat happen to it, bcom a sea horse aft it kena fried.. i took dis pic cos it remind me of the movie. "the return".. ppl who watched ade onli get wat i mean..lolz.]

[then me n lyn took komuter bac home..she wen bac her auntie place at klang.. i go subang find jeremy. ]

aft meet up wif jeremy at subang, makan dinner wif him.. den we bot cake for niu niu.. his bday mah.. mus celebrate with creammyy cake [if u noe wat i mean, we wan d cream on his face!] ..

[cake wif onli one candle.. clever niu noe wat s in our mind.. stole the 9more candles.aiks]

[in the end he stil kena one la..lolz]

den we wen to ada's place.. stay over nite der..

[wg is taking photo.. n i was takin photo of them taking photo..lolz..]

[tiredness.]

[missy ada foo s doin a photo album for her hubby justin.. so sweet n so SWEET.. cant find another word to use.]

[tiredness 2]

DAY 4

we wen to pyramid to buy present [again? ada wana buy prezzie for her hubby.. 21!!]den we meet up wif her oz frens.. one of em is KOREAN! she s cuute.. i mean they are cute.. so frenly.. we makan at kimgary AGAIN..

[aileen, hyem -korean, and joanne..]

[wg me n ada.]

[xuanhao, giv me five!]

[me n benzi..]

[benzi n xuan hao at "i need" house.. it sells condoms..woo..]

den aft tat we change our plan, instead of goin to luna bar wif ada dey al, we decided to go to niu's place.. his bday mah.. play games, watch "lame" movie.. bla bla bla..

[niu niu's bday sure hav to buy niu (cow) thingy for his present.!]

[playin games at niu's place.]

[me n benzi.. ]

kfc.. dat s d place we settle our dinner der..

[kfc combo 1]

DAY 5

wg,xuanhao n me travel bac to melaka.. on d way, we met angmoh.. frm czech republic. wow. sampat.. lolz.

SPECIAL THANKS : CHUA TEE HAI..

thx again to him, cos he fetch us bac to ixora, to get our stuff den go bac to sentral again to take bus.. within a day, we spend more than 5 hours on travelling.. i think i m very suitable to go oversea.. cos get used at spendin time on travelling..lolz..

to prove that me n wingee are unseperable.. see..

[13 14.. in chiness means forever n ever.. this s d seat me n wg sit.. we realised on d way bac to jb.. yea.. forever n ever.. *yeeww..*.. lolz]

tat s all i guess.. so many things to blog out ..

yea i damn agree wif nissa dis time.. to blog an entry not bcos got somethin to blog, but to blog so dat we got something to do.. trust me. i ll be bac in dis blogger dashboard very sooooooon...

..the guardian..

2007-01-11T00:43:00.000+08:00

ve been thinking where to go for the whole afternoon, den me n hai decided to watch "the guardian" in makhota parade.. well we realli got nothing to do.. staring at the board, "the guardian" is the onli movie that we are interested to watch, sommore mos of em we watch ade.. heard tat it s quite nice so yea we decided to watch loh..

at first i was onli attracted by the handsome ashton kutcher,as a champion swimmer who are willing to join coast guard team, to save lifes.. n kevin costner as the senior chief in the academy and also a legendary rescue swimmer .. wat impress me the most is his spirit.. as a rescue swimmer, he showed the true meaning being a rescuer, "so others may live".. he is willing to sacrifice himself to save the others..

although it s just a movie, but how many ppl can do until like dat? self sacrifice? nah.. to accept from ppl, easy, but to give out what u have, it s hard, but it s a right thing to do..

....

2007-01-10T12:27:00.000+08:00

wat did i do yest? BASICALLY, i did nothing but watchin show n playing games.. n den i realised tat d games in my com not nice one.. playin dota o2jam n zuma onli.. so boring lah.. watch few movie yest, high skul musical, n hongkong movie..

finally beh n weijie dey al came bac to melaka.. woke me up at 8am, for goodness sake i slep at 4am++ okie? ask me go makan breakfast pulak.. hahha~ so happy dey bought me tambun biscuit.. nice.. it cud b my breakfas ade lah~.. n beh bought wingee one box too.. lolz..

fel so bad make my frens worry bout me.. wingee cal me everynite to scold me.. for wat the hell reason i wana stay in melaka but not goin bac jb.. well, i wana go kl mah, don wana go bac jb den come up some more.. but she noe it wasnt d reason.. tat's y kep scold me silly.. thx to ahmi, sms me so i won be tat bored.. yea thx fella frens, i m fine here..

..holiday!..

2007-01-09T12:44:00.000+08:00

finally.. holiday time.. yea, aft 3 days toruting ourselves preparing for the 2nd trimester final.. finally we are FREE! but i reli have to agree tat student's life ll bcom empty wen there's no exam.. aft exam like totally donno wat to do.. play games lo, watch show loh.. tat's all i can do..

unlike las sem break, this sem break i choose to stay in melaka.. though i was alone here, [not alone actually la, still got friends here.]but i think i ll enjoy being alone here.. lolz.. den i ll go kl find my friends.. my long time nv see dear fren - lyn, ada foo [god,till now i haven see her yet leh..], mi n d rest loh.. i think i ll shop for my cny clothes.. actually i ade shop alot here.. who ask mng n sam&kev on sale? lolz...

thx to my dear housemates, scared i ll get bored here.. lend me al dvds,ice age2 is damn funny, click oso farni n touching.. thx to hsien oso.. help me dl hongkong series show.. i hav plenty of show.. lolz

sien leh.. i think i ll fa mei.. u ll see my update very often dis days..lolz..

..hope?..

2007-01-01T18:40:00.000+08:00

read a random blog jus now.. but after i read his blog, feel so.. erm.. he wrote all about his gf, nothin much bout his life, jus about his gf, his love one.. it s nothing wrong to express his love to everyone, but he gave me a feeling tat she was his only hope, only reason he lives in this world.. n he s a melancholic thinker, think negatively, like everything ll be end up worse. i won deny if u say we all living in a complicated world, but wat matters is how are we going to face this complicated world?

Question came to my mind, 'what is ur hope on earth?' or 'what is the reason u wana keep urself alive'.. fine if u say 'i don wan to die'.. but when all things fade away, wen ur hope perish, will u still hav the faith or courage to stay alive? some people think MONEY is the most important thing, that s the first thing we hav to work for, in order to lead more comfortable life.. but if one day, lets say, lets say la.. from now on, malaysian ringgit is no longer value, that means everything u earn with ur tears n blood, is totally meaningless.. u cant use ur money to buy food, clothes, or even houses.. u ll feel that u ve been working so hard, for the money, n now all things come to an end..

or mayb ur hope is ur love one.. mayb ur wife/husband, bf/gf.. n now, lets say, lets say onli la.. one day, he/she betrays u, abandon u, or died.. they just gone for the next moment.. den u ll feel ur life is meaningless. cos u FEEL that u cant live without them.. n THEY are the reason u keep breathing..

i dono, but i ll definitely won live for a human being.. i mean human ll die rite? if u live just for a human being, so that means if he/she dies, ur life is ending soon? don live for the things that u can c,or can feel, or won last for eternity, cos it doesnt worth ur life..

i don understand why is there such people will onli think negatively? mayb is bcos of other factors which happen when they are growing up, or mayb bcos of their environment, or mayb it s born natural, they jus cant help thinking like dat.. but if u feel that u are thinking in a negative way, try to talk things out, or even tell ur frens about ur prob, tell out everything tat is copin in ur heart.. cos when u are thinking in tat way, u cant help urself, get some one to help u..

tragedy happens when they think somethings cant be solved.. i beg to differ.. nothing is cant be solved.. mayb for some situation, u ll think it s hard wen u re fightin alone.. get a pal, or friends, n dont fight alone..

..2nd post for today..

2006-12-30T18:40:00.002+08:00

see, 2nd post for today.. can see m was so damn bored at home!! study study study, actually i jus finish one set of past year paper.. n i was reli so fed up calculating the y', the bounded region of f(x) and ingrating the function.. walao.. so boring!

SO i decided to give myself a time break, rest awhile, play awhile, den onli continue my physics.. n ed asked me out for new year countdown party! omg, i wan to go i wan to go.. but hor, i cant go.. since i ve told my mum n dad tat i com bac JUST to study, they knew me, noe i ll go out, SO they grounded me.. sighz.. i dono whether i can go d party anot.. but i KNOW tat it s goin to be fun der..

except for the calculus formula, all my mind is about the plans aft final exam.. wer to go, wat to do, wat to buy for my new year clothes, who to meet in kl, how m goin to spend my time in melaka or kl or even penang.. my imagination runs wild.. u noe, like i can imagine myself in topshop picking clothes on sale.. as my sis now working in orange [fashion shop], her taste getting more n more 'lala' [i think u noe wat i min].. yea cos orange is for lala mui.. lolz.. no offense.. sighz.. i used to like my sis taste.. her sense of style.. but now i reli hav to think twice b4 i ask her out to go shoppin wif me..

final faster end leh.. n dis time i hope i can get dean list as well.. although i m not confident to get it, FAIL my eng listening test, wat to do.. n i reli don hav mood to study oso.. mayb the dean list flyin away frm me.. sighz.. i jus hope tat i can do better den las trimester.. 'compete with my own, but not others' tat s my principle.. hope i reli can overcome my own laziness..

BUT, lolz.. u think it's easy meh? i m still slacking here.. waiting my mum's bak kut teh ready to makan! yea yea..

..study study..

2006-12-30T16:30:00.000+08:00

yep exam is coming soon,
3rd jan to 5th jan..
so NEAR yet so FAR..
actually i wish it cud be NEARER..
faster end mah..
but i wish it cud be FAR too..
cos im not well prepared..

i ve been workin hard on calculus these 2 days..
with baobrr vivian with me
[she s stayin at my place],
till now i haven start my physics..
don reali fel like studyin leh~..
so bored..

but wat excited me the time after the exam..
TERM BREAK!!
yay yay.. since it cud be the las term break i spend in melaka..
[aft nex term i ll move to cyber, so i don think i ll move bac jb durin nex term break]
so i ve decided to stay in melaka for my term break..
erm.. to specify abit, shud b like 'not goin bac' jb..
plan to go penang for the food,
go kl for ada, and for shopping..
stil hav so many frens to meet up with..
miss lynnette also.. too bad i cant go meet her up yest..
so sorry! cos i reli cant go out now..
but i will be free! aft the exam..

thx my mum again,
cos this time i come bac jb,
so she specially cook nice food for me..
hahha.. ppl, don envy me!
envy vivian lah.. cos she s stayin here,
n she get to eat also! lolz..
i was jus made up my mind to slim down,
cos new year is coming,
hope pretty clothes can fit in,
but hor, u noe, delicious + mum's love = irresistable..
so..

erm.. i think i shud find clothes which can fit me in..

..havin fun..

2006-12-28T09:37:00.000+08:00

thx to blogger newer version,
dey reli improve alot..
las time wen i post photo hav to wait for A YEAR one,
sommo everytime i upload photo ll be disconnected..
can don so ZAP!
now i can upload as many s i can! yay yay!!

kk,i ve lots TONS of things to upload here.
hahah,like the lights so much until i wen to portugese settlement for d 2nd time!
lolz.. i jus like the atmosphere der!
took lots pics wif kiat's camera!
[me n shinmei.. she's cute rite?]
[me n weekiat]

[me n hai with the BIGGIE XMAS TREE]

[me n shinmei .. real nice decorated xmas tree!]

[ken n his gf shinmei wif mr santa claus - he s d GRANDPA!!lolz]

CAROLING!

i like it,although my church owas nv do tat one,

cos got other performance mah..

but MMU CF got do CAROLING!

u noe,wen they are singing "Joy to the world, the Lord is come.."

wow, nice..

[mmu cf caroling at ixora entrance! ben n kelvin n aaron was der..!!]

[me n ben ben,cant blif he can sing oso.. lolz..]

so happy ed,jer,saywei,evelyn, siaohuan,weisern, n jas they all come to melaka visit us!!
but cos of the flood, we cant bring em go portugese settlement,
hahha.. but still we got talk alot, laugh like nobody cares,
n siao till XIAO! lolz..
so happy we are bac together now..
i reli miss secondary school time,
laughters non stop..
ed came witf suprise,
he made himself bcom a ER RUAN SHI.. (erm,goose stone(!!??)
but nice haircut lah.. i like it..

[e ruan shi.. with e ruan face..]

[ me n one-year-nv-see weisern aka bro, he s slimmer now rite? ]

[me n 6-years-goodfren- mimi.. ]

n that nite,we go n support wingee singing in witchery ider,

till 1am, we still dono wer to go, and we reli don wan to waste our time sleping,

so we go MITC mamak stall limteh..

do lots of stupid stuff der..

cos we laugh so loud, till uncles n abangs n fellas all looking at us,

they jus cant understand y we can laugh so loud..lolz..

actually dey were playing games, da she tou..

n gaolao reli kena frm tat..

lolz..

the next day they all reli hav to go bac liao..

n luckily i manage to see em at central, [thx to hai again.. i belanja u makan k?]

[niu,ed,evelyn,ee,saywei, n me at central.]

[acting cute niu, b4 they get on the bus.] [wingee saywei n me..wer m i looking dat time huh?

[wingee evelyn n ee..]
[can don wan?lolz]

[AGAIN,niu niu acting cute.. saywei asked for it one..lolz..]

get to spend my xmas in church,

this year dey hav dancing,singing,drama n exchange xmas gifts..

so long time nv c em ade.. mis em so muchie!!

[kids dancing..too blur.. opps.]

[me n good friend elaine.]

jeremy misses us too much,

n stay here wif us til TODAY! yayay..

so long time nv c him, so hav lots of things to talk with..

hard to find such good friend..

[lolz,he s giving me a flower! a FLOWER!.. yea wg,ur daddy n mummy is patchin up again..lolz]

[here no toilet meh? y mimi pissing at ixora swimming pool??!!lolz]

thx to niu n mi, they pei me finish my calculus assignment,

although they are not helping me DOING it,

cos we were in ixora study area, den i was doing assignment,

they were playin dota with laptops..

n of cos, wen ppl get tired dey ll do farni things one..

like ahmi n ken.. taking mtv.. -_-"

bubbles n blanket = mtv?

well. dis is their equation..

..happy weekend..

2006-12-23T10:16:00.000+08:00

it's been a week since i last update my blog..
actually i got write one,
but due to connection it cannot be uploaded..
so bo bian loh~

frens coming all d way frm jb..
ed,jer,eve,jas yeo,siaohuan,weisern,saywei,jeff..
miss all of em..
although we jus spend a day together,
but we al havin lots of fun!!
i was damn happy on d day,
cos i noe dey al are coming..

took lots of pics
ll be uploaded soon..

*jus finish my physics test, not feelin very happy wif tat..* sobx

..PICS...

2006-12-17T14:08:00.000+08:00

i HAVE to post this..
this is funny..
i neva see any gal being so daring to NIU NIU!!
hahah~
well, i think niu sure scared of her very much..
n she s none other than MABEL..
lolz..

[x]

[tat day wingee brought niu niu "tang yuan"..n mabel insist to follow wingee..see his expression then u ll noe how he feels..lolz]

[x]

[hahah.. mabel so funny..]

[x]

[what lies beneath..lolz..]

that day huahrong msged me
telling me that she saw a VW NEW BEETLE..
hahha.. u noe i m so CRAZY over NEW BEETLE!!
she said it s parked outside ixora..
SILVER colour.. [though i prefer yellow]
u noe i jus cant help being so excited.. lolz

[i LOVE it SOOO MUCH u noe.. muakx!]

it was fri tat i missed english class..
class is actually at 8am..
but i woke up at 8.30am,
cos nissa sent me msg asking me if m goin to class..
lolz.. den aft tat i slep bac..
thinking to attend 10am clas onli..
ppl la noe me so slow.. 10.15am onli reach class..
cos tat time is tutorial clas, we al hav to do quiz..
den who ever finish quiz den can chaoz..
so 1025am class dismissed..
i wen to skul for like 10 MINS onli..
lolz.. aft tat they al very semangat wana play dota..
so hai, aaron n me wen to benjamin's place..
[i din go for dota of cos..]
u noe ben LOVES pets..
PETSSSS...
n those pets arent normal pets like puppy rabbits or cats..
it s like.. eewww...

[ i dono what it called.. it just a ... erm.. lizard..]

[ this is spider.. i dono d scientific name lah..but it stil very disgusting rite?]

he got LOTS of other pets lah..

but i don reli feel like taking d pics anymore.. eeww..

he s crazy rite? i dono..

went to huiqing's place..

cos she had a barbecue at her place..

well.. al of our cg ppl go.. n special guest huahrong n eyvonne..

[eejie,lisa,carmen.. al of em bday fall on december..]

[she looks like my sis rite? d eyes n hair.. anyway,her name is sandra..lolz,kexing,c got ppl replace u ade..]

[this gal pulak looks like eejie.. abit lah..peiwen always mix up both of em..her name is miyaa..n she s not eejie..lolz.]

[huahrong n me..she s special guest that nite..lolz..]

..new skin(??!)..

2006-12-14T15:32:00.000+08:00

change my skin again..
y do i like to change skin more than posting?
i dono..

but i wasnt reli happy wif my penguin skin,
n this one is simple enuf..
so i choose this..

trust me..i'll change it soon...

i hardly get myself so FREE...
luckily today i got onli 3 hours class,
n no jaga-booth shift, no nid to met teacher,
no nid to do anything..
n so i m so semangat to study!

yep.. u din hear it wrong..
i want to STUDY!
view back to my uni life..n RESULTS..
indeed i din arrange time properly,
get myself too occupied..
and i reali wana study well..
reli wana do well in my exam..
i don wan to fail myself again..
YEP.. i fail my english listening test..
if u ask me Y the hell did i fail my ENGLISH LISTENING TEST?
den i ll tel ya,
erm mayb bcos dat day i was sittin near my handsome prince..
LAME..
i dono either.. my mdm oso dono n ask me d same thing..

but also good la..
i mean getting F for my listening test..
so dat i ll FORCE myself to study,to do well in exam..
too slack..
cos if i don do well in my final exam,
im going to fail myself n stay in melaka for another trimester,
then d time i go cyberjaya for my degree course,
ill be like one trimester late..
T_T..

anyway, holidays coming.,
well actually it s holiday to other college/school students,
onli mmu students still hav to work hard for d final exam..
frens wen bac to hometown..
joel called me yest.. quite suprise..
seems like every1 bac in jb ade..
cos sherli oso call me out for vb..
kokyaow dey all coming to melaka soon..
soon = as in SOON n i dono when..
so excited..

promised ada to go kl find her..
but till now i still cant find the time to go kl..
hmm..well.. i ll go i promise..
hope she ll be free that time...

kla,i reli nid to study liao~
been sitting in front of com for like 1hour (!!)..
sighz.. study hard!!

..earli morning..

2006-12-14T09:53:00.000+08:00

since me n viv late for class for the last few days,
[u noe,our class is actually at 10am,
then we onli wake up at 9.50am..
wat the h..
then d time we enter class is like
10.20am..
lolz..
den aft sitting in d lec room for 25min,
we will hv our 10min break time..
clever rite?]

so today i was so determine to wake up at 9.20am,
so i can enter clas at 10am sharp,
while viv has clas at 8am..
BUT,
she wake up at 8am sharp..
so she DETERMINE to slep bac..
lolz..

then she wake me up..
den i no nid to fix d alarm ade..

kie,now it s 9.56am ade..
m goin to late for d clas again..
chaoz

..xmas coming!..

2006-12-12T16:58:00.000+08:00

yay yay,xmas coming..

as a christian, I AM SO excited..

i still rmb the time my church

doing all those dramas,gospel songs,

carolling (my church didnt do dis, edna's did)..

u know wat?

melaka government ROCKX!

they actually give money to the residents livin in

PORTUGESE SETTLEMENT,

to decorate their house for the xmas..

den during the xmas period,

they ll hav like open house to let every1

to view the decorations..

wow.. damn nice i tell u..

i went there las saturday night..

with weekiat n hai,

it was damn pretty the lights..

d time i went was like 11++pm,

so they have closed the door ade..

too bad.. but we still can see all the lights from outside..

[BIG santa claus..]

[nice rite? d house?]

[hai (half face), me n weekiat]

[nice xmas tree..!]

[santa claus standing on my shoulder!]

[cute santa claus..with long legs.]

[REAL BIG xmas tree.]

then after that we went to the seashore..
[very near to portugese settlement one..]
den sit there watch the sea n stars..
u noe,i cant differentiate btwin real stars n
AEROPLANES..
lolz.. anyway.. both of em twinkling wad..

bac to reality life..
my test sux..
for every subject,i din get d result that i wish..
quite sad over that..
but also encourage me to work harder nex time..

din get to go bac jb dis few weeks..
my sis kep calling me asking me go back..
to accompany her since she got nothing to do at home..
i miss home..
n dong1zhi4 is coming..
i lagi miss home n tang1yuan2 dat my mum makes..
*yummy*..

..aft calculus exam..

2006-12-09T10:56:00.000+08:00

yep, jus finish my calculus exam..
SHITE>...
damn hard..
we got 3 que, 1 que for each chap,
3 chapters - matrix, limit and derivative..
well.. matrix s hard..
limit is also hard..
no doubt derivative ll be damn hard..
so i screwed up my test again.. SHIT..

well.. n den i m so free now to let "it" out..
cos u noe.. aft exam sure abit siao..

n i decided to post d gaolao's video..
no matter wad.. i hav to post..hahah

sampat rite?

..still not sleping..

2006-12-08T00:42:00.002+08:00

yea it's 12.44am,
normally at this time
i ll be lying on bed waiting myself to fall aslep.
but guess what am i doing now?

i m doing C A L C U L U S..

wow.. rajin nye..
neva tot that i'll be that rajin for calculus..
compare to my las physics paper..
i ade "killed" my physics test 1,
i don wan my calculus die too..
sommore i am ambitious..
to get another dean's list cert dis sem..
nah,cos i reli don feel confidence when doin calculus que..
i had that feeling..
so mayb do more exercise u ll feel more secure (??)..

aft being "dependent" for around 6 months,
away from family n frens,
i ve get to know more frens here..
diff ppl..
as in u ll see more diff people around u..
selfishness, self-centered, bossy, arrogant..
u can never judge the book by its cover one..
and u ll neve know what's in ppl's mind..
i can onli accept them as who they are,
cos u noe, no one is perfect..

something happen recently..
there's a fren of mine,
he s done something that s not good..
which u cannot blif he did that one..
it s like "wow,cannot be him..",
"there must be a misunderstanding"
u noe,i was thinking how to face dis fren,
shud i stil be fren with him pretending i dono anything bout it?
or shud i stay away frm him like any1 else?
who knows i ll be d nex victim?
u noe,u cud be d nex victim..

but.. i stil choose to pretend i dono anything..
mayb he got his own reason..
n he do not wan anyone else noe..
n he reli cant find anyway out..
i dono..
i'll stil call him "brother" when i see him..

i rmb some1 told me this,
[people judge u by what you have and what you've done,
but GOD knows who you really are]
you have no possesions but u are generous..
you are successful but u are greedy to ask for more..
when u are too attached to what's around us,
you ll find that all it contains will pass away.
sooner or later..

..boring..

2006-12-06T22:48:00.000+08:00

so busy over exams,
church cell group,
volleyball events,
meetings,
limtehz..
actually exp when sleping,
i din spend much time at home..
and so i din get to online..
din get the time to blog as well..

i wanted to post the video
bout gao lao raising yaya up,
and vivian's funny face..
and lots more on viv's bday..
but i lazy la..
pics n videos are stil in my camera..

time passed so fast..
this trimester is going to finish soon..
and aft tat is 3 weeks holiday..
n i ade plan to go kl,sg, and langkawi (if possible)..
n den aft that is my 3rd trimester..
i tel u, 14 weeks can be real fast..
cos i noe aft 14 weeks in mmu melaka,
i ll be in mmucyber jaya for the next 4years..

when i think of this,
sad la.. cant bear to leave this place actually..
my housemate n esp my roommate,
they are already part of my life..
closest to them since i leave home..
we have alot of fun here..
n when i go cyberjaya to study,
i will be staying with ken n hai dey all..
they al so funny..
hope my next 4 years won be in misery..

xmas is coming.. yay yay..
too bad my parents going to genting..
n dey are goin to china nex week till 'dono-when'th..
mum ask me go bac jb one..
but.. erm.. don think i ll go bac..
n aft that i mean til end of this month,
i ll be in melaka..
until nex year aft exam (or aft the trip)
then onli i ll go bac jb..
do i miss jb home?
of cos i do.. sometimes i jus wish that i were there for d nex moment..

god is faithfull, and of cos he listens to our prayers..
i can "amen" that..
haha.. he realli gives what i pray..
thank u..

plan to go to kl one,
i mean around middle of this month la..
but hor.. aiyo.. so many things have to be done..
so might not able to go kl find ada dis year..
too bad din get to see her when she came to melaka las time..
lots of things to catch up with her..
i also promised my mum to go shopping with her one..
but..

anyway.. i reali enjoy my life here..
(''p)

..happy bday VIV~!..

2006-12-01T20:44:00.000+08:00

happy bday to my baobrr viv!!
finally she s 18th now..
poor her fall sick d day b4 her bday..
kesian rite?
but nvm,cos got gao lao accompany her..

yea no doubt we ll celebrate wif her..
cos her bday owas fall on holiday..
kesien her..
now got all of us singing bday song at 12am..
nice leh~>..

anyway, m goin to post gaolao's video clip..
singing "u raise me up" while "raising "yaya" up..
[yaya--a doll he gave viv as bday present..]
hahha~ damn farni lah he..
me wg n viv kep laffing..
but aiyo.. nex time la.. i ll post it..

..hospital..

2006-11-29T13:07:00.000+08:00

yepp,m sick again..

AGAIN!@@!

sighz.. dono y m i so weak recently..

fall sick nearly every month..

it happen 2 days ago la..

thrown out everything i eat..

even drink water oso cannot..

cos aft tat i ll vomit it out..

so kesian rite?

den d nex day i go to mmu clinic to check up,

den d doctor said it s my intestine prob,

like tied up together..

that s y everything tat goes into my stomach

will come out..

sighz~ den bo bian loh..

he gave me injection den ask me not to drink or eat anything..

to prevent it enters my lung if i vomit it out again..

den aft 6 hours i ll still feel like vomiting..

den i go to hospital.. dripping..

to rehydrate myself b4 i went dry..

lolz.. den my parents cam all d way frm jb

to c how m i doin in hospital..

n actually my beloved sis oso wana come one,

but she sendiri oso sick..

but i understand lah.. so touched..

n sommor got my bao brr vivian pei me..

frm 9pm++ till 12am..

neva leave me, accompany me, talking to me..

reli touched seh~..

thanks alot huh bao brr..

n to all frens who care for me..

thx alot.. reli touched when i received ur smses..

i HAVE to get well by tonight..

cause PHYSICS test later..

i don wan to fail leh..

but i ll do my best lah.. d rest leave to god lah..

hope i reli won fail my exam..

[kesian me rite? but dis remind me of kevin leh~haha..shudnt hav laff at him in d first place]

n hor, my housemate lim ee jie change hairstyle liao..

n we call it lion hair..

but nice leh.. nice hairstyle..

FRESH~...

[cute rite? she said it s for wei sern wor? haha..nice leh]

..weekends..

2006-11-25T10:33:00.000+08:00

heard the testimonial from weishan,
bout how her life in penang uni..
n how she gave all her weekends to God..
although i know her onli 2 days,
but suprisingly we can get along very well,
share our experiences, and stories..

and i wana thank sebas here,
[yea,i know u might be reading dis]
although i cudnt keep contact u all d times,
feel abit far frm u ade,
but a lil bit by lil bit u influenced me,
bout how u being faithful to god,
ur encouragements when i was drifting away frm God,
i really appreciate u being my gd fren..
and i still rmb u signing in d 'covenant' page in 'Purpose Driven Life'..
(''p)

[Do only that which matters most--focus it]
i found that i always live in self centred world,
but i neva realli look out wat's around me outside,
focusing on own too much cudnt solve the problems..
i always complain
"why my family like dat?"
"why d relationship cant work out?"
"why is it happening to me but not others?"
"why m i doing this?'
and so, complainin cant solve the probs..
but now it doesnt matter anymore..
[Forgetting the past and looking forward to what lies ahead.]

G O O D N E W S!!
ada came back ade~!
yeay yay.. finally she came back..
ll go to kl to find her soon..
but heard that she's goin jb n MELAKA (??) (??!!)
n i din know it at all..
anyway,since she ll be stayin here til feb nex year..
hope to spare more time with her..
(''p)

..shiok man..

2006-11-23T12:54:00.000+08:00

shiok man..

first of "shiok-man" story..

i went to physics tutorial class today,

my BELOVED (nah!) lecturer - MR RAMLEE,

ask us whether got any problem for d tut que,

Ramlee: "so do u have any que?guys?"

students: "que no.15"

Ramlee: "erm.."

Ramlee: "..."

Ramlee: "erm, can we solve this que?..

..no i dont think so,

SO LET'S CANCEL THE QUE"

shiok rite?-->cancel the que if cant solve..

NICE...

2nd ...

well,cause every wed we'll have fellowship wif d cell group members..

and this time they bring us to air panas in alor gajah..

wow.. it s natural air panas u noe..

damn hot..n damn shiok..

[me n peiwen,onli both of us go IN the pool..]

[kangjian-gor,jolene,lisa,huiqing-jie,n her fren..c,they all onli rendam legs ]

3rd of d "shiok" story..

in d last post, i ve mention bout yingtian's bday dinner rite?

and yea,i HAVE to post this..

we all having fun!! n d food is delicious..(thx to wg n mabel)

sommor got SOUP..yay yay..

[see, got taokey,curry chicken,mushroom,pumpkin,veg, and SOUP..*yummy*]

[eejie,wingee,jess, bdaygal yingtian,n mabel..]

[wingee drinking soup..(she asked me to post this pic, to make it looks delicious)]

[eejie,me,wingee,yingtian and mabel]

i found somethin interesting in skul..

there's an event called "robolution"

cos u noe wat?

i saw a robot in skul..

[cute rite? he waved to me leh~haha]